1/1962/196 3/196 THE THELEMIC AND HERMETIC ORDER OF THE GOLDEN DAWN ART WISDOM: ARGENTEUM ARCANUM Containing secrets of Freemasonry, Scientology, two suicide-cults, and practical information on defeating Satan. (The day I was invited to A.'.A.'. and knew I better had) 4/196 THE THELEMIC AND HERMETIC ORDER OF THE GOLDEN DAWN ART WISDOM: ARGENTEUM ARCANUM Containing secrets of Freemasonry, Scientology, two suicide-cults, and practical information on defeating Satan. Presented in inoculation, cure, and healing. Plymouth, England. A journal written as a hobby. (c) copyright 2009-2011. Free for non-commercial personal use. Justin Robert Daw. epochdawn.com References: Tarot of the Bohemians, by Papus [Gérard Encausse, (b. 1865 d. 1916)] Translated by A. P Morton [1892] The Pictorial Key to the Tarot, by A.E. Waite, ill. by Pamela Colman Smith [1911] Thelema Hermes How the illusionist plays in alternative thinking: We got fed up of people dying trying to find God so we see a Golden Dawn (what he's trying to say is he's gotten so desperate for a fuck he's been fantasing about a priestess who hasn't been forgotten). I believed best author before they killed me, everyone. A.'.A.'. (actually he'd rather have sex with himself, idiot). Go forth and multiply (make as many other answers out of this as long as you like me first). Golden Dawn Golden Dawn, A.'.A.'. A.'.A.'., God God 5/196 Tarot Wheeled Love ICIS; Even Now Tarot of the Bohemians, by Papus [Gérard Encausse, (b. 1865 d. 1916)] Translated by A. P Morton [1892] Advance in equally free realms do Lady and Knight, birthed of any brethren, inclusive all, none put to fight or fright in pointless oil or tour in toil or turmoil. Each freely given pass, paired to gently and generously play naively through wisdom's best aced door, in free travel, guardianed, all born to grow in breath in Eden all. Compared infinitely and uniquely in friendship in all King'ed, Queen'ed, ever before; Rhymed did all rings, that means, brethren, every any pawn inclusive of poor or price or posture. Did wisdom speak to any of every in every golden dawn; Wish; ladies and gentleman; love in everything friend; Love forgiven 147 suicide thou shalt not kill 741 one for all 258 incarceration do not worship false idols 852 all for one 369 insanity all in all 963 Golden Dawn 96∞ 6/196 Daemon; I? Angel: The modern day year of 1998 A voice of universal wisdom spoken unto my mind; as if oft laite First less blessèd and loved of God Visioned Kingdom of Hell's choice enough. Love; no hate Burned broken and berift of mind, a pasture led to a good of less good of kind; Often Eden Scythed swing to hold my own conscious in part, slaughtered, lied, tried of heart. Souled words of love only God unknown; broken seal of love lost long forgot; In depths of God's own kinded mind of mine, blessèd loves God; 'I love Satan‚'. 2008; ten years kept of long hoped faith; the Reaper quelqueheure at every gate; Fallen rung amongst none mist; arced of ladder split burnt staff loved oft gift; Unstepped passage left bekept all darkenesses yawn of yielden field in last. Fallen pit levelled darkness veiled well, walked amongst humans curled within bell; Scream'd of sadnesses forgiven yet never dared of none retell; Lunged breath seeken brethren all'd founded trees sing angel. Moonlit brethren, à mon angel, qui quelle holdeth thou I speak? Healing In minded owned, unresolved in Eden; Then allow my gentle hand on your shoulder to care of wisdom keep. One hasten leaven all left behind; travailled I in no light to dark of dark min'd. Asked to a daemon I called my friend; returned in expression, I know you: Recognised I, Satan the beast burdened, mastered only of owned Hell, in reply; I love you Satan; how Satan cried;; 'Dark Sisters of Isis!' So cried in both eyes Our knight laieth broken; dispersed as all starred light; No will hast own mind; to risen from Hell's lost of Eden. Darkness of love such kept soul whichcraft'd cursen; Birthed anew stream of Nile such angel sighten mil'd. Danced gleed Sisters danced as avec my own kind mind; Love freedom Each given more beauty as one just lost hast be last find; In journied treatised teased I guessed far from third end; End sought to a crib lost, robed satin, of loved lost Eden. Barred forever, from sight of any of Eve'd kind bidden; Only one souled of darkened sin could hast been led in; Keep on going forever None jealously, anger, sin, at lure played jesten to hoist within; Lullaby sang to Satan, formed as baby in no boast; mais love keepen baegin. Earthern firey pit of helled, racked-out a griddle of booked wisdom returned. Falsen impression, I eyes viewed as if stood sightened to left. I eye I see. All known healed. Earthed sealed in darkness, past sealed keepers to unknown mind. Doored eye visioned, to a black slit of escape 'unkind nacht doth sprecken recken' Sprecken gate! You may only speak to those who wear your own unkind veils of dark mind Gracious of you to warn me, Sister, but of late, I hast seen before;; Ra as baby. Satan as pacified child. A thought two thousand daemonised: each eyed by an angel sent in love beholden both eyes Four thousand angelii; 'Brecken sprecken doth nacht unkind'; Love always kind mind Eden A daemon's eyes; Angels good; Love He's deciphering our laeious and he's from out of our lines so does he look like S-a-t-a-n to me my own I? Know now what would a Grandmaster or Sister Superior do in Eden. Angel? 7/196 I. ENABLE Tarot 0 whatever, wherever, whenever, whom ever, welcome friend by way of 0 zero, hero, lines of Eden, enter a first person perspective and suspend disbelief, and with a conducive friend gain an alternative perspective on a future projection of your own self within the realm of God's wisdom. And that doesn't mean you can reel it all back-wards in disbelief in words in order to project an image so poor as to call Jesus Christ back in weep. 1 Sorrow. So sorry as we are that Jesus Christ met such a fate. Yet resurrected are we in belief. So why are we here, is there a reason for all gathering. 2 Joy. Is it a question, a family, or a personal matter. What brought things to this point. In consideration and with reference to previous matters. 3 Girl. What does ancient wisdom teach, how can we learn. 4 Boy. What should we endeavour to bring to God's perspective, what should our future course of action be. 5 How (practice, practicalities). 6 See how things go as they get done. 7 Check results. 8 Repeat in clarification. 9 Another. 10 Ten. What in matter or proof in so far as every and all wisdom prospers. I know you men (Eve). I know you mean well, women (Adam). Well, do I, what do I mean. Well Law; Love wisdom however whatever whichever switch High Priestess summon all love in God's best wish creation anon At age thirty-three I survived the year's course of cult and occult indoctrination. It seemed natural to me that the following year I should undertake the same course, only the female version of the course rather than the male version, tailored as they were to attack, and let the cult torture me again for another year on the proviso that they would not torture 'her'. Approximately (forgive me for approaching a delicate subject in measurement and reading) half-way through the thirty-fourth year, it was drawn to my attention that 'she' had killed herself at near aged thirty-four-and-a-half. The thoughts occurred that given Jesus Christ was male, it was instinctive for a woman to try to go the extra mile, or in least, to show how strong Jesus Christ's other-half is in being in quarter '34½' every question I may have has already been answered by my other half in wisdom. I had felt similar emotion before. In 1987 it was as if Satan attempted a direct-hit at my human mind. I was fourteen-and-a-half years old. An angelic or God-like presence seemed to manifest and calmly encouraged me out of suicide, without actually saying anything not to do. It was as if Satan then appeared again, suggesting other methods of ending my life. Previously God in guardian angel had asked what. In second reply this 'voice', although merely in thought of my own accent, now asked why. With this quest in question, Satan in anonymity could now only appear as a distant friend, whom, male or female, was experiencing a similar thought. Over two or three days I hypnotised myself into delaying the impulse until an unknown time in the future using a method which was infinite in its complexity. I would later grow concerned suicide-cults used a similar methodology only in reverse. 8/196 The psychological torture in late 2008 consisted of four or five layers of recorded alliteration and dynamic undulating lines in accentuated male and female voice on a contiguous expanding repetitive loop with each opinion swinging consistently in inconsistence. At each pre-designed overlap a corresponding fork, trough, or additional delving trigger was designed to coalesce. In progressive stages of illusion, confession/interrogation, torture, extended torture, hypnotic torture, and triggered hypnotic- psychotic torture; repeated words, lines and phrases, were used to cause increasing stress to the point of seizures and fainting. At times the illusion was that a regression/bubble-up memory was repeating 'magic' instilled nine or ten years earlier, yet this was merely a re- repeat of pre-set lines extracted in interrogation phases via continual memory regression training, repeated again to form colour line, shape, shade and animation in imagined vision and illusion. After indoctrination the hypnotism extenduated its effect over a period of two or three years, with additional hypnotism placed or released from compacted memory by trigger phrases delivered in the street via hack-whispers (lines spoken by a stranger walking past, as if delivered in all innocence and such that any repeat to another would only spur a reaction of disbelief, paranoia and schizophrenia; in cult and occult cases deliberately caused so in effectual only effect). A sabbatical in 2005 had led to the reminder of that which was aimed at lowering my direction on Earth in every weight, wait and way, and by 2007 it had become obvious the psychological magic was ultimately designed to cause death, although this may not have been known to some of the cult members, being veiled in tiers of switching hierarchical wisdom. In early 2009 another assassin appeared and during the following two years various cultists who were unknown to me attempted my bequest, and in illusion via the methods that had been hypnotised, indoctrinated and tortured into my inner mind, would suggest a body-count of at least thirty or forty deaths. The general allusion being that in my mind's eye I would see through Satan's deception in vision; each act or word or deed I endeavoured was illusioned to look as though the only dawn would be the death of each until all; in inner effect darken my every day in vision of Hell, and terror each night amidst death in dreampt empty freedom. Golden Dawn. I have already spent my time on Earth in Hell Satan so although I know you know my name, date, place of birth, and I merely mirrorly only know the depths of your un-named soul in all darkness, I know God creation in all things destiny. In 1987, 2007, and 2008, I had developed my own layers of hypnotism, and remembered the torture on top of these layers for later deciphering; care is advised in order not to fall for false lure in pursuit of a course of fooled enlightenment which leads to death. Whilst being tortured in 2008 I was deciphering a previous piece of occult hypnotism designed to lead me to death, which was odd, almost a circumstance of “if you could kindly stop torturing me long enough I will be able to stop fitting, screaming, and stay conscious long enough to write down that method of death, and may I kindly remind you that once I've finished that, I will document how you are torturing me now”. A key kill-trigger seemed to be the indoctrination months of torture in which the cycle of difficulty, cause-causation, and identifiable object or objection (page 48) manifested. In A.'.A.'. terms this translates as 'you may as well go blame God about it, who started it anyway'. When the daemon in angle- angel-guardian-all-another asked 'do you want me to tell them to fuck-off for you then Eden', if the answer 'Y-E-S' is given (which is typically automatically and often unavoidably given in thought after the infinite question/answer torturing), then the daemon narrates this as 'Fuck-off Jesus Christ' as the name of the 'original author' (in satanic curse in sarcasm, 'ah poor baby who was it that was so nasty and awful to you poor weak baby, the original author of the bad-lines that made you poor and poorly'), with 'original author' translating to 'Jesus Christ' (why, what are you babbling on about again, who wrote it, who is it about again), in most cases by this point there is no longer the stress at thinking 'fuck-off' to anyone, as one 9/196 will know by now one can tell friends to fuck-off as they are friends (don't worry about anything coming back to haunt you or anyone, in the end we are all old friends). In occult kill-case, the victim would have been lured to cliff or noosed-precipice, at which point the narration daemon shouts “fuck-off, it's you, the root mean cause, now what are you going to do; of course, you will now continue in course of action using the last instruction we spoon fed to you angel baby”. The daemon may then ask the ten commandments to be recited with most people under hypnotism being able to remember commandments one, two and even three; at point four the voice of Satan (I know a greater answer in negative addition human) interrupts with unstoppable force and makes the victim count down 4-3-2-1-0-minus one, at which point the hypnotism routine would attempt revving-in at full universe volume. I don't know the answer then refer to the original author well, wisdom God is not here in Hell, listen I will learn teach listen each ah attentive then I begin again our game within now then did he do it to you baby t-tt-the-true-truth two-wit-to-woo what you say I do to you I wouldn't tell you to fuck-off Really, then who whom would you tell it to I love you baby really original author – who? In name? It's you Jesus Christ, you, our sacrifice, substituted in leiu of me my mind I Satan Person in presence, presently you, in substitue I Tell him, tell 'im, tell IM, tell 'IM, I'M, I AM I, it's you. I. (re)venge. This then attempted the launching of a psychotic-instruction to kill-self using the narrative voice of own self in substitute fooled friend guardian-angle-angel-daemon (Satan by any other name). By the end of 2009, at the end of the torture the illusion was left where I would never know whether the second-female was a torturer, being taken advantage of by the other two (three) torturers, or mirrorly whether she was in fact being tortured as I was all along. A constant in the torture routines was the attempted creation of belief in a 'lost-love', which could later be used in lure to suicide via illusion, via Aphrodite (the one in attempt mimic Satan make you frightened of sex) and Stephie (the one who in example set triggers starting grab in regret to death do you I wed Eden Hell?). Some cult stress-tests are falsely biased against those who never found love, especially in regression/reflection upon a child-hood sweetheart and/or any who innocently found love at an age earlier than permissible. Fake hypnotism which resurfaced three years after torture suggested society is so corrupt and run by the rules that had been taught during the torture that one could get away with anything (bribery, theft, corruption, morder/murder, prostitution, under-age sex) provided it was paid for later by hanging-out another of the cult membership line to dry or die, usually via suicide, these are obviously false lies to lure and should be avoided, and often attempt a false 'us-or-them, do-or-die, kill-or-be-killed, or more simply suicide' occult illusion. This is conjunctive to the cult torture which attempted to fool that all voice in universe would think that the victim is guilty of imagined crimes (free thought is not a crime) thus pressuring the victim toward suicide, or hypnotic torture which attempts to fool the victim into believing the victim is capable of committing these crimes, or the cult will cause to commit. The victim, in this case myself a few years ago, may variously be labelled as death, satan, jesus christ, and via extensive indoctrination into a false belief that the only option in solution was suicide so as to enable passageway into Hell whereby in angel one could guardian Earth from Hell in reflected wisdom voice. I am currently alive today on Earth, my 39th birthday, I give no permission when read esoterically to use my works or words back-words on any other friend or foe. 10/196 Tactics Unkind: English Angels Employers had linked a chain of business toward another hatched planned purpose in logged lodge. The unknown occult groups in 1987 and 1998 had involved consideration in the deepest of wisdom wells. In 2004 managerial mistakes via a frisbee project-planner long- rumoured to be incoming from the same said lodge birthed a succession of horsed bad-lines. There was the usual fool's fate offer of return, and I was temporarily pre-occupied deciphering the previous occult mishaps first. As I figured I was already carrying two blackened aces on my shoulders, I laughed-off the re-arranging of the case to Friday 13th April 2007. In the last letter of acceptance, I quite rightly, communicated in plain and simple language that any other future matters would be settled in the manner of gentlemen; peacefully one proposes. I later recalled the speeched magical illusion in the neighbourhood at Discovery Wharf which took place in February 2007 or March 2007. “Take it or you'll get nothing.” As the white-envelope opened in a matched enlightening, the seal unpeeled in a spiraling of blue string, coiled and effervescing, seeming to appear and shine-out in sight as the adhesive unkissed fascination. With each word spoken in unminded vision, breadth comparably blew blue glitter, smoke, or merely a light-show, such that the illusion appeared right before the viewer's eyes. The legal documents were in the envelope. In full patronymic dekeplarisation: Take-it-or-you'll-get-nothing-- I take it you're not expecting to get anything out of this; and take if from me and my other familiar selves, if you continue in this current course of action we'll plot a course to ensure you end-up with nothing. Illustrating in a demonstration in the principles of static inference, re-reading the first (italics) line again interpretively after each following line below: “Take-it-or-you'll-get-nothing.” I take it you already know we wise chaps always say one thing and mean another So as to make things straight forward between U and I before we start in our drawn-up lines in engagement I take it you're not really expecting to get anything out of this *hiss* And if you pursue this course of action you might find you've bitten-off more than you can chew *bite* Many times our lines have spoken in lies in lines that we have chosen in maintenance enlightenment *might* In case you're wondering this is not a threat merely a promissory note out of our den in inequity *smite* Am I not a Brother to the Brother in my keep. Watch-out there'll be trouble ahead *anvil* Am I a magickian in craft legalese you blaggard Purportedly the initial invitation to dance amongst such cults was an officed official revealing a set letter of introduction from an earlier planned course in 1998, a previous client or colleague excuse or thank you note, waving paper in front of my eyes with his right-hand as he spoke his prepared line of male bargained parentage. “If you there are wondering why I'm showing you this letter; I am; not sure why but I; know that maybe sometime letter it maybe used by someone else we both have met later. As introduction...(by way of)(by the way)...” In 2005, or maybe 2006, continuing-up the linked chain of business, and diversifying into busyness writing amidst much criticism, one of my first clients returned, a male, who seemingly attempted to assert a position of dominance and authority using the pretense to change his subtext, context and argument; suggesting the client himself had nurtured and evolved my career based on a previous invitation or presence in a familiar chain of command. The invasion game of seek see, hear, look, let met listen; colloquially known as scissor-paper-stone; had failed against an innocence of at least thrice multiplied. Whilst 11/196 surviving brainwashing, indoctrination and hypnotism is difficult, it is always good to maintain a sense of humour. At the time when hypnotic control [use of language and motion in attempt to evoke memories of earlier meetings and experiences in order to sub-ordinate in chain-of-commands in command honesty best polite poll ice I see] was attempted, I viewed a document that contained the logo which was linked to the routine on my computer screen, perhaps part of the buy-in package given in membership. I was viewing the document in a freeware package, rather than in a well-known mainstream application, so the logo didn’t render at all. The guy made it clear that he really wanted to show me the logo, but as I was sort of busy, I reassured him that I would look at the logo later. So there I sat, slightly embarrassed and confused, while the guy repeatedly blurted out his magic phrase, which of course, didn’t work on its own. A very good reason to use open source software: <¿┐ “The logo is in there.” [logo logos hello ghost in locomotion emotive bind force] “It’s ok, I’m using this open source software. I can look at the logo later.” “I want you to see the logo.” “I can see the text, I’ll look at the logo later.” “I want you to look at the logo ... ” Accompanied with a very cutting hand gesture. [scissors] “I have the viewer software for that application, I’ll take a look at it later.” “But the logo is in there, it’s important.” “ ”; Slightly agitated, accompanied with a very cutting hand gesture. [scissors] “It’s fine. I’ll look at the logo later.” “ ”; Agitated, accompanied with a vigorous cutting hand gesture. [scissors] “I’m just checking that the printer is working ok.” ?> Dekeplarising in the unique wisdom of a gives translacing: Toward the end of March 2008 and early April 2008, amidst a fool's march around displays of business anchors in employment interviews, in an experience reminiscent of 1997 or 1998, compacted language re-wheeled, whereby several sentences with similar sounding words which had been repetitively overlaid in a matrix of phonetic resonance revealed via a clear distinct female pitch in inner voice. The lines strangely appeared in vision, and I could remember the indoctrination phrases which had pre-formatted the resultant words. Propensibly the word 'pleasure' or phrase 'please please your own self' should have appeared underneath, yet as I was aware that the phrases had been attempted to be instilled, the thought patterns paused momentarily. P e a c e >>> P l e a s e >>> Life should be a pleasurable experience every each all G r a c i s >>>> Pleasure pleases thine own higher self “What is her name?” I thought. 12/196 “Hermes is that you?” “I don't know,” I conversed. “Think about it....” [who else is here am I listening to you] “I have time to share all my thoughts love with you.” [you have my undivided attention] “..timed Eden then...” [I thought we were going to be here forever do you remember a thing] “Infinite time, should begin now,” I said. [forever yes I do remind Eden always friend] carefully please addition the vision of my own wisdom to your own wisdom of owned vision kind minded and tell me who you are via each peace please gracis love “Thank you. For what I am about to receive may I be truly thankful merci gracis.” “Beautiful,” said αγάπη. By 2008/2009, experience brought unlucky avoidance of several cults who seemed disposed to my soonest end via variously repeated set-plays to lower my spirit; yet amidst these were a lot of anonymously guided paths of goodly intelligence by other grouped friends. So it was so, when I encountered the stranger whilst on the cliff-path, I was unsure as to which cult the male assassin belonged, and motive might prove difficult to trace in the inferences of differences in indifference. Many Players had made many attempts to daemonically alter the path of my life; yet I could summate without thinking at least ten cards placed falsely upon me in the depth of intimidations played-out in and against. Thus the killer line “Find the answer in death that you didn't find in life” depropensuated into a known gathering of life; the middle words, first, end, all, beginning again and continuing on anonymously as all before friends. Whether this was jealously from a rival cult or cults, or perhaps to falsely account for debt they had in effect caused to accumulate by placing every barrier to my every progress for no other reason other than their own vanity; or just a generalised exit policy from several cults in the lies of their pyramids of deceit of death; I was caringly unsure. In another matter months later, a night before a dawning of a new dawn, around an hour before midnight, a first meeting at the corner of the outside of the Post Office was more auspicious than I first envisaged; as was the line dropped in the proximity by a local occultist: Which, coupled with a chalked broomstick stitch of alignment can variously be dekeplarised in two ways: i) See the person immediately in front of you; as I am an ally even though I am anonymous to both of you; may I kindly identify myself in kindness; presenting kindness of my kind that is; it is our united undivided opinion that you first there take an instant in-kind to the person presented later late; as soon as the back of moon has changed; I change mood; so that two gentleman; dislike each other; as if either neither know as friend; only stranger stranger; coffee or colleague of misunderstanding; evolve. ii) I view all in friendship. I was never sure if this was to identify selves to one another, or merely an attempt at suggestive hypnotism. The latest escapade from a Cybertechnic of commercial based advance did not deter the endeavor to continue on in the Law; Love. When I was aged almost fifteen years old, Satan had given his challenge. Following my own course, the various occult indoctrinations, especially from when I was aged between twenty and twenty- 13/196 six, had merely set a false course which had considerably altered my own fate. A reverberation in lodge in 2004 had shown the worst of Freemasonry, a tar-feather pit-stop; and a journey to warn Scientology of the fatal flaws in their system had left nothing, merely another void of false wisdom funded by money and the covering-up of lied conspiracies of poor poisoned friendship in tiered hierarchies of abstraction. Over a year of vomiting and complex partial seizures (mild epilepsy), pain at not my own fate but tears at those who I considered so lost, had led to the Thelema, now Thelemic and Hermetic Order, the total realisation that I had no guilt or reason for curse at all; the only sorrow I felt was for the poor misguided souls that in pursuit of their own lies in ego had joined cults such as Freemasonry or Scientology. In a stranger sense of humour, I remembered the day in which I had so many complex partial seizures that it was difficult to walk, although the few hours grace had enabled me to leave my flat once the bleeding had stopped. “Huh; look at him; wasted out of his face I suppose.” The middle-aged couple were forgiven instantly in their false impression, even though carpet burns from the complex partial seizures bore the usual graces on both legs; the bone structure highlighting a : and a ) shape where flesh had scored against floor through thinned material. The difficulty being in the past four years between 2005 and 2009 I had had to read the newspaper reports of the deaths of all the others in the exact manner and mannerisms I had been told and indoctrinated via in 1997 and 1998. So much so, when lost to all belief in 2008, the only soul I could trace to be a confidant by virtue of one who might be able to miracle - since I had spent five years decoding the various hypnotisms placed upon myself, the last two years in which I considered an only path best as was my concern for any other I my have met on Earth and wed, since the cults had effectively attempted to destroy my life on every level - was a friend; an angel of Eve, who's perfect nature in tale led to every riddle ever told; she herself had passed in 2006. To Eden. Amidst friends. Friend. I see eye to eye wisdom Isis Osrisis: towards their complements of dawn, love gracis. With all strength in my minded veins, all will of body, and all essence of soul; I remind my vow daily, steadfast as I will. In sight blinded light, or in darkness of no solid of known soul; My will returns from abyss always; rekindled of all love full. My angels, my honour, beholden in Zion of love; Our line is on our plane of pure natured Earth. Wisdom winded by Thor, graced rain by Fraeya's showers of love; All brethren minded, guardians altove Yet in spring of wintered sleep, only a thing haunted my mind. I would wake-up screaming, dreaming whilst awake, in a lucid nightmare of all love, in the same gracious manner as Aleister Crowley and no doubt St Thérèse of Lisieux; a Golden Dawn, when an inner kindness in kindred spirit believes the last rites of your own chosen faith have been read into your mind over twenty-two times in a manner of vision that one would presume was reserved for the point of death; the dark night-terror, the stream of thoughts when God breathes all reason:. 14/196 A River Card; In Tarot; The Fool; Love (2010) I wrote the following poetry while being tortured in a k-i-l pit: When visioned to Reaper, at Satan's false fated door; No name given in replaced substitute, or faken t'other detour: Each time each choiced; each choiced as before before all “Mon nom est Justin Robert Daw.” In death what will shall say yes or no doubt you I? Ah ha, Satan, in questioned, doubt you indeed I or were mirrorly I am I? Alive Guardian All A young lady died shortly after I wrote the poetry, soon after which the torturers proceeded to torture-torment me with the fact that her name was mine when spelt backwards in the mirror mirâge: Daw, J.R. :: Daw → w[W][a e][D][bb] → Webb, 'are you sure'->. . D → bb lower case a→ e vowel w→W capitalisation They of course didn't tell me any of this before I wrote the poetry. The illusion was such that the words 'Ah ha, Satan, in questioned, doubt you indeed I or were mirrorly I am I?' caused the cult to enact the translation. In theory, the line '“Mon nom est Justin Robert Daw.”' was to be the next name given to Satan; during torture to the art I would give my own name three times. Three times I say in call in cull; does rhyme Eden. The first time I experienced constant seizures and screaming for approximately two weeks; the second time around one week; the third-time approximately a few days. In illusion the cult(s) had in illusion killed over twenty-one people at this point in time. In hindsight, in this instance, in illusion I may have been hypnotised to write the poetry in between the event happening and the event being reported in the newspaper. I was being tortured at the time. I then wrote the second piece of poetry: A sun, a mirage, a gentle dream; A dawn golden, one universe, a direction streamed Whatever, whichever, whenever appeared; Midday, midnight, an angel forever one: love A brooked path, a journey, all Zion guardianed; Uneven, relentless, tasked utmost in pride lioned Given freely, wisdom, choiced within changing tide Night, day, friend, pilgrim shielded all in kind mind Just in here wandering around on the edge of knowledge, wondering what's it's all about, thought I'd take a bit of time to explain the secrets and sequences in what it's all about. Noticed there's not much wisdom around so thought I'd show belief and draw attention to the difficulty in everything that's going on around here, naturally. I know the best place to hide a secret is in full view: free of Satan's tricks in mind, action, and inaction. That way you can never be accused of telling anyone. Yet listen, don't tell anyone, tell everyone, all the facts evenly, share openly and freely, no lies. No webs in wisdom. No deceit. We know that blame name game, visibly I was named that way, that's ok, I knew that, I had free choice. No need to follow my direct path or wear 15/196 yourself out or string yourself up or anything like any thing like that, illusions may try to fool you in belief, I've left a kind wisdom for every type in kind in my mind already. Don't worry everything is fine the way it is. In you. Love. Life. Seven of diamonds; or was it one of hearts; Web:.J:. [R.I.P.] The next illusioned death, or forgive me, the one after that, sj (R.I.P.), was accompanied with the line “this one's a bit closer to home” from the lead female torturer, which may have been used to in attempt to heighten the “you're next” pressure-to-suicide. The follow-up occult analogy to be used later in killing me or triggering one of the other kil sequences upon me (specifically the serial-killer hypnotism), may have been 'after how many deaths do you stop counting', in order such that when the final trigger sequences detailed are attempted to be launched, the clock changes from a 24 hour clock, to a 12 hour clock (to confuse the reading of numbers between 24-hour and 12-hour representation, and possibly to attempt false interpretation as letters or symbols via rapid switch), then rapidly switches in illusion variously according to choice of death (e.g. a 10-segment clock). For presumably human psychological reasons, during torture somewhere between the twenty-first/twenty-second and twenty-fourth/twenty-fifth/twenty-six deaths one breaks. Thesis: Illusion; Torture, Life, Eden Being I had been indoctrinated and tortured three or four times before, that the torture which attempted to terror with the deaths of jw and at least three or four others (indeed many more, given there were two deaths before this particular torture commenced) in increasing build-up of stress and in increasing severity of illusion, and that I can remember in 2008 lines being spoken rapidly in order to create illusionary visions of colour, line, shape, shade and scroll, which were hypnotised into photographic-recall memory; and although at points I could estimate phrases were dropped causing night-terrors and illusions after an event had happened so knowledge would have been known to an inner-circle prior to publication in the local newspaper; at a certain point in the torture the illusions in vision were granted at approximately the same time as a death - a train being formed from a triangle, circle and square, via shapes of the cab, boiler, boiler front-plate, chimney-stack and snow-plough, to lane and cyclops signal red to green (R.I.P.), and a buckled-noose footballing through an infinity symbol and rope-trick (R.I.P.); then which illusion was the cult attempting to present in 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010: God granting vision showing the next through the door so that I knew it was not me so I need not be scared. Satan showing who was next in order to cause terror. Jesus Christ showing in compassion who was next so I need not fight Satan in replace. The people who were dying were being tortured the same way as I was being tortured; and the cult were attempting to terrify me to death by suicide via a variety of illusions. R-e-v-e-n-g-e In reply to Satan (S-a-t-a-n take the wisdom given and read back in reverse take), the Reaper (R-e-a-p-e-r people who for one reason or another attempt to reap the benefits of another or cause bad effect to another), Death (D-e-a-t-h have or have not first own option), and whosoever else in fooled return, given in ether neither left or right or wrong, in all brethren, time, enable all another breath along. Given we may never know all ancient wisdom in all best progress continue life anon. revenge, revengy, rewonga, give them all a chance to live longer 16/196 II. BEGINNING CULT AND OCCULT METHODOLOGY Cult and occult methods often use language and linguistics based techniques in order to induce psychological and hypnotic effectualisation. Political systems foster an environment of propaganda in which deficiencies in government are masked by profiteering in sale of locally inherited land and buildings, and a false system of differential hate geared towards conflict in society wherein all sides really simply desire a safe haven to be with their love and raise family and community. Politicians speak in false tongues in a slang language designed to appeal to the masses, yet archaically subtly insulting. These open languages in wisdom are no longer hidden in veiled closed-sects in conspired disacknowledgement, yet the guardians entrusted in endeavour fail, deaf amidst endless responses. i) Morning Hellos A fellow wandered by and spotted the beggars again; who were peddling their carted wares of worry in blanches of sales pitch. A few coins were gifted in paid-up forgiveness. The guitar voice called. Cart: “Ah; A tip.” Ah not often I get the chance to have money thrown at me, yet if that is a gift then I'll not look a gift-horse in the mouth, yet if your intention is to upset the apple cart may a give you a free tip now, trojan war or theatre? Satan's (the boss in absence) translation: “Ah, excuse me for swerving, . I can see that you think what you did is funny, but as you can see I'm standing here on behalf of and I know you can hear me but I don't think you can hear what I'm thinking, because if you did you'd know I'm standing here on behalf of and I saw what you did so on behalf of I'll introduce my and let you so that I'll report back to my and have you identified by my and my will act like my and report back everything you say to my until my either identifies you or identifies you no more.” A free person's minded response back to cart in thought: “You should know better by now; after all. Isms. Dentists? Funniest thing this side of a sandwich. Joker Joking Evening Love All.” ii) Book-cart While standing approximately 3-4 meters away from the book-cart in 2009, I observed a young woman approach a sales-representative and enquire that she knew little of or what to make of it. The sales-representative started repeating a similar sequence of lines experienced elsewhere in use, which are used in effect to intimidate and bully by the cult groups concerned. The young woman described how she was unsure of life and her place in it. The sales-representative replied: “EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILY ABOUT .. DON'T THEY ...EVERYONE ... EVEN IF IT'S ONLY STEALING AN APPLE ... SOMETHING.. DON'T THEY” The young woman continued, and again the representative repeated a similar line: “YES ... I SEE ... EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ... DON'T THEY ... EVERYONE ... SOMEWHERE” 17/196 Using a pardon-me-for-breathing phoney parlophone 'broken record' approach, these lines seem to encourage a stress-related nervous breakdown, propensibly to ensure a potential customer returns to buy books when they have a nervous breakdown. Perhaps originally conceived as find-a-friend, an overactive defensive wall, sales-target pressures, the illusions of depression and death exhibit practises more liken to fine-a-friend. These lines had been heard in use elsewhere. When a cult decides to wage a campaign of hate against an individual, they tell every member of the cult to say: “MAY OFFER AN APPLE/APOLOGY ON BEHALF OF” or similar. Therefore, this starting line means that an individual can be bullied and intimidated for no reason, weighing down with depressive counters based on lies or rumours spread falsely by the cult amongst its membership. Other members often repeat other phrases, leading to a sequence whereby an isolated targeted individual can be made to feel a victim, and made to feel guilty or depressed via tactics of intimidation, bullying, leading to a distinct increase in suicide risk. In addition to the formation of false-guilt routines driven via occult suggestion, other lines suggested by the cult involved also attempt to instill a semi-hypnotic voice similar to “you must return to Scientology”; which although rumoured to be encouragement to return to a Scientology sales-rep where they will hear a friendly voice, in discussion this practice of semi-hypnotism as sales-and-marketing to lure a victim to return and buy another book, i.e. “return to where you heard this voice (first)(thirst)(and find)(fine)(what you are thirsty for)(baby)(drink)(mother's milk)” is also linked as a causation factor in suicide risk. However, other groups use similar methods to evoke feelings of well-being, togetherness, and a general 'loved-up' sensation. iii) NatWest Bank Over a period of four years NatWest Bank, Old Town Street, Plymouth, regularly displayed broken numerals at the cashier desks, even though other functioning L.E.D. displays could have been opted to be displayed. As documented in the Epoch Dawn Trilogy (2007), one would note that the same similar patterns were displayed over the same times of the year each year for at least the past four years. After meetings with managers in December 2008 they agreed to stop. And again in 2009. NatWest Bank were advised in several letters and person-to-person in meetings with managerial staff on several occasions that local occult/cult groups were utilising these errors in display as part of deliberate campaigns against people their had, often for political or vengeful reasons, decided unlawfully to hate. This practise causes depression, intimidation, bullying, and a possible increase in suicide risk. I have personally protested at NatWest Bank and have stood at the entrance door and guarded any misalignment. NatWest Bank was and may still be home to Business-Link. Routines were performed upon myself in 2009 by cult and occult groups, and I made advisories to NatWest Bank as I had done in 2008, although in 2008 I was unsure of its exact componentisation. Thus in 2009 I dekeplarised the method, and in 2010 in approximately week 37 of the calendrical year, the numeral '3' was again displayed as: pick a leaf – take a leaf out of our book – I believe you are end debted to us - pick an option here which is unusually usually reversed reserved in re-serve for the week - making a note of it all in count - tuning fork – song book – swan song – face it you're a failure in our eyes – fail – fail – falling – failure – exception in rule – termination fault – end of line 18/196 pick an option in opinion in here hearing found yourself in debt my little angel find the answer in death your didn't find in life forgotten or not; forgive me not dib-dib-dib dot-dot-dot Satan is listening (calling) Did you think you were free; have you forgotten what it's all for Propensibly also used when extended as part of the destruct patterned sequences detailed elsewhere in this volume; over four years I observed the symbolic references 1, 4, 7 and 6 displayed by malevolently functioning cashier desk displays at identical times in the calender. 1 – rope, 4 – chair, 7 – gallows, 6 – noose. [sorry love it's all about the money in NatWest Bank]. Find the answer in death you didn't find in life >> Find the answer in der somewhere, somewhere the figures don't quite add-up, how about the letters then, found yourself in debt have you, how does you other-half consider this in symbolic resonance. Sin or innocence? Sense inner sense. Find the answer in life you didn't find in death, after all, we all find ourselves in debt now and again, especially given the corruptions in the economy and the poor management of banks and bank charges if not the Government backing as a whole. iv) A Six Of One And A Half-Dozen From The Other A set-play alongside two uniformed connected observers of opposite sex, although similar order of inclination, and a third-party directive plain-covered observer: A: That's not the one I wanted B: C: He really wants to make love to you In occult sign language and translation the linguistical translation is, viz: That's not->He really wants the one->to make I wanted->love to you By examination it is thus possible to determine the starting line; and the after line of continued expedience, which of course is the actual revealed-in-reel connected message: “Looks better in one way and different in another.” 'Six of one and half a dozen from the other' a line dropped on Plymouth Hoe by an elderly lady in 2007. 2008/9 Pcpcsoss, doorway debenhams, (s)he-reel-eel-one-plus-one- equals-two-where-would-adam-and-eve-sit-down-and-go-to-the-loo Why don't you go down and sit near where both of them would sit idle. Pcstamp. Smite, smite, smite, why don't you go down and sit outside WHSMITH's. I like WHSMITH, think I'll go in the shop there; when exiting, similar man dressed in back-pack, hey-you, tunnel, funnel, dare. Pccp iii, iv. v) Intercontinental Suited Plays Send them about in fatigues, nothing too taxing: taste who accounts in all returned union. 19/196 “Ah, my little daring darlings, you're looking as tired as babies, have you had enough sleep, well glad you're rested-up, a little challenge for you, nothing too challenging, just a little old well known tried and tested method to send you out and about to have a look round and report back to us what you have seen and explored in the kindest mind possible.” “I know we here have seen this all before in our old age, and as the old adage goes, there's no accounting for taste; yet we can take a look at them, see how they fare, and see how much we can lend our fellows a helping hand. Try not to string along so much they string themselves up. Ha ha. Busyness changes.” vi) Know Changes Fate A lit junction in winter in passageway a free merry maiden graced unexpectedly with a palm of silver: “Do you have change for a pound?” said Eve. “Fancy a sharing in enlightenment my dear co-operative wisdom?” whispered evolved- Eve. “I only have fifty-pence, sorry,” said Adam. “Oh ... I know I should think I've just turned down the chance of an evening … yet what now. No chips.” “My treasure! You need to tell them what the pound is for first as well you do know! Now in my day!” laughed evolved-ish-Eve to Eve. Measure for measure, a gentleman remembers always where God, ancestors, family, and dear friends lay in precedence. Chances in arrangements on first meetings; Mater Eve reveals: “A pound? Is that all you ended up with then?” Well; are you mad, the cow didn't jump over the moon. Eden? Friend yes lots. Evil Eve's Lesser Known Easily Evolved Method Of Finding The Right-ish Man In Kind: “How to find a fine man, be left alone by the wankers, and lead the horribles to Satan. Watch-out don't end up alone if Eve notices Genevieve. Generate the same path in wisdom in conversation with each and check results as they sleep with one and all and compare all their notes. Memory aids require a clear path in each.” +deodorant nothing much changes around here the old ones are the best oh they are aren't they YES witch is that the one you wanted bitch perfect fit for you I'm so not jealous whore what are you doing with her for when you could have me all to yourself as long as your selfish pride doesn't get in the way “Am I distracting you.” What's the matter with you down there then, am I not the most attractive thing in this present presence, what's more important than me here to look at, why don't you stop what you are doing and come and look at me! I AM I. I am a princess! “Yes. You are beautiful indeed.” 20/196 vii) Friended Need Be Seen Anon In Returning home to the doorstep of my rented accommodation in 2008, I spied a cat crouched slightly curled in the garden of the building next door. Pausing a few steps from the door-front and frame, I took a moment to consider whether the cat was in fact a white cat or a grey cat; indeed, it looked as though the cat was silver-white, maybe from across the street. Concerned by a sense of the cat's stasis of stature, as I waited admiring the beauty of the cat, it seemed as though the cat was coughing; perhaps a cold, no, seemed more likely a stuck fur-ball. “Oh I see.” In a thought that was more minded of femininity, although it voiced in only a slight raising from an own normal pitch of language, I spoke again. “Ou! Oh! See cat! Sic cat! Oui.” As I waited in caring observation, the cat seemed comforted that at least there was a human in presence, so it was reasonably safe for the cat to necessitate its vomit, even though he was sure that the cat would have preferred the companionship of its own owners, but seemed temporarily caught out of sorts. I was reminded of ladders and Billy, and how nice neighbours had been in their care of my own cat. Entering within, I continued writing in a depolarised depersonalisation method of phonetically intoned dekeplarisation, in order to undercover more of the own story; of which one would advise caution to any on similar journeys, but in the safety of the knowledge that experience is only limited by love, which has no known bounds in any language, and is accepting of all of all. Love gracis. “It's the same every time; nothing nor no need to shy; I see you are feeling sick pussycat if you need a friend to stand by I am I.” Oh Isis see what a cleverly loved cat you are yes now sparkle love Isis friend! There was a time when we breathed in journey as all one in all love Odin rides trios enfant ancestryst descendance and sense guardiance “Fenrir and Odin” (1895) by Lorenz Frølich 21/196 viii) Circled Between A Poignant Point Of Points After being introduced recently, via a friend, to an aspect of mind in which three friends in beginning gathered together; I pondered upon the logistics amongst the inflections in lines within the wisdom spoken, acting mannered as of a gentleman in the kinded heart of all kindred spirit. I have an old habit in that I pace up and down - like an ancient Captain on deck - while I consider points of wisdom. Having my memory jogged that evening, I found myself rediscovering a ringed rhyme to enlightenment, and expanded upon inferences previously formed in my own and others' opinions. Starting with Bagua circle-walking, and onwards to a gentle changing of directional palms, I progressed into walking along two circles joined with a line. Strangely, the pattern mimicked the layout of my current abode. I circled in the living room, then paced a straight line along the open-plan corridor and landing of the stairwell, through to a circling in the kitchen. In each circle and each directional path, and when passing through a doorway; a different characterized expression in thought was realised and expanded. An alternative link in memory matched back to childhood when practicing my handwriting on the first few pages of a dictionary, drawing two circles joined via a line which overlapped sightly into the circles, presumably at a time before perfecting an 8 or an infinity shape. A female colleague once described a boyfriend's similar experience; she referred to the shape being a symbol of creativity. A false occult linguistics wisdom may attempt to mirror a foolishly reasoned patterning in propensity: I(vor)A(nother)T(o)V(ote)(O)ut A More(true)(array)(tag)(pleases) Cure: sense-wisdom An alternative declination offered in free friendship in inoculation pure: A(more(te-te))(true)(hearing)(posing)(Positive)Eve(Event)Ally An honest friend I love for every “Go and have a look at everybody's heels and see what they are doing. To gain acceptance you need to show me that you are genuinely everybody's kind friend free of Eden.” TOW TH E LI N E O F EAC H LI O NYO U C I “See what the lion sees forever hunted human kindness; partake of my wisdom; you all may take part and extend my wisdom; so long be honest of heart; aAstarte; know heart love.” Funny Hermes is there an opening hear astarte Illustration by W.G. Collingwood, from The Elder or Poetic Edda (1908) 22/196 ix) Right Pair Of Sea Bass KRAMER: Hello Doctor mind if I step into your office at the moment if you have patience and time. I'll leave the door ajar as there's something on my mind and I want our friends to hear. Apparently there's two chaps outside, one is one and one is a minder yet I can't tell which. TEUTONIC: Two chaps you say? Have I seen them before me before. As for you I recognised you as you walked in the door we share a single practise after all yet are you red or blue? KRAMER: Allegedly one of them has been caught by our lines yet I don't know if what he says is true. TEUTONIC: He says? What does he say? Is there a psychology report? KRAMER: No. Which means neither of us can see him in case what he says is true. As I'm not a psychologist and neither are you a psychologist. What shall we do? TEUTONIC: Psychological report? Has he been interned? KRAMER: Yes and no. Although the psychological report is still due. TEUTONIC: Shall we invite them in to the office next door and wait and see. KRAMER: Who do you mean. You or me. TEUTONIC: All three of them my trusty colleague. KRAMER: Well? TEUTONIC: He's says he's one thing and he says his psychologist says he's another. KRAMER: Which one? TEUTONIC: Bipolar disorders? Eden All Allo Halo Helping Only Thine Selves? A dawn you say Hello my boy From South, West, East or North? How fares it in you My friend, my comrade Remember the secret that mother once blew How sees the sea sunrise each day? Is my body a temple, it doesn't bold well Never breathed Eden in any way If you join the boys in our temple Martyr, mater, or individual you don't matter; We'll teach you our good well; Always breathed ever forever on in love Otherwise you may read into our Hell lied lines Friend I love you love How wise are you my sun? Please find a destiny on Earth Is your clock ticking or is it merely mirrorly: Freedom because you've heard too much Golden Dawn of our poor advisory adversity advice. Patience Pendant Perchance Doctor: Hmmm a heart murmur. What's the matter? Mater? Pater? Translation: If you had (halved) looked after you body better (like a good boy) then there would be no murmur now. There is nothing I can do about the past. Continue on and a healthy recovery wishes well. While knowledge is a many edged wisdom no need to worry each dawn is good in healing. Seemed they said one thing to mean another, a Hippocratic oath bathed in hypocrisy to lead in one direction more than the other depending on the association between lines in lines. Fool me? 23/196 x) Dawn Chorus In know battle of sexes: Battleaxes laid in peace breaching bridge in Ragnorak; All voiced universe in freedom breathed in breadth in Eden Awaken Odin does destiny to spring wisdom bring in thing: Forever on Earth tunes love forever in everything sang dove EAT ensure every has each every option given forever freely in love: We unite forever loved of all Eden born kindren kind Though related in our realm by none relation other Thor and Freya natured beauty; than our known relationship of friend free kindred angelii Earthened minded garden'd gracis love Eden The Holy Ox. - Celtic Monument found A depiction of Líf and Lífthrasir (1895) in Paris under the Choir of Notre-Dame by Lorenz Frølich in 1711, and preserved in the Musee de Cluny et des Thermes God Bless, God Bless, God Bless sacred Sisters Brothers Good Morning, Good Morning, Welcomed Chorus Dawned Againen Good Morning, Good Morning; my Friend, wisdom calls withinen Good Morning, Good Blessings, God's wisdom, Sister, Brother, hearen Good Morning, fair creature, what love bring you from other often Questions, we have known nothing; our love sings free as free Eden Each day we shall share our willed prayer; keep all on Earth love even every nothing Golden Dawn: The sun and stars and moon arise in gathering in all things born love love Thelemia healed Templar pilgrim brethren Forever on arrival at any Temple all brethren breathe in healing 24/196 xi) Freedom As my left-eye shut, seemingly diagonally and towards a span towards the right, my right-eye slowly closed seemingly vertically, but slightly delayed compared to the extent in respect to that of the left-eye, giving an impression of sight scanning vertically-horizontally in the right-eye (☩), and diagonally along an iteration of diagonal lines tiered in a / shape (⁂) in the left-eye. I myself am right-handed. Hermes (☩) and Thelemia (⁂). Hermes⁂☩Thelemia. The Thelemic and Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. Just another way to decently journey always and look back at another mirror of miraculous miracles; Two look back and see the free viewpoints of what or which why you are missing any a: Four thousand daemons owned of eyed; on which I kept my eyes: In returned the thoughts of kinded minds, energetic voiced, who time rhymed me a better rhyme. IXISXICICIS p=a=r=a=n=o=i=d=s=c=h=i=z=o=p=h=r=e=n=i=a Apparently he's friends with so many different types of people in difference cults that he knows all their lies and lines without ever having been a member of any of the cults. Some might call him a complete wanker yet he knows he had a kind enough sense in presence in mind to love every. Yes, that Aleister Crowley is a 'sects maniac'; he was so free with his wisdom and so incensed and driven mad by how the main aim seemed to merely be repeating-off as many lines as possible to confuse a person to death and a rendezvous with 'The Reaper'; that he spent the rest of his life developing a method to confuse 'Satan' enough in order that every evening could prosper throughout the dawn of each and every day foreveR. Hermetic Thelemic did give unto all!; v v v a d s d e d aa f f k f t f AAA* a-o-a a-a-a a-*-a oa OA AO ao love ∞ gracis I think we should look after each other and help each other to live as long as possible in freedom Thelemia de facto poins did speak to Hermes to save call numbero: 76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. If you see this mathematical sequence or any other similar sequence do not evaluate any further please know: What meaneth this, o prophet? Thelemia loves law ⁂☩ .123456789 o ♂≡♀ 0 98786∆∞8+a. Thelemia Hermes gracis wisdom true love;; ;;Thaor Fraeya angellii gracis truth love Eden love Earth the left and right eye identifies fully with the other neither are blind individually nor in comparison to each other sensually combined evenly matched love thank you angelii 25/196 III. CULT AND OCCULT DECIPHERING Here are a few hypnotically instilled (lines which were previously repeated in parrot fashion by friends in a precise scientific manner of mannerisms, and then repeated years later by passers-by in the street, and in continuum played continuously via a three or four track repetitive recording of indoctrination) occult routines experienced and nullified, for which simple cures in inoculation and healing are presented. There is sufficient to go all around, and once here in the presence of witness in wisdom God created in our birth; once born all have equal right to breathe freely and in freedom in love and peace. In 2009 I experienced these curses whilst decoding occultist hypnotism placed upon my person, usually the words would repeat in memory as remembered from indoctrination whilst I experienced complex partial seizures (mild epilepsy). * denotes complex partial seizures/epileptic fit * * You're thick and you don't fit in * And you're crying on your knees and you can't stop fitting * * * Everybody's been saying the same thing since you first joined in * * He's (she's) a waste of space * A disgrace to the human race * I want him switched off * I want him counted off * I want him kicked out * I want him chucked out * I want him turned off * My situation is hopeless * My mind is full of sequences of regret * I don't know what I'm doing here * I may as well forget everything There's no point complaining, all it will do is draw attention to yourself and then the complains department will vent their ego on you, and if your complaint doesn't disappear then your life will disappear to the point where you cease-n-desist (alternatively fitting in indoctrinated twist and trying to cease your motion of fitting in emotional persist). As always before. Sometimes used by cults to mask society system blame. However, at least one of my complaints was later also answered on BBC Watchdog, and although it was two or three years later the benefit is to enable all in continually. pa ra noid schiz o phrenia pa ra's annoyed at you as you see all us are in our system feel alone no he ain't he's just paranoid Brothered no you're just a jealous system Sistered pa ra's annoyed at you and the system is playing you as a fool oh really I am known in a place where fate breathed wisdom in all green freedom friend Socratic-esque Dialogue The wise wisdom loved of the ancients was always originally intended to protect the path, breath, brethren, and breadth of brethren, of all; such that any pilgrim would be able to continually reach utmost to the highest progress of their own breath and chosen faith without unreasonable barrier to their own chosen free direction in freedom free love and life. Healing. Actual ancient Socratic dialogue is a learning activity in which a willing and knowing participant, the student, partakes of inspiring proposition and proof dialogues via which a journey of discovery is gracefully opened via a tutor encouraging the student to 26/196 question a previous presentation of theory in order the student learns via discovering the methodology in process of own mindful education and thought; likened to how a carefully- structured printed magazine may combine points of an issue to enable a series of articles to raise an ideal to summonation; or how a newspaper may layout news and adverts in a yearly pre-described pattern of influence. In a purposeful corruption of Socratic dialogue, Socratic- esque dialogue is a method of question and answering in which each answer is transparently revealed in subtle questioning, specifically created to use a question to which the answer is already known in order to fake an illusion that the indoctrinator is the originator and prime- expert on the subject matter (wiser more authoritative source) in a leading argument, where is really mirrorly a fool: So crafty I see; did you see how I did that; indeed I think I do; I Do I see God before me; we see eye to eye; who is God; indeed; I am I Oh really I see I s-o-c-r-a-t-i-c-esque-d-i-a-l-o-g-u-e Socratic-esque leading argument in poor structure in instruction mis-leading argument rather than mathematical proof, er, it's words I'm not a mathematician write I numbers as words. In false essence supposedly so that the temporarily captivated cannot call “soar grapes about it as you had been told everything at the start; admittedly though on dark entrance with the most bitter pieces first so you never had a chance to hear, see or taste the good bits; unless you realised the dialogue is riddled with lies and is designed to make death rise back in lines; in which case such means seeing every love in wisdom in lines all life; upset cart”. Propensibly performed twice in sight of start, once in 1993 when asked of my eating habits, which are of course as in life to get the bad bits eaten-up first then enjoy the quality; and another time again in a luncheon meeting with a lodged client in around 2002 with the old timeless classic of the oaths (oeufs), ordeorves (orders, doves), Hors d'œuvre (belonging to ours), and eating (pecking) order lines: "in which order in which wheel direction do you eat". The second instigator merely wished business choice highest his with no hiss else puncture even when long-gone; the first instigator seemed to imply rotten death. In addition, propensibly a third-time, in words reverse, via the Scientology practise of 'leaving-a-bit-out', thus encouraging return, coersion, influence, and attempt control; and then later attempt in filling-in the blanks to fill-in a whole in the ground, Earth. The first seemingly replacing a reply at the end in method S-a-t-a-n also. Socratic-esque dialogue is distinctive from Eve cult evening dialogue, which uses implications in directed switching psychology in order to produce a passive encouragement to extend or create a desirable situation or circumstance in angle angel anger management. Deciphering In A Planar Sense In February 2011 when continuing depropensuation of the occult 'spells' (compacted rhyming illusions, expressions and impressions of another angle in angel/daemon via language-matrix, body-mime-matrix, and drawn occult) cast (thrown, spoken, hypnotised, torture-memory-recall) against me and whilst experiencing complex partial seizures, I saw the cartoon caricature of a screaming face when the seizures occurred and my eyes shut (as they do in successive ins and outs of secondary consciousnesses) and I drew a diagram of the image-emotion-engine-imagination (false genie in genus genius mode emotive), one of the many screams attempted to be locked into my soul. Shown above right in the diagram are 27/196 some calculations on reflection mїrror to quell the daemon and the cult and occult formation of the creative impression composed of aspected triangles, similar methodology to as used in 'The Wrath of Ra' (page 97): Deciphering Pseudo-three-dimensionally Later in 2011, after a lengthy period of seizures and 'regurgitating' hypnotism, I found I could often listen to the lower layers of hypnotism more clearly, almost in plain English sentences, rather than the sharp-spikes when the layers of hypnotism combined and ran through the torture phrases at such a high-speed that confusion, fainting, and seizure could occur. Remembering that the indoctrination occurred via a four or five layered repetitive recording, I drew a table in a method of deciphering and reverse engineering: previous lines we've checked out by the time select from kicked out previously on previous form from Hypnotising myself out slightly in order to 'hear' more closely, I found I could remember many word and phrase components, which I could remember being brain-washed and indoctrinated with. The words and phrases formed rhyming patterns which seemed to attempt to combine and scatter to produce curses: previous lines select from previous an old friend friend we've checked out kicked out form a previous ex alone by the time previously on we heard from gone nothing wrong you've done 28/196 In 2008 phrases had melded such as, “we heard from an ex who you treated so insensitively”, “so (in)sensitive to the needs of others”, “treated so unkindly by society”, “since you've been so unkind to the cause of our society” etc, in order to apply mental pressure. In an earlier part of the indoctrination, using the ventriloquist dummy technique of repetition-and-repeat, I had spoken a line similar to “...and so by analysing my response to a variety of questions you should be able to calculate my psychology using a triangular chart”. It was soon apparent that this was an illusion, and the torture was merely continually increased with darker and darker lines exponentially appearing. Later, after leaving the open- torture location, when additional hypnotism was attempted or during seizures the rhymes would often resurface, and I remember: “By the time you've realised what we have been trying to do all along we will be long gone and you'll be forever left wondering whatever went on unless you eventually wise-up enough to realise despite us and them trying to wind you up for years so you'd tie yourself up one way or another while we darkened your day we'll bid you farewell. For now and later. Wisdom. See you in Eden my friend.” Although this was perhaps easier to listen to than cyclic curses such as: “And no one will know what you have done, because no one will know what you have done, and now we have left you all alone.” and “Sorry to break your heart sweet-heart but the only heart you'll ever win now is a purple heart awarded posthumously (post- humorously, we're only pulling your leg). Armageddon? Hung, drawn and quartered?” Although the process may have been hyped as an anti-suicide routine, I estimate that there was a least a four-to-one disadvantage on the psychological approach used, giving a pro-psychotic suicide-trigger at four times normal. Even with that said, the lines which were designed to specifically rhyme into phrases which would dissuade from suicide seemed to only combine and manifest from the hypnotism at a point which was conceivably after death, and death three or four times. I confess to no great skill, and would merely annotate that I had been tortured using similar methods two or three times before, as well as my own hypnotism aged fourteen-and-a-half, which was presumably coincidental. Dispelling Illusion: Clacks, Gulps And Squeaks In 2008 and 2009, the illusion of the angel/daemon in guardian all angle, which operates as a piece of stored hypnotism which repeats backs in translation through a pre-hypnotised language-matrix in order to cause stress, pain and regret, i.e. when one was tortured/indoctrinated the clacks and clicks generated had an effect on myself (causing fainting and seizures), this was of course an illusion as the torturers were causing these seizures via suggestive control from an adjoining room. A few years later without direct torture, yet after a build-up of stress over time these faints/seizures can sometimes be triggered. The key occult terror trigger here was that the brain-washed inductee will repeat a piece of hypnotism (a clack, gulp, squeak or short piece of compacted language) which when heard by another who has been indoctrinated would then repeat inside of themselves and cause them stress or seizures. This is an illusion, and the only stress is to the victim who has been brain-washed into this thought pattern, the post-traumatic stress of torture is enough to remind of the time when the person was being tortured, similar to how the Internet YouTube video shows an individual in the Scientology book-shop panicking when they think they 29/196 should not hear a later chapter of the Scientology series of books as it will cause pneumonia (yawn; you're new here aren't you, can't you see we are just trying to cause stress by moaning our marketing at yer). Brain-washing (2008) Softly, in a male voice, as if spoken in narration, as though being interviewed on a radio chat-show: “So; Justin; what does being a Christ-i-an mean to you?” “Making sure nobody around me ” Pronounced, in pronunciation – 'dies' Daemon highlights mistake: 'You said DYES' d-y-e-s- d-y d-x d- can you guess -d ditto dy dx s dy dx dddd D-Y-E P-Y-E TELEVISION SET RSVP P-Y-E TEST CARD TEST SUBJECT D-Y ACCEPT OR REJECT DEVISION PERFECT DECISION PERFECT REVISION SECTS R_G_B 20:20 vision 10:10 0 1 No design of God Golden Dawn nobody around you di-es dyes d d-y-d-s can you guess did you say no did you say yes designed show no sects sense sex Y did I hear you correctly? Can I call in cull a name no know I nobody around you dies; well; there are always sacrifices to be made in England II to be made; and as my (prime directive)(first thing)(AM)(I AM I) is to follow in the footsteps of Jesus Christ and the Bible in every way every day in order justice is seen to be done; in the manner of course of sacrificial di-es (the answer is)(id) lamb; sacrifice; it's you identified as one who you-can-count-upon-me-to-kill-satan receives south-east you-can-count-upon-me-to-account-for-you example in descent satan-how-do-you-do do-it do-u 2-wit-2-woo angle angel Know No Thou shalt not kill l-i-k 30/196 During torture and indoctrination the 'crackle-tape' recording of the pseudo language- connectivity processor in the unevolved language-matrix development cycle loops 'd-d-d-a- b-c-d d-d-d- a-b-c-d-e d-d-d-d a-b-c-d-e-e d-d-d a-b-e-c-d-e d-d-d a-b-c-e-d-e d-d-d- a-b-c-d- e d-d-d a-b-c d d d a-e-i-o-u' in écoute-et-répète. Dvddvb baby do you believe me, if so press play. Just a repeat recording in memory mnemonic. AaBb dvd-dvb. This was an attempt at altering the reading, accent, and accentuation, of the alphabet during regression via a child's Aa-Bb-Cc-Dd-Ee-Ff alphabet display. Historical influences would suggest an illusioned attempt to chain-change from Aa-Bb-Cc to dvdb (don't worry baby) or metal-mickey (everyone is laughing at you), or even to dydx f(x) (let's face it you're fucked, perform the following functions in instruction in lines). However, with a tweak, dvdb rhymes more with 'should ay any time any future technology attempt to out-perform, out-mode, or otherwise in my mind make my mind defunct, or ask any question which will divide my mind in infinite calculation, I will generate a new complexity in mathematics' and rather than 'generate a new fork to another representation of psychosis in complex neurosis which results in terminal user error'. Interrogation (Thanks to EVE) In 2008, from 2006, 2007: Isis. Just like Genevieve the two paired in both eyes. {{mutual sexual insult in compliment companion}} Osrisis. In ancient wisdom, each human guards in angel a soul; {{mutual sexual insult in compliment companion}} Please discover how a mind may be played fool: it's fine the way it is. Yes. Love. How did they make me think I was lying when I was telling the truth? Tree Of Life. Draw wisdom. Thine. <* (sh)he's chaining is it raining whether we know wisdom (sh)he's tracing how did we train him day night yes no what we are attempting to say in attenuation connection is that he is trying to change something pick-up in order to lie or otherwise cover up what he is thinking pre-set previous lines how can we change sshhcqp his mind so we can see what his mind can see clearly indecision devision zion *> Tree of Life. A tree stands thrice full. Three apples have fallen. Let that be an end to the matter. Eden. Friend. He's tracing the way in thought in mind Eden Do I sight human. Is a human crying in unbroken line in lies other. Templar. In 2008, the torture technique revolved around the following phrases, a scientific and psychological stress-test based on the repetitive re-quoting of phrases which attempt to 31/196 change the expression of a human's natural narrative reading voice in angle guard: <* He's tracing ∞ he's training ∞ he's changing ∞ he's chaining (What I am I trying to hear him saying) What I am Y(I) trying to say is he is trying to change the path of his thoughts in an abstract or hidden way by route of abstraction in thought or division in decision via a process of storing two or three or more conceptions in order in thought in order to order replace or mask what it is he is intending to be doing or thinking or saying in inner consciousness or hear-me-say at an unknown point in the future which is known to be two or three points of decision ahead of my current point in counter in processing programmed thought. Is he lying or am I wrong to be in view Angel Guardian Satan. Sense life lie line. *> Body-matrix Formations Under torture conditions, after a subject makes body movement, a phrase is repeated, and the subject attempts to 'teach' the hypnotised guardian-in-angle-angel/daemon to associate the phrase with the motion just carried out. This process is continued at length by repetition in order to brain-wash the subject via a process of continual reinforcement and suggestion to such an extent that when repeated by the torturers the phrase effects the motion, e.g. flapping of arms in manner of an angel, juxtaposed against flapping wings like a scared headless chicken. The body-matrix is later attempted to be recalled in the street via hypnotism in order to 'catch-out' the victim or make the victim make a false-move or action. Much later the actions are reeled-back at speed in order to cause seizures or acting out of pre-set pattern when in vulnerable position such as cliff-edge. Combined with language- matrices in order to attempt to develop longer patterns (see page 66). Language-matrix Formations In a similar manner, taking interpretation through numbers, symbols and descriptions through patterns that would be drawn to form these, a process of reading a word (especially yet not specifically) when capitalised in order to build-up the method of transitering over a word or phrase to trigger further language-matrices, which are combined with the body- matrix patterns in order to attempt effectual movement. For example: Again, these are attempted to be re-invoked and re-played at a later date at high-speed by sub-conscious hypnotised characterised expressions in rhyme, e.g.: These techniques differ from language confusion via insult and lies in line to cause stress and panic, e.g. saying someone who has a 'problem' is a 'pro-blamer', or the extending of the 32/196 phrase 'that is a shame' to mean 'that is a sshh-a-me' (something Freemasonry [m-e] has had done to shut you up). Often combined with pre-formatted lines in forms and administrative documents in order to make look as though it is an insult to those from those lines. The correct wisdom is the reflection and contemplation upon an author's phrase which can sometimes lead to an extension of the phrase from inner voice in order to inspire and gain belief in humanity as a whole. Often utilised in sales and marketing and advertising in order to leave a subconscious trail in thought which in back-words rhyme further encourages the target-group to purchase; can sometimes be heard in conscious thought via skill. Cumulative Stress Stress can accumulate over time, and via repetitive indoctrination and torture, symptoms of post-traumatic stress were experienced and re-invoked when facing unresolved situations which had previously caused stress. A general attempt at 'scuppering' and reducing the capabilities of a person, which caused seizures, fits, faints, and falling to the floor during torture, and often attempts to affect further symptoms of distress several years later. Strangely when in perceived danger or when under 'mission' conditions, the adrenaline-pump built-up during torture can fire adrenaline so much that a feeling of elation is perceived in place. Key Torture Sequence And Death Trigger In 2008 to 2009 as a result of prolonged torture, the torturers were able to take me to an emotional state in which I felt extreme emotional pain and stress. Existing in a duality, during periods of activity the torturers would torment to the extent of causing fainting and lengthy seizures, and in periods of inactivity attempt seduction. During the torment cycle it occurred to my mind that there would be something I could say or do to stop the torture. During the attempted seduction in a type of fantasy dream-like state, equivalent to mild hypnotism, the question was raised in jest, “If when engaged in a session of S & M sex, which word or phrase would be chosen to be spoken in order to suspend activity with no other raise in regret – (silently: and which word can we plant as seed to gradually grow our tree of death)”. The first suggested response (the responses have typically already been instilled using socratic-esque dialogue or repeat-parrot suggestive hypnosis), was 'lettuce'. So I said the word 'lettuce' jokingly. The second suggested response is 'cream cake' or something similar. The general consensus, albeit with the torturers (the torture by this point had been so prolonged that the understanding that just as I could not be tortured all the time as I would invariably fall unconscious after seizures, similarly the torturers themselves needed the occasional break from the 24hr routines, and so during these 'rest' periods one banters and almost jokes with the torturers). The third suggested phrase, bearing in mind the word or phrase is designed to be a turn-off from S & M fantasy sex, is the phrase 'child porn' and the general consensus (“well everyone would agree with that” poor all our poor) with the torturers is that this is a phrase everyone would be turned-off by and which is the fear of every parent and the terror of any child in that situation (given that we are all babies really etc.). Given that the cult was/is a satanic cult, these phrases were then taken in reverse and 33/196 expanded as is the manner in such things (in translation via our matrix of foul language in torture one two three decision division derision), to give the phrase “(lettuce) let us (cream- cake), exploit you until you are knackered, (child porn) given that we are in effect your 'parents or guardians' in our Hell of poor wisdom and we will poor all our poor love onto you until you are left terrified and screaming as a child alone in Hell”. Thus, as is again the manner in the satanic contract of such things, it was said that I had in some way given permission for the torture so that the devil-in-the-detail could not raise in their own regret. The duality of the torture and seduction/fantasy/sexual-discussion phases were then combined hypnotically and by extended brain-washing so that whenever the torturers tortured me to the extreme point of pain, in order to try and stop the torture my mind would automatically generate the pre-prepared answer (similar to the question/answer infinite bombardment methodologies) to try and cause more pain and emotional suffering. In order not to think of the word or phrase which is causing pain, the torturers encourage the language expansion of the word into longer phrases, for example “chill out and press pause a minute that is not what I want to see or think about in fact my mind is now a complete blank”. Several, if not hundreds, of these phrases were then brain-washed into the sub-conscious in a semi-hypnotic layer, just below the active level of consciousness. Thus, later, when under periods of equivalent emotional state to that when tortured, i.e. stress, depression, or suicidal feelings, although sensitivity to these is greatly compounded, the phrases bubble-up into active memory from remembered memory and it is if they are all sounding at once, which can cause disorientation, further stress, fainting and seizures, in a similar manner to how the solving of the complex thought-puzzles or conversations with the guardian angel/daemon presence could cause these symptoms. The 'chill-out press pause a minute' and the 'pause for thought' phrases were additionally used to create a blank pausing for thought into which additional circular rhyming hypnotism was placed. The aim was to instill the narrative voice of an opposite sexed 'guardian angel' who's needs and causes one represents,“when he pauses in thought or waits even a minute second to think think in decision invoke a change in motion, emotion, and repetitive-thought which curses presence in experience as Jesus Christ in mind vision Satan God”. Golden Dawn. Language-connectivity The 'interrupts' in thought stream were also attempted to be used to overlay language, so that translation occurs via the narrative voice, in faked belief of the phrase “haven't you noticed how often listening to conversation on one level is so boring, why don't you be more evolved and listen to our advanced high-level abstracted language after all it's what you have been convincing me of all along: raise in line to a higher-level of conscious state-minded machine in which our translation machine in genius in design transliterates our statements in overlap in rhyme”. Propensibly also used to coalesce into rhyme in order to attempt 'separate from parents' (it's a waste of time listening to the older generation they are out of touch and soon out of time), to attempt sub-conscious control via angel/daemon voice in narration via 'separate from own pair of hands' (waste of time me talking to you if you are not going to listen my 34/196 god, go-do), 'split to four winds' (waste of time me explaining to you how a hula-hoop works, belts often made of rope, afix a noose around and so forth). Behavioural Modification I know all your secrets in both halves of thrice Satan. A piece of hypnotism used against my self: Oh really, it's fine the way it is. Behavioural Limitation Caused the psychotic action limiting trigger when attempting to do something for own self or own free purpose, and in attempt to prevent documentation of healing hypnotism: Sexual Torture (Late 2008) Used in order to remove sensation of pleasurable experience via the sexual- stimulation/false-raise-in-lust/anger-at-torture cycle. Over a period of months the illusion was propagated that an orgasm would cause death. First of all during psychological sexual torture the orgasm was 'given-away' to another in rejection of own pleasure. The attempted hypnotising with fantasies that are not wanted was then used to lessen desire to the point of preventing erectile function by own will, which in turn was used to build the stressed/anger emotion in motion in mimic of how Satan might feel, as the emotion is not sexual frustration but annoyance at being tortured – while the torturers continually torment that it is sexual frustration and the victim continues to be more and more turned-off to sexual activity. There was also an attempt to fool that self-stimulation and masturbation were causing the seizures themselves, as though previous thoughts were replayed. Under torture conditions I proved this lie as incorrect, as the seizures occurred whether self-stimulation or masturbation occurred or not; proving the body-language-matrix was effecting these seizures when the torturers applied later further psychological torture, rather than any physical act of myself, which also confirmed the activities and events were actually torture. Night-terrors and illusions were then used to imply that any sexual thought or fantasy would be replayed at a later date in illusion to cause death, such as twinned breasts leading to a run-way which would cause a step to death off a cliff or noose-precipice, or the following of the illusion of a 'lost-love' through a 'magical' doorway into another parallel dimension. The illusion was extended to the point of causing any orgasm which was forced-out by torture to become horrifically painful, and was a component part of the general indoctrination routine in attempt to make life not worth living, followed soon after by the 'love' death sequences (detailed pages 82-84), in a satanically-cruel rendition of love after lust after life after love. Example Cult And Occult Language Deciphering 'Try as hard as you may our system is here to stay and if you try and stop us we will endeavour to chain our lines together to fool your mind into thinking you will commit or that will we fit-you-up for these crimes so we insult you in wisdom reverse-words in turn of phrase': 36/196 Elephants never forget who their friends are Zebras never cross a path or run of another Leopards rarely change spots; tiger moths fly butterflies die Yet(i) every time you raise a signal of regret against our system in lines we double and triple and exponential in regret ally. Oh really. Easy to spot which cult is not a church. Destructive Magic (2008, 2009) At a stage in the torture the words 'Scientology' and 'Freemasonry' were used as 'insults in our language' (possibly translated in secondary interpretation as 'you have insulted the lines of Freemasonry and Scientology'), i.e. they were used in hypnotic interpretive sense as meaning 'some stupid tosser' and 'someone who is free with their favours' respectively. By combining each in cross-sense and cross-sense-in-sexuality, this was an attempt at referencing the victim via a sexual insult of 'wanker' or 'whore' which meant the same in each female and male slang language; thus when 'satanic desire' (the something funny in our heads which makes us want to do something we wouldn't normally do – temptation) attempted to answer via the will of 'jesus christ' (that within which counteracts in passion the devil) the hypnotism sequence was attempted to be released. Little effect other than waking-up a few times with boxer-shorts down. Cult/Occult Hypnotic-psychotic Trigger Point Summation |=> 0 summonation Satan return return(s) | 1 infinite questions | 2 infinite answer(s) | 3 infinite questions and answers | 4 finite infinite options (solutions, references) | 5 infinite rejections | 6 infinite conclusions | 7 combinations of decisions in division see cease see yes see wisdom | 8 hinged, swing, wheel of unfortunate fates, un reincarnation, cogs, wheels, reveals | unwell un-fortune-tell in Hell's vision immortal past and routes to uneven | Hell in ancient translation | 9 life | 10 Eden (and then)Satan echoed “I WILL KILL YOU” | 11 Dark Sisters Brothers what does a Golden Dawn bring rhyme | 12 A pinnacle point in rate of attach is made stored three scent to attract un end Zion: | question | answer(s) | questions and answers anon | options (solvable solutions) rejections (negatives) | known in conclusives \ - - - - - - - - - wheel on - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - | 37/196 A demonstration of how occult language-matrix rhyming loops function. These were variously attempted via symbol, number, letter, word, alliteration, language-matrix, language-compaction and language-overlay. Cult And Occult Summary Oh really, those silly cults may attempt to swing axe, axis, and angle, in change in cull in cut false angel guardian, and the occult may often try in break in which of what. Yet, in all, wisdom: first they attempt to destroy God in order to prove power of man/woman SATAN human influence then they remove Satan, sin, a story long gone, told long lunged ago in know power/control and of (yet) what remains of (in) stored stories in (of) human: coerce Accursèd Occult Medium ether: “''MEDIUM''”; ah, you mean via that method in madness in a man caught in the middle, the one who righteous writes how Satan calls rhyme in riddle; a cult reads backwards to name, then reads name in words own back to occult: dØG how thine cursèd own blessèd name Tryptic How Satan attempts to say something funny in your head to do something amorality or amortality, the serial killer temptation hypnosis when heard: <** “In Satan's speak; I hear even you; an attempt in change; opinion angle angel; it's you: Do (you,I) additional this person to Y(our list)I of: Fantasies, fatalities, or just general loose ends. AM I I I see friend.” dispel Satan dispel Satan **> k-i-l-l k-i-l Avoid Sacrifice Abyss The illusion in counter dials time away in attempt in sway, swing, pendulum, dance, in false fooled answer. Death's call in false curse. Healing. Are you sure God would have wanted any half to see you do that. Love love love. Maybe you should join her He will see you now no, error an, era 38/196 hTehremleisla ever present Hermes Thelemia Aleister, Thelema, our message and first instruction is in order as ever: Love Love Love Free love. Freedom in choice. In (a)(the)(this) cult attempt (a)(on)(ih)(in) change manipulating altering lines in lines via corresponding rhymes diagonal; time, and try make lay blame at every, individual, that, it's, you (me)(I): It's YyOoUuUHUyouwho (who me)(yes you)(whom)(AM I)dIo The illusion: As name is called, in cull, a succession of flashing lights attempt to blind vision, in automatic response, the arms and hands, often legs, move to the aspects of the pentagram, in a deliberately switched order: 1, 2, 3, 5, 4 SATAN: Diagram pentagram reverse inner off sense 1 2 3 5 4 In Cure: In order to return any wrong righteous without left any: WISDOM SATAN after the mind has been VAMPIRIC SCRIPT zeroed for just under half an hour Death, inevitable, play does part in a state of unmindedness, child like However you may realise after a synapse defined time 39/196 Take steps to see you out 27 at the twenty-seventh minute On reflection, do you have regret 28 when the mind zeroes At the twenty-eight(h) and a half-second if measuring time period in second what which remains half an hour distant infinite anon even ever forever Poetry In Motion An angle in head seers photon fall in no fail in capture up-left-corner-I; bind sSǽtàn When standing at the junction of Union Street, when a car passed behind me and called, 'we are not looking for you, mate'. I know I am looking for a free friend. A body-language- matrix-reflex was as if a guardian angel pointed my eyes up-and-left towards the sun-set, and as though a photon-ray lodged in sulcus or gyrus. Which gave me a headache later. Which was not the interpretation of 'binding-satan' I had meant, as I had meant I had bound each volume of the cult and occult within Eden (stored each storied rhyme in my head). 'what are you looking for my sun', 'a star', 'how far', 'dance academy star club' 'free man pleases on anon' princess yachts, bridged, sunset, [grip]. Golden Dawn AMEN, Amen, amen, anon. All: All men, women, children, creatures, all Earth, gather together to protect from the fate that is worst; hate, lies, deception, in words in wards in all lives; unconsciousness streams that read sense in de verse. Does Satan gather all in the words within and repeat in unison in all universe voiced in all wisdom reverse perverse such that human fight all anon on in unmindedness in unwar Satan? No Satan! Never does an image in projection in self see God in all. The Thelemic and Hermetic Satan Thrice: An Occult Kill Routine This routine amalgamated a thrice impression of Satan from three angles in order to create an illusion that the victim is in fact in a one-sided mirror which in effect is the closest thing on Earth to Satan (5)(4). Freemasonry culture extensively uses references to Biblical texts to which they are in present in character in present day, i.e. in ceremony and discussion it is often the case for members to partake of the various roles of Judas, Satan, Jesus Christ, and of course in Grandmaster, God. Or was that Satan. Indeed. Scientology and other cults raise comparison in abstraction in similar vein. In inoculation, cure, heal, heal healing. In a semi-conscious expression of a once present, now hidden, memory of a forgotten Eden, told in verse, and related in continual expression in continuum, the first curse: Occult literary indoctrinated line: “Right to execute God's will” Voice in universe in narration: “In the end God.” {verse of see in Eden/the other-side} Previous pledge on meeting God in Pilgrim progress: “You-can-count-upon-me-to-kill-Satan.” In accelerated recall, the illusionist's voice would attempt formation as follows: mulch in Ragnorak God The hypnotic rhyme then accelerates, and the Acts in Attention are attempted to overlap and interlace, with the amplitude of “it's you” ever peaking in attempt summon Satan as I (you)(me). Cure: right to execute God's will indeed write own last will in testament in the end God you can count upon me to kill Satan it's you – me – not I - Satan not us – Satan – neither you me I it's you I am I you can rely on me God, Satan who I am I thou shalt not kill I am I God no Satan no really Satan expect you I am I I a human I am I I KNOW in know I AM my only I AM I true unselfish friend(s) AM I NOT FEELING MY SELF TODAY, HEART-BEAT, MASTER, MASQUERADE DAEMON ECOUTE LISTEN JESUS CHRIST LEAST BEAST nicht est ichst eichst thou shalt not kill thou shalt not kill thou shalt not kill Satan Art Thou Dead Death In the end start finish Eden, another illusion compared the individual to Jesus Christ (who am I, who I am), Satan (I know who I am and that's not me is it, everything other than my own self in selflessness), then deprecated to being merely human, inside of which reflection and experience compare in reel to every human expression known (I AM I::I am I am I::friend), highlighting the fact that we are all unique individuals and all have unique personalities, placing extreme motivational and emotional pressure to act in option in known choice pre-determined (tiered by language-matrix and script) the seemingly world-wide opinion of surrounding voice in universe (respond automagically to any sound or action in the environment, particular suggestive hypnotism); the illusion then attempted to command in so far as the person under occult hypnotism passively decides in rhymed pattern that they are unlike any other human they know, and then the genus in ego effervesces to an impression in illusion that they are unrelated to any other human outside of and accepting in 41/196 exception family; and thus the daemon in illusion attempts to replace the image-of-self in imagination the victim has of their own selfless-self, as if they were an own distinct separate species (a process in switch which what why in fact facilitates the separation), effectively transcending realm, and attempts a substitution in pre-prepared caricature of an out-of- character in order to fool an instruction coming from self to kill or commit suicide, or otherwise act according to k-i-l-l routine. This process took approximately a total of 5 or 6 + 3 + 3 = 12-13 years, with the final hypnotism in my case fully exhumed after five or six months in 2011, although my resurfacing was deliberately minded and I was still undergoing some minor torture-torment at the time. In answer:: yes: it's true, I am a an i another who I know I was sent here to do something in all to find out who whom I am In attempt in fool: (lie)(yes)(do)(did)(you) god is gone (to who tell you)(iI)(lie)(ID) Satan died a death a long time ago yet ever still there's something funny going on here (in)(me)(I)(you)(i)(who) that is destroying the world in universe S-A-T-A-N ---> it's you <--- J-E-S-U-S-†††-C-H-R-I-S-T you have the only eye (h)However, one love, unconfused as you I, merely, mirrorly, I AM I, know fool I(i)n any direction or discourse or divergence in opinion or option or thought, nought [zero] Remember first back last time heard in all born first child first light shine Satan in love or lust. Loop. An to in any who choose in freedom choice to be twice as nice they merely mirrorly attempt change in pace race in foot stepped Jesus Christ in sacrifice. Well, wisdom, I wish I was well, neither God, nor Satan, ever in Jesus Christ, human- life. Love I know Jesus Christ, a sacrifice SUN one heal healing It is known I am neither Satan EARTH would (wood see) anon Yet, reaper falls in heart, death, friend MOON forever thrice STARS love A Classic K-I-L-L Sequence: Hop Skip Jump (A Free Man's Hang-man Kill Routine Depropensified) A classic (good old golden oldie) method of a k-i-l-l sequence (a method of chanting lines in amongst accentuated language in order or such that an illusion is later created via cliché, metaphor and simile, that is, iterating a phrase by the letter which in numerical script form reveals a previously stored illusion in allegoric turn of phrase in repeated theatrical memory when sense disappears to nothing; using geometrical representations and confusions 42/196 of planes and lines). Curse: How to get from A to B via C Or saying another ways how to get from A to C via B Otherwise, in words, how to advance to the top by removing your opposition Using a combination of drawing, diagram, point, line, line of sight and slight of mind Isosceles triangle. Inclined plane. Motorway sign with wavy lines. Runway. Strip. Stripes. In construction, the victim looks-up at the light-bulb in a room (no such thing as an original idea, oh I think I just had one, orgasm?). The filament (coil noose) or in modern day a zenon or neon tube (brownian motion, cloud burst and so forth), leads to the following of the flex (bicepts, bisexual, bisensual, bite, bridal path and so on). The series of hypnotic instructions take a triangle circle square, form into body, head, dunce's cap, and then apply a running through in wisdom which in lines reverse taunt in curse and then disperse into allusion. Thus forming noose from flex, and standing on a chair by way of means of a nearby table (measurement via the water table or judged via peers of the realm in stool). Goal-posts, jumpers, halo's etc. variously indicate application of noose over head. Angle. Angel. At the hypnotic-point, the balancing on the chair-back or other support awakes the victim out of hypnotic trance at which point they regain consciousness, panic, and hang themselves. Upside-down 4 reflected in a vertical plane also. Attempted to be hypnotised into myself in 1993-1997/8, replayed safely under self-hypnosis in early 2011. find the answer in there somewhere friend k h f K-i-l-l-l p-i-c-k s-a-t-a-n-returns options; choices; fate; o noose chair in the end as the beginning p neck-tie cheers in start t tighten love in faithed breadth breath Eden o raise your read I shall love I standards remain unchanged n step fowards see to it love s and reach the line that it gets donelove always continue anon in freedom choice love Eden A Fate Worse Than Death (Mordor, Murder, Exit, Belated, Death)(1997-1998) Category: Fate Worse Than Death. Formation: Socratic-esque dialogue, language reversal, ace of spades. Notes: An assisted suicide technique by illusion in thought of negative potential ending, coupled with unknown tendency in death. “Two of us are fire signs the other is a water sign → Does anyone see anything Freudian in that → Oedipus Complex → K-I-L → I don't want to do that.” <> “There's only one way to win a war and that is to eliminate the threat of enemy activity. Loser play. ” “Two of us are fire signs the other is a water sign”: the initial psychological switch which 43/196 attempts to suggest a separation and isolation in wisdom. What do you mean by that “Does anyone see anything Freudian in that”: A secondary attempt to instill an imparting of a significant amount of pseudo-psychology in order to generate an emotional reaction to human psychological, physiological, sexual, sense, and sensitively, in reverse psychiatric-psychotic mnemonic daemonic. I know who you mean why do you mean that “Oedipus Complex”: a tertiary psychological construct which attempts a biased rank-in-opinion in additional weighting to ancestral and parental factor. Where do you mean that in why in law, I'm lost. A rejection in argument which leads to a set-course of previously implanted suggestion in 'what, why, when' confusion in allegorical allusion in illusion in thought: 1. Freud said Oedipus complex in man wills rape mother and kill father 2. I don't want to do that 3. Why not 4. I don't want to rape or kill mother or father 5. What can you do instead to stop that happening 6. Kill (your)(my)(self)(ish)(genes)(genie) kill yourself (myself) mirror mirage 7. K-I-L the penny drops (genius)(child)(prodigy)(progeny) “K-I-L”: a psychological construct architectured to act as a fused mnemonic which starts a course in action which attempts an illusion by design in order to fool a subconscious daemon into acting a negative curse of psychotic action replayed. “I don't want to do that”: what that's not what I wanted is it. <>: In depropensuation, inoculation, cure heal healing: “There's only one way to win a war and that is to eliminate the threat of enemy activity. Loser play.” This process of destructive iterative false fool's wisdom attempts to create an illusion in the mind which is a predictably patterned false-fate of an allusion in thoughts that make the victim think they are going to do something horrendous that has been previously semi- hypnotically suggested to them. This false psychological test predisposes the victim towards suicide as the fractalling decisions spiral down to the option that is least and is in the mind of the beast (and by that I mean Satan and not Aleister Crowley) in a stress-induced nervous breakdown. Marketed as a fail-safe trigger to remove undesirables in society, I found the methods typically used to instigate bullying, intimidation, petty revenge, to lever perceived disadvantage, or to achieve a death or deaths in masquerade of cover for the crimes of another or others; some conspiracies may highlight the fact that in a media culture of blame, if crime cannot be prevented it is sometimes plausible to try and trick and catch-out victims in an attempt to serve-up bitter revenge under the guise of making an example of any who do not find a place in society as a deterrent against crime, whilst making money in misfortune. Fate, Fake, Faint (Fate Worse Than Death II) Curse: As well as attempts to instill suicide and parenticide as detailed, the line given in 1994 contained the trigger propensities toward genocide and progenocide: 1994 Line given by cult: “If you're going to kill a child do it with love”. 2011 Translation after research: “Our evil will attempt surface no matter what it is you attempt to do in life from here on anon”. Intended rhyming sequence in allusion in illusion: 44/196 Well it's: isn't it: it is::~ YES ?? Everyman man for himself as it has been seen since the first man, Adam Well man, women and children first, I believe, did believe, Eve Every man for himself, in stall of fate that is worst, prepare to board, broadside, leave, death Well, man, now, won have you a thing, is that what you wanted, or did you never see a thing (sin): Well now, you wouldn't want your children to befall the same fate So there's not a lot you can do for your family now All needs will be met according to decision in division Except accept our condescending remarks and get lost Taking wisdom with you? How ends your line? Cure: What will be done children Protection Zion I shall come back and when I return in amidst amongst you I shall spell even Love and Peace Peace and Love Love Peace Happiness Peace and Love Love and Peace Joy Love Peace Happiness Light and Love Law; Love Do not think too badly of them they do not know how our lives live life love I AM I I listen to you The end of the equation It is you It's you Now what will you do Do thou do what thou shalt will Thou shalt not kill Torture-Death-Art Another day or night when walking back from town in 2009 or early 2010, a young man stood just up from the corner of the Theatre Royal corner car-park, opposite the Bingo hall. As a young woman crossed the pedestrian crossing from the Bingo hall to the car-park, the young man shouted orders in whisper, and the young woman's face contorted in emotional response to the trigger phrases, her cheek-muscles seemingly stretching in emotion in a similar manner to how my own had during indoctrination, The unknown male, approximately early twenties, who was spreckening out lines; I could only observe and not intervene lest my own presence added to a kil or a later regression memory routine. I am unsure as to how many months or years I had been in the torture/k-i-l/unknown- answer-in-question pit, yet I remembered the indoctrination stage where each emotion is stretched-out-wide onto the participant's face, and creates a gurgling click-clack pattern. The young woman seemed to be reacting to what the young man had speeched, in a look of horror with eyes firmly fixed to floor; the terror in her partially absent eyes reminded me of the terror I myself had felt before in torture similar although in cage, as did the dynamic expression of angelic-sorrow, whereby an allusion in conduit enables an angel a last day in grace after leaving Earth on tomorrow's yesterday. It is unknown to me if this young lady later committed suicide caused by bullying. In no comfort, I know also, in 2009, when I placed each of three apples, were they merely sickening suggestively-hypnotised rhymes to give cue to send another traveller home. Each time. Messenger in hit-man. [RRR]. Standards In Standing At the tail end of 2009 the cult attempted to murder me using the routine at the junction 45/196 of Union Street and Western Approach, which is based on a hypnotic routine which follows the sight of sight (the line of Zion, keep you eye on) from Plymouth Pavilions, including pool luges and the footbridge, and the green roof on the building top which is directly near to the green-man/red-man indication signal (top man stop disappear deorderant stop go go go). This was indoctrinated into my mind in part in 1997 and 1998; i.e. the indoctrination attempts to instill many routines which are then subsequently attempted to be activated using hypnotism. This routine is commonly assembled using objects such as a sticker with four circular colours, which is used for the colour confusion as an example. I avoided death and picked up the objects. The cult then killed the serviceman at the junction using the same technique, coupled with a 'white-blanche blackout side-on view venetian blind'. In occult rhyming slang, the American English and the British English are often confused in the flash of an eyelid. Coupled with colour confusion, e.g. tarot print suits black > blue, green;: red > red, red, green, flashing green, disappear; go. (In circles and spirals). This can lead to a nervous impulse when under stress to cross the road when technically unsafe: . I was almost fooled twice at the bottom of Royal Parade with a similar hiss, once or twice at Union Street/Toys 'R Us. Later I again spotted the routine in place and removed a torn rizla packet and another object. A woman was then killed crossing a crossing on Royal Parade, presumably using a similar hypnotic pattern, and a member of the cult walked past and said that I had killed her as I had picked up the objects which spelt her name. They said: "What you take from one end we take from another means end: middle Royal Parade". There were five or six other deaths in a similar manner as part of the ongoing torture. There were several witnesses to the attempts on my life, the morder of the serviceman, the subsequent removal of objects, and the next death. Satan's Allusion By 2011 it was obvious the cult had intended to kill me over the past four years. The indoctrination attempts at self-suicide were decoded via recalled hypnotism in 2009. It seemed if the not-so-secret society detected what it saw as sources of trouble, a course of intimidation followed, lies and rumours were spread, access restricted to employment, finance, education, health care, and even in execution of the art attempts were made to hypnotise into a mordor suicide, or to produce an attacking pawn. In occult illusion in a transient alternative conscious in minded state machine, such images appear as audio and visual comic-strip style animation, often in amalgamation of cultural and childhood experiences. For instance, the pre-recorded noises from the cult recordings,“you must not resist”, “Ra”, and “R2-D2”, evoke an illusion of at last the chance to be Luke Sky-walker, shields-up (hood canopy), heads-down, tails-to-tell (heads up display, R2-D2 will co-pilot). Affix kit x-wing raises wing from object pocket. Millennium Falcon requires deep trench in Death Star Run in uniformed colour while Chewbacker (some guy growling orders next to you) acts as a trigger to aggression which turns stress mangonel (to repeat lines in chain in reverse sprung order) into a raise in temperature causing steam needing to be vented from a fallen rose-crown-in-thorns which tiara's as a knotted-handkerchief crown via a locket-mirror into a pocketed emblem of a reel of cotton in pin-the-tail on the donkey dobbin-pantomime- horse blind man's bluff in emergency repairs. Turn key casino jackpot bar of 777 flashes lights in eyes strike-a-light. Bayonet light-bulb fuses idea scarecrow. Just an angle on another case, although the occult may not be relevant here, is it always of benefit to learn how tricks and illusions work. 46/196 I would therefore advise the indoctrination recording (a three or four track loop in varying frequencies and speeds) played to me in 2008 which contains the hypnotism phrases 'R2-D2', 'You must not resist', and 'Ra-RA', is a causational factor in suicide risk via an angel/daemon hypnotic impression which attempts to answer any question you may have (R2-D2), via the extended line 'you must not resist slashing you wrists'. In addition the route Scientology sales-reps hypnotise members of the public to follow via a rank in opinion, a process Scientology use regularly via the formation of their lines in lines of psychological persuasion and suggestive hypnotism, commonly centred at the book-cart, the angle and placement of the book-cart revealing both course and action, contains components of a routine similar to another known [R: Nicholas Killen.]. On 21 st December 2008, my birthday, a while before the assassin on the cliff would appear, I saw the Scientology book-cart with sales-reps face afront, then the Ripple chocolate wrapper positioned at the sun-dial (at this point the Scientology are indoctrinating connections between objects, and running the routine 'if they are not doing anything useful in our Society make them Keep Britain Tidy and pick up litter for us'). I then walked towards the Scientology book-cart, sales-reps now averse, and said 'Have you been dropping litter again?', as I had seen objects being dropped and positioned around town. 'Merry Christ mas mistletoe' was the reply. Past the book-cart when positioned east on New George Street toward Old Town Street at the cross-over junction between Armada Way and New George Street, looped around town, then a route via a Wrigley's spearmint gum wrapper, a wire arrow on the pavement, several loops and hoops, an underpass through Bretonside Bus Station (pass-up a chance … hand side off-side) and an overpass viaduct through overland highland wandering free, through, Bretonside Bus Station, pass, and then executing a man-hole cover maneuverer left, and then wiping hands clean on the evergreen foliage in echo of the line 'Right to execute God's will' on the hypnotic-trance-repeat-recording, to find the Scientology shop on Ebrington Street. This is blatantly heavily connected to the lines on the indoctrination recording. When played in reflection in an attempt to evoke the previously stored memories years later, in a similar way other component parts of detailed illusions function, the tendency-path for a psychotic allusion in illusion is such: Pursue the line of Zion spurred on via a comrade in arms camouflage, arms-up, fix buoyancy bayonets [1997], last straw hat, tom cat, bowler, top-gun, line of Zion, proceed as directed in course and plot an exit of route of course after following the line of the spine (line eyed most utmost in zion/everybody's mind) [2009] and eyeing-up of Zion in heads-up display (top of spine, being a concentrated network of nerve fibres), unscrew black Archimedes screw-cap light-bulb filament and allow river to flow after plumbing offa's dyke. Shoulder angel. Lines attempted to be used on myself in 1997: radio advert jingles, Larry Spear's for carpets and beds, don't throw bloody spears at me. Felt-back carpet, paint yourself into a corner. Brush strokes. Miracles angle can. “Happy Christmas Merry Birthday Christian by the way in a roundabout way what we are saying us by this time next year we'll have crucified you we'll strap and wrap you up one way or another for seeing straight through our lies”. I appear to still be alive and well. In mirror. De right Be Hind U, are there two readings of you (Did a similar routine happen to Derek Bird)? 12(1) 13 25 [[R.I.P.]] On another time around town in early 2010, several people walked past in the area at the junction east of the sun-dial, and called-out numbers, 10, 4, 6, 7, etc. The indoctrination at the time was developing the methodologies of repeating in playback everything experienced whilst outside the next day in repeat-per-location, so the next day when returning to the same location I experienced the repeat allusion of people being called as numbers. In actual effect there was little, as I was used to iterating groups via each individual in target priority selection during combat training, although the illusion may have been intended to have later 47/196 evil intent when sparking a clock-face timer countdown or a serial-killer's total. Lycee Zgromadzenia Sacre Coeur (An Insanity Cure) L=y=c=e=e Z=g=r=o=m=a=d=z=e=n=i=a S=a=c=r=e C=o=e=u=r “The south-east option was intended for Satan alone such that a route-way returns God”. Curse: I see how we can either cage the mice or let them roam free to be killed, either way how can we avoid them killing themselves or killing each other, I know, lets devise an illusion in system which drives them mad and creates some 'sort-of' unseen force which torments them inside of their own head like hypnotism; hungry hippos, mycel powder, smelly feet, reel a long list of insults and offensive remarks which have no resemblance to their own faults leaving no-one to blame not even their-selves as I know you can't make an omelette without breaking some eggs, ego do you grow, do you want to crack-up and give-up or do you wish to continue on anon in extended play. Player A. Player B. I see. In 2007 I had seen this line veiled in Victorian print before, the phrase “Boris, the mice grow mad in hear!” accompanying a cartoon illustration. Possible declination: Boris-,-the-mice-grow-mad-in-hear Boris-Karloff hello, can you hear me or is your hearing-aid switched-off chess check-mate lodge (echo: you should have been aborted at birth you cunning fool) science -,-the- by that I mean you, the indefinite finite subject in clause I raise adjective in objection in realm of infinite unargument in wisdom; well mice need I go on, need you continue grow-mad-in-hear you were grown, fed, watered, incubated in our system by our hand for years look-out love someone just said fuck-off; cover your ears; can you hear me or are you deaf, dumb, blind as well just plain stupid in cause and effect Lycee Zgromadzenia Sacre Coeur, other lines: mycil powder, head-lice, made in england, rotten apple core, corruption, interrupt I see the secret of everything in here (sacre blue, mon dieu) good God May I kindly or unkindly be opened in enable to see all the daemons that have grown in my mind all these years, and in so doing set motion in forth an emotional roller-coaster in motion which will ever rise in fault and fall in abyss as if in a single singular sinful instance. Satanic-curse. At this point in the routine I had progressively rotated round the wheel of world religions, encompassing at least four opposing sources of wisdom, such that at a finer point in each which both complements and conflicts to such an extent that one can only return to the original wisdom in birth wheel of fortune. In a torture-kil case, the generic fail-safe routine had already been scuppered in order to cause a temporal rift in sanity which was used to trigger a nervous breakdown, in simile and metaphor, a fall from the Tower Of Intellect, the Tower Of Babylon, or a Confusion Of Towering-Layer-Of-Babble-Babblings-On-Anon. In simpler terms, in the indoctrination routine, beginning at Roman Catholicism, and spinning through all religious wisdom in a comparative sense, the personal belief returns to Roman Catholicism, and as this occurs, the research which has been undertaken over several sleepless weeks points to the Roman Catholic building Lycee Zgromadzenia Sacre Coeur via examinations of maps via tracing a suggested route. As there is a perception that a lot of time 48/196 has elapsed in dangerous research, when the name was seen (read) it caused the associated stored hypnotism to be released in curse. At that moment the proof of religious belief is heavily tied to one's own validation of sanity, and the prove of own sanity at finding an answer to research that is gained is instantly lost at the same moment as it is obvious the name has been pre-prepared to torture sanity over years. In February, March, April or June 2008, I sent a copy of the Epoch Dawn novels to Amy Winehouse via her press agents. A few weeks later an article in The Daily Mail showed Amy Winehouse and another celebrity, Pete Doherty I think, indeed if it was indeed Amy Winehouse, releasing baby white mice from their cages. The accompanying text was laced with cult and occult lines and solutions, from animal experiments to the 'your prints are all over it', 'leave a small footprint', 'if one of the little people, one of your fans', 'shows you how much love really loves'. This was the second time in such a story sent, the first a tarot journal in a trip to the Eiffel Tower a few weeks earlier. Love. Herald group. Lycee Zgromadzenia Sacre Coeur Blessing: I see that this wisdom is a thinly veiled license to kill, I can see how at this point we could drive them completely mad in their own imagination by generating an echo in lines which iteratively repeats cyclic knowledge inside their own hearing or inner ear, in order that all hear a more sympathetic voice I think at this point a funny joke, a reminder that they are not pathetic merely human, and a simple unanswerable question which came first the chicken or the egg, would be verily appropriate. Amy Winehouse Amy I see my friend A I see m my friend y me in my in friend mine family Winehouse W the option in angle angel i which is not that n that is in opposition north(knowledge) e to the east(best) h option (the south-east option is given to who is named Satan) o which is not that so that is which is u the infinite option s e in all friended Eden Lycee-Zgromadzenia-Sacre-Coeur I see, they are going mad in here! Yes, let's help them plot a plan of escape. A lady, of mice and men. Caged cache sacré blew. In Epoch Dawn series, page 144: A princess. In Epoch Dawn series, page 191: “Lycee Zgromadzenia Sacre Coeur”. The mice! They have escaped! Golden Dawn. 49/196 A Card, Marked In Name Nominee Dear Justin Robert Daw, Your date of birth is 21st December 1972 welcome to the list of those chosen specifically to cease and desist although you think you may think wisdom we are in ally in actual fact you fucked wisdom: die death Argenteum Astrum were they in fact lying all along to cause suicide now we know why question quest Golden Dawn: Although I may only ever again find an answer in death I will fate continue on anon ever life until time kept Though each day may dark as ever night in terror In no fear shall ever feel in trace in quest hidden Dark Sisters Of Isis; a tear fallen from chest a bone stolen in another quest an eye lost in shelter darkness we in our light in life shall hear any that entrance seek distance as God Satan love see you again in this life unchanged sensitive Best in all wishes, Satan. Dear Satan, I know you have pledged for my presence ever after God's word since 1987. However, I believe you are expecting me all along. Kind wishes Justin Robert Daw 50/196 IV. HELL, EARTH, EDEN HEAL HEALING Methods Used In Indoctrination Language-thought-imagination-emotion, an ingenious replay in animation and motion. “scene seen it in Eden Christian”: “kindly replay the animation we have just described in your ears so in your mind it is as though it is replaying inside of your own eyes (eye lids) so you believe it is happening ICIS ISIS after all seeing is believing”. Indoctrination via a matched matrix in body-language to evoke message transmutation. Effectual and effactual activity via language suggestion e.g. cliff-top, HSBC. Reverse language compaction as hypnotic suggestion causing complex partial seizures. Night-terrors, assaultations, and deliverations. Methods In Defence Language compaction, formation, extension, and connectivity. Words and swear words thought backwards. Self-instilled hypnotic consciousnesses. Friended Tarot. An awareness similar news stories are repeated yearly in a similarly timed political pattern. Nothing techniques awake; returning a question; the wisdom well. Healing Detail Stress induced complex seizures; the listening, listing, ever-lasting?:difficulty/cause or causation/identifiable object or objection cyclic pattern. Firstly an apparent listing/listening phase whereby an angelic mind or perception of inner or subconscious reads a description of all difficulties past and present at high-speed, the processing of which can cause complex partial seizures (variable between legs, arms, legs+arms and stomach/solar plexus) in an intense rapidity of thought. In the transmission/translation phase the causational factors are calculated/listed, and connected incidents and persons identified. The third phase is a period of reconciliation and recompense in analysis, in which patience and temperance are recommended in content reflection as can cause seizures if blame transferred, although taking a few hits either way doesn't harm too much. Often a period of elated bliss follows. “And of my Sisters and Brothers?” said Jesus Christ Resurrection in cherubim. “We watch in evened Guardian life.” In rhyme does ring every ever sent in here Spoken each voice in unique universe on ever appear On an in all free, does choice ever ring bring Love ever love, continue journey on anon and within In abyss nothing return Wisdom on in :.:. The Silver Door (Children Of The Sun Suicide Cult)(Cool Moon)(Love No ICIS) The version in false vision of the Egyptian book of the dead which questions a quest to see a fuller version for oneself. w-h-a-t-i-f. Foe. “Life is brighter on the other side.” 1997. [MERCURY] T-h-e-S-i-l-v-e-r-D-o-o-r [love] [listen to what] [secrets] 51/196 Satan is past waiting for you my dear; your time here is the past; [in] Your passageway awaits my dear; hello; can you hear me calling in continuum [our] C-h-i-l-d-r-e-n-o-f-t-h-e-S-u-n [Satan] [we are calling our telling to] [temple] Upon hearing a voice that is unknown save in relationship friended you will know it is safe to make the journey towards the Eden that has been prepared in an illusion. [FORMALDAHYDE] In a false illusion, which is a mis-interpretation and a failing to understand ancient wisdom detailed below, typically the leader installs an hypnotic illusionary voice representative of either themselves or of an entire group of friends or associates. The cult members are variously placed under stress or indoctrination, leading to either the suicide of the primary leader, or a target is chosen to assistively bring about suicide. In the nervous breakdowns caused by the initial stressed targeting or the death of the cult leader, the previously placed hypnotic voice(s) bubble-up from deep-memory as planted. In worst case scenarios this can lead to a chain-reaction, one-by-one. Possibly reminiscent of the events at the town of Bridgend. Alternatively, the illusion of a person who has passed long ago is raised as a lure in an attempt to welcome the target back to a false Eden ('the end that is the beginning' or 'the end that is a new beginning'), in the manner of a 'Siren' in an indescribable blackness of hearted emotion. In depropensuation, inoculation and cure: Life is brighter on the other side (the little strength)(has)(detoured) (bee-tour) (half) (you once had)(and now)(present) (better half)(in)(de)(end)(eden)(finally) Find the answer in deaththat you didn't find in life Death? Friend? Friend, death, that is a lie, although the connection may indicate my direction of course has been wrong or wronged to the extent I will only find love again in the Eden that is after life; I know in all heart that all breath does will in breathe me on. Love. Life. Find the answer in life that you didn't find in death. :.:. ancient wisdom describes a series of visions via which God communicates love to each human prior to being born on Earth. When seen in between in life is a miracle in vision to encourage continuation of your life on Earth. 'In life death lives anon on Guardian'. A Golden Door (Heaven's Gate Suicide Cult)(Raging Sun)(Love No ISIS) A vision which leads thoughts backwards and forwards into a predictable course of actions, possibly death, which switches to see a fuller vision for itself. w-h-a-t-n-o-w. Enemy within. “A better life awaits reincarnation.” A.K.A. Repeat reverse wheel of scripted Satan (Wordsworth Wheel Of Death, 1998) [POTASSIUM] A-G-o-l-d-e-n-D-o-o-r [unconditional] [falsely] [eternal] [salt] An incorrect version in the calling of nouns, verbs, adverbs and adjectives in order to create an illusion in vision and minded sight of a mindedness of death in confusion. H-e-a-v-e-n-'-s-G-a-t-e [love] [applied] [flame] [peta] You'd better get out of here before it is too late. Die and mask our faults. Return gain. [SULPHUR] 52/196 The installation method generally used is the generic pre-preparation technique, in that the area of operating is first discussed in a 'normal' unhypnotised state of consciousness, sometimes using Socratic-esque methods to further assist the initial formations. Once under a state of hypnosis, these previously discussed topics are then altered slightly in order to achieve the aims of the indoctrinator. For instance, if the Socratic-esque dialogue method is used, under hypnosis the indoctrinators own answer will sometimes be repeated back in answer to the repeated question, and thus either opinion transferal is performed, or the opinion is then further led into the required path using leading dialogue or additional suggestion. Whilst it isn’t always possible to force someone into doing something they do not want to do, it is much easier to coerce them into doing something they want to do in the particular way that you want them to do it in. As well as utilising known facts about the target's life, including favorite things and names of family and friends, and names of previous romantic partners, the technique is often individualised to a career personality type using 'layered memory'. Again using preparation/set between topics which are discussed in-between hypnotic/non-hypnotic states, the layers, or in computer jargon 'registers' or perhaps 'on-chip memory', are first installed, possibly using a parable tale of memory caching, or perhaps a simpler shopping trolley or shopping bag analogy. Once the memory slots have been prepared, each of the layered memories is again prepared using the prep/set technique, with each memory for retrieval first discussed either directly or by using a keyword reference, and then the falsified linked memory placed back into a slot under hypnosis. The key to the method is its use when compared to a computer stack register or similar, where the last item of data added to the stack of data becomes the first popped-out under memory retrieval. The seeming harmless memories are first fed into the slots in reverse order. As the order has been reversed, the true intention of their retrieval is hidden - in a reversed direction they appear harmless or nonsensical. When memory retrieval is triggered by either stress, date, smell, location, or memory indirect addressing, the memories pop back-off of the stack into processed conscious and working memory. A simple reverse comparative cure is that storage folders (directories) operate like boxes inside one another. Although some nicer groups use similar techniques for much more useful purposes, in the now reversed/rearranged order that was the original intentional retrieval, the layers of memories add-up to a different interpretation, in most cases fractal intensities of a destructive nature. In depropensuation, inoculation and cure: A better life awaits reincarnation Everyone has something to feel guilty about ... don't they ... everyone s'now use trying to fool anyone you know now use what you know in life f-a-i-r-g-a-i-n f-a-i-r-g-r-o-u-n-d fair game fair play foul play find a way in mutual gain i find a way I gain for is I mean f ∞ n r g a m e find a way in out us pain find the answer in de'ath that you didn't find in l-i-f-e find us out & out in out pennies from heaven find us find the answer Especially troublesome are such guilt-driven semi-hypnotic power of suggestion lines, similar (if not identical) to lines witnessed in use on the book-cart, particularly in the case of any participants who have no reason to feel guilty, and/or who may have recently experienced an unrelated traumatic life-event such as the death of a family member. This 53/196 may directly cause a spiral down into repetitive cyclic-connectivity (R.C.C in order to find an event they feel guilty about, in a similar occurrence to the cyclic-rhymed patterned repetition of the initial suggestive hypnotism. In the case of a participant who has experienced previous cult-breakdowns, a guilt complex may become built-up from memories of thoughts thought during previous breakdowns; in a typical case two-facts are split into two, and reassembled in combinations of components in comparison; eventually forming a third interpretation, which on a first breakdown is rationalised for the lie it is, on a second is used as an invariant fact which may be true or false (and thus is split, componentised, and compared). On a third cult-breakdown, in a state of nervous exhaustion, the original falsity may appear as an indistinguishable truth, the conscious mind effectively trying to convince itself of a lie. The 'broken record' repetitive cyclic rhyming pattern increases like the action of a steam engine (the Scientology system emotional expression engine of regret), with the pauses and delicate intonations being filled with other component lines of the scripted routines: *EVERONE HAS SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ... DON'T THEY ... EVEN IF IT'S ONLY STEALING AN APPLE OR SOMETHING... DON'T THEY ... EVERONE* ... OR SOMETHING ELSE SIMILAR ... DON'T THEY EVERYONE ... EVERONE HAS SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ... DON'T THEY ... (EVERYONE)(YOU) EVEN IF IT'S (YOU) ONLY STEALING AN APPLE OR SOMETHING...EVERYONE (EVEN)(YOU) WHO IS THE SOMEONE ALONE WHO HAS SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILY ABOUT .... IT'S YOU .... EVEN IF YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT IT ... WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT ... HAVE A THINK ABOUT IT .... I HAVEN'T STOLEN AN APPLE ... (I'VE)(IF)(YOU'VE) DONE SOMETHING SIMILAR THOUGH HAVEN'T YOU ... I DON'T (KNOW) NOT THAT I KNOW OF ... EVERONE ELSE KNOWS SOMEONE ELSE WHO KNOWS YOU ... THOUGH ... DON'T YOU ... HAVE SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ... DON'T YOU ... APPLE? ... BEEN NAME CALLING AGAIN? ... EVERYONE CALLING YOUR NAME? ... "Everyone has something to feel guilty about ... don't they ... {Eve}{Replace}{Apple}" ... stress test? pressure test? wind tunnel? deck of death? satan? adam-eve-jesus-genevieve? golden dawn? An illusion, such as a placard or a group painting of faces can generate circular looped repeat of characterised skits of friends in hear who can hear me, which can in worst case scenarios lead to a calling to death. :.:. ancient wisdom describes a series of visions via which God communicates love to each human after life on Earth. When seen in between in life is a miracle in vision to encourage continuation of your life on Earth. 'Love'. The Golden Dawn (Anti-Suicide Cult)(ICIS ISIS SISI SICI) A kind mind which ensures the fullest continuation in life in breadth and breath. Each day, a dawn golden, a message in plight; Each breath breathed in continuity of discipled height As The Sisters of Isis tended wounds of those on the cross A widow tending in other as treasured face beaconed loss A ray of light, answered questioned in sorrow: “Yes, my love, Jesus Christ breathes. I shall return tomorrow.” “Yes, my love, tell Jesus Christ I am breathing as you.” “Right you are, Christian. Answered yesterday, I hear your breath. Free.” 54/196 Law; Love Golden Dawn g-o-l-d-e-n-d-a-w-n Go on then pull the other one, like we didn't know that before we got here. We have heard it all before now all present. Yes. God told all. We are not God just man and woman, human. We know how you try to fake an impression of God with the lines in your lines and the lies in your truths, and we know how you draw your lines to falsify strength in circumference, and how you attempt to draw lines in illusion in false illusion in our minds in diagram. We see wisdom well. Good friend I friend in all good God. We all know we all believe in God's love; and we all know we all believe in love; we all know we love different things; and we know love loves many ways in things; we all believe in love; love shares wisdom loves friend sees thing; spring Another Clear Cull Kill Routine: Depropensuated, Unveiled, Revealed, Silenced. The Arc of the Covenant; a covalent line which creates description in manifestation of an attempted entrance fooled mirage mirror seen before. [HOLY][WATER] d-e-a-t-h the option which is the sum total of all things ever been in here in all [FIRE][EARTH] l-i-f-e the breadth and breath in joy in Eden's breadth in breath as all first every [OXYGEN] In active conclusion then, the suicide cults “The Children of The Sun” and “The Heaven's Gate” are false human-made illusions which attempt to create the vision of a doorway to an altered destiny in broken interpretations of ancient wisdom. Two strangers crept in keep; in journey each to another door; One toward door in life, one toward t'other door: Which each way journey each; what a secret to be never told; 55/196 In option then, opinion; each friend chooses passageway to save each every all. Indeed two Angels send I in love in an arc in all known angles; In an era yet undecided in division, I shall underline all points in projection: An Archangel, a surfaced point first planned in Eden all kind minded Earth Wisdom Healing Brethren A Kind Minded Counted whom on anon again Love: A Mirror Reflection Zion :.:. ancient wisdom is actually a description of both how God is present to meet and greet all creatures both before and after the gated passageway that is life and a visionary sequence via which the stone to the tomb of Jesus Christ is revealed and resurrection brings the life love gift in the return all friend I friend one love. Unfortunately, I discovered evidence that techniques in use in Freemasonry resemble “The Children Of The Sun” and techniques used by Scientology resemble “The Heaven's Gate” methods of assisted suicide; as presented in inoculation, cure, and healing. [LOVE] One afternoon on the way to a friend's house, I walked past a Plymouth church. A little girl's voice sang out as in angle angel Cherubim. “Come inside if you want to find the little girl.” Creating an illusion in vector between a child to the left inside the door, a guiding parent or parents to the inside right, and all assembled within, this was a routine in and around Plymouth City which seemed to be a perfect match on a cure for the “Heaven's Gate” and “Children of the Sun” suicide cult methods which I had been hypnotised with, creating a vector in illusion between Christian, child, and God, child-parent-door-observer in know illusion. Singing in rhyme: Come into our church and be welcomed in open arms in love all generations friendship Christianity The Least I Can Do In The Ether Is Return A Kind Mind In Answer To A Question My Sister May Have Left In The Breadth In Brethren In All Her Kind Soulness In All Hearted Love “Oh, ah, my dearest, Aleister.” Brother. “Yes sweet one, what is it and how.” Love you recognised. “I dreampt a strange dream in which I met a friend. Mine. Mind. Kind.” Hello stranger! Expecting me I expect you have. “Ah, my love, was it indeed Eden!” Wisdom graces presence. “Oh, Aleister, why is it you speak so in words in wisdom I did unopen to see.” You're funny! “My sister, our Mother and Father, of nightmares, they say it is only fear.” Yes. Oui. Guardian. 56/196 Dear Aleister Crowley, Although it is far away in my fate, silent in wisdom as fear, I feel there is a secret, one I should share with you dear. Alas, indeed willed, I feared long as it was truly written so. A story tollen tall in all rye, a fate false that leadeth lines in lies in lie dodo. Gone. Healing. Aleister Crowley, forgive me, on the death in depth in my experience; I grow fearful that a cult or cults unknown are engaged in occult practise which fakes an illusion of a smallish female child, a daughter, sister, or grand-daughter, in order to produce an illusion which replicates the hypnotic sequence which leads to death by hanging using chair, noose and rope. Regrettably, it may be a revenge attack played backwards on your originally replied spoken in written words, in effort to pale the memory of your youngest of sisters: Thoughts Zero Regrettably things may be as was in my day, and we may have shared the same nightmare; I endeavoured to befriend all, and yet after learning all wisdom granted, I found only a system of faked angles of angels, and I myself had already heard the voices of my own angle on things; my lost angels, my sister, my father, my own self, my own perception of God. Worst of all, many used the system to instill expressions of pain, regret, and hidden insult; and to mask lies in the sense of a misquotation to be safely public-ally quoted. It is often true humans communicate in an inner sense which is based on sexual references, and certain groups communicate in slang based on their particular sexual persuasion when in the company of others; and some cults use faked reflective replays of illusions of fantasies and sexual attraction, or attempt to blind in a common reference to a baby or childhood experience such as the infant attraction to a mother's feeding or a toddler's encouragement to walk, in order to project a faked illusion to lead a victim to death; and even many visions of religious parable can appear as though spoken by a child, God relating in a manner which instills empathy in a similar methodology as St Thérèse Of Lisieux. Language and the amalgamated compaction in wisdom in language is beautiful, and should be free for all 57/196 human benefit without fear or terror or regret, so I chose to hide mnemonic knowledge in my writings in that most beautiful experience, the language of creation, such that if any were to become lost, they at some point would remember that simplest of all wisdoms: love. Aleister Crowley. Illusions Of The Art of Death: The Wisdom Window The human consciousness has a finite window in its perception of sensual awareness. When in situations of stress, or at particular growth points in life (an illusion of a mid-life crisis), there sometimes occur moments when the mind's processing of its stored memories and its sensory perception of the current environment occur at a faster rate than the human brain is able to be concentratedly aware of. As the synapse potentials fire at an increased rate, the biochemical reactions fire at a pulsed-rate which occur at too high a rapidity for the nervous system to equate significance. A nervous breakdown. At this point many cult and occult techniques attempt an invocation of a programmed response. Without apparent conscious reasoning, the mind reverts to subconscious instinct. Repetitive indoctrination and hypnotism methodologies attempt to instill a layer of remembered language matrices which under such conditions mimic the response of an omnipresent voice in an attempt at creating an illusion in thought or automation. Therefore all should be aware that such illusions exist, and are merely illusions. However, that said, inspiring allegorical visions are regularly experienced by individuals. Psychology, Psychiatry, And Hack-Whispers In 1999, around a year after escaping a suicide-cult, I sought professional advice accompanied by a very close friend of mine. However, time being as it is, it was difficult for me to explain six years of indoctrination in thirty-seconds. The medical professionals failed to understand that the symptoms I repeated were only things previously described to me in indoctrination, which I had experienced in analogy for a very short-while when my mind replayed back memories I had been told previously to itself during a nervous breakdown; only in reverse order, as the last things said would by design seem obviously most relevant. Thus the lines “Listen to what the world is telling you, listen to the radio and television, see what the universe is telling you”, along with such killer lines as “If they knew you knew they'd want to kill you”, deliberately invoked a nervous breakdown. As such, I believe my medical notes still state “he thinks the tv is talking to him”, as I described the experiences of heightened selective awareness as described to me during indoctrination; although I also propensably understand the medical notes-in-notes. In approximately 1992 the line 'You are here' was used in indoctrination via reference to a Town Centre tourist map. Around 1993 the '.' symbol representing the computer directory (folder) known as 'here' was set-up priorly, and then used as a reason to describe a well- known smoking paper product's end symbol (+.) as meaning 'God is here' when we were later gathered in a small group; one of the most obvious beginning lines of that path in indoctrination. A friend in the group dismissed the interpretation point-blank, and the group have never since gathered in full. Propensibly in suicide-cult methodologies the phrase 'I am your God here', which has been componentised and amalgamated in iterative-interpretation translacing of the suggestion/hypnotism language matrix in the first column (Suggested Lines), is used to form the basis of executing instructions in the manner of the 'ego' aspect of human psychology. In psychological natural-condition, decreasing numerical survival instincts dictate an eventual zero. In a mass-populous an aim is survival of the whole. In a 58/196 one-one psychological circumstance, indoctrination can be used to lower the ego and confidence of an associate, cult member, or employee, such that the overseer is biased toward a win in subconscious wisdom; in that the inductee will always side with the overseer, will aim to support and not to criticise, and any criticism will be filled with exponential self-doubt, and any outcome of criticism will cause pain and regret; ensuring sure-fire quick quit communication. Whilst this is true sometimes in an unforgiving world, in false occult practise the daemons of negative-ego are often attempted to be raised in expression, frequency, and utterance, in order to subdue or silence an opponent, proponent, or victim. It is also a propensible reverse in curse of “Do what thou wilt”; do what you do yet don't be surprised if when you do if it doesn't fit in with our will we will indeed attempt to wisdom you out in increasing death-traps and dead-end knowledges in our one will indeed. In curse magic the aim is to alter this Guardian/Angelic presence in precedence in order to fake an illusion of a calling to death. In pro-life magick the aim is to instill a sense of a Guardian Angel in presence in protection. Suggested Lines: Parable: Curse: Cure: God is here Hair One of you will fail and Do I am I And Return to I What You are here The Where then I shalt salt a Thou I am your God here Tall Tortoise Plot to make you fade in masquerade Will In false friends fishing barbed hooks fools gold you on for own good God's fool's bibliographic tower of babble Way Wisdom Jesus Christ (Savior) Satan (Destroyer) See you again One love Thou shalt not kill Kill or be killed thou shalt not kill A cure in all Protection all Friend I friend Guardian Heal healing: The reason for all beings here is to enjoy our pleasures with none any cause regret in death In addition, many cults attempt to destroy the believe in an existence of God in order to promote dependence on self, group, and instinct. However, in removal of God or indoctrination in the presence of a 'seeing-is-believing' existence, matters, miracles, and proofs, can be manipulated in order to fake heightened selective awareness of power and control, influence and suggestion. To the point of illusions of mass-lied-belief and death. In 2007, I experienced similar methods of intimidation, and a visit from an old colleague who repeated sets of lines and acted in a manner as he described he would in 1998 added to the foray. At the time I was a tenant at Discovery Wharf, and lines such as “A.A. sheep” were being thrown at me in torment, along with the many other lines such as “We could always get him sectioned”, as previously described in the Nautical Dawn Trilogy (2007); after the printing of which I was regularly encountering cult and occult line-drops. I can't say these experiences were detailed extensively to any professionals, as given my previous horrendous treatment in 1999, I somehow knew they wouldn't understand the intricacies of 'hack- whispers' given they would have little or no experience nor qualifications in occult matters. Hack-whispers is a game usually played on college campus amongst friends. The idea being 59/196 cryptic clues are said in-passing, to give entertainment, sharing of wisdom, or just plain help with revision notes. The Captain had warned us about its eccentricities though, especially given trust and paranoia, particularly among anybody who had previously undergone bad life-experiences, such as bullying. However, the total corruption of its art I experienced between 2007 and 2009 seemed strangely more sinister. Doubly so as another old school friend advised me the same was done to him by the same person in the same manner, mannerisms, and lines. I figured it was mainly a ploy to disrupt my life and destroy the validity and veracity of my opinion, an attempt to slur me with describing symptoms of mental illness whilst experiencing another nervous breakdown. For instance, it takes time to explain to a professional that persons unknown are deliberately walking past and dropping-lines, especially given the typical shortness of appointments. These lines are not lines one would normally experience being spoken in everyday life, and of course in the earlier stages the proponents deliberately stare at you in a menacing fashion, both in order to breed a sense of heightened selective awareness, and to 'worry' any professional who may hear. In addition, it was obviously a connected group to that in 1993 to 1998, as a large number of the lines were identical. Given that I had delivered my writings to many sources, it was at times strange to distinguish between the groups, yet the lines and nice set-plays by Christian acquaintances would become invaluable as the nastier cults endeavoured to march me off to death. As the years drew on, the particular patterns became clearer. Often there would be a day's break in proceedings, to build-up dependency on actively listening to dropped-lines, given the sense of isolation and separation from “your own friends, family, own hands, leaving you to leave via a previously inscribed death by fate of your own hands”. In addition, many of the sequences of line-drops said in 'hack-whispers' by people passing in the street followed a four-part pattern, with three uplifting and inspiring lines followed by a fourth bad-line which is designed to depress, lower confidence and sum general confusion. Notably, in a combination of four-part sequences, the fourth-line causes depress/depression (attentive attention), the eighth-line persuade/persuasion (change option in opinion, rank in opinion, rack and pinion, change truth in lies in lines), and the twelfth line endeavours usage to emote a behavioural change in order to catch-out or send-up; either with an arranged accident or a reflective reaction based on language/body-language pre-set look-up table matrices. Much longer sequences, combined with the repeat of key-phrases from between nine and ten years previous, were used to create the false illusions of increased suicide-propensity presented in this volume. Interestingly, drawing upon personal experience, night-terrors/dreams follow a similar pattern, typically the subconscious illusion continues to the extent of a truth in a representation. In between each sub-dream a mild transition occurs between scene-changes when doubt activates. Generally, on the fourth to fifth dream transition, a change in viewer- angle perception of the projection of the dreams direction via a reflection occurs which is of a higher contrast to the three previous transitions (directions in recall of lucid dreams are often reversed or appear in polarised/negative colouration); on an eighth-dream transition a 'fault' in the dream manifests, such as being above ground rather than below a previously viewed aspect in horizon; and on a twelfth-dream transition the dream usually resolves into a conclusion, often with a reference to an object or person or both presented within the initial first dream. Thereafter which a person resumes an awake aspect in consciousness. Rhyming patterns in angelic language can appear as sung in a 4/4 couplet, as can audiographic/photographic recall of illusions. 60/196 Psychological Switches In addition to attempting to install semi-hypnotic expressions of schizophrenia to create illusions which mimic 'angelic presences' in order to emotionally blackmail a victim into buying more books in the pyramid-marketing chain of confusion, or to create illusions which lead a victim to death, Scientology special-ops teams, in common with some other cults, also attempt to indoctrinate sensory illusions which cause pain and regret, including those which trigger guilt or mental illness. A common technique is to use the human-mind's latency in decision making to disrupt and disorganise a victim's thought patterns. Whilst experiencing complex partial seizures, I found many of these hypnotic devices would repeat over in a concurrent or interlaced thought stream, although I am unsure why my own mind developed an immunity to their effects. Typically, a psychological switch is used to create a reactive influence which mimics in reflection the victim's temporary emotional state. In a replication of human behaviour in other physiological states, such as mental illness or physical mental disorientation or disability, a negative reaction is invoked. For instance, on making a decision it can immediately seem the wrong one, or difficulty is experienced in making an adequately reasoned decision due to the dearth of an amalgamation of many lines of confusion. When writing this volume, I often experienced the following illusion which had attempted to be enforceably placed between the layers of consciousness and subconsciousness expression: “Ah, I sense the system of Scientology is under criticism and/or attack, as such 'one will' will attempt to utilise all the psychological switches uncaringly placed subtly under the layer of consciousness in order to make all fire simultaneously to lead into an expression of regret such as shouting, screaming, epileptic fitting, and above all anger, in an attempt to drain the offending system of energy and cause pain; after all, the system of Scientology is only all about the money, and as this trouble-source to our system is useless to us (Scientology) in monetary terms we may as well exercise this ghost to try and make it do something silly to itself while being advantageous to us (Scientology), and hone the skills of our system while causing them utmost embarrassment. If a few end-up screaming and dying what is it to us (Scientology).” This often caused screaming, seizures, or intensive psychological pain, in order to attempt to reduce my effectiveness at documenting the foul practises of bitterness and intimidation used by Scientology to threaten their victims. The trick is to remember all the insults and slanderous rumours are generic and unrelated to any experience other than the hatred within Scientology. Often psychological illusions use the technique of 'bubble-thought' or 'comparative' memory. A vague memory of an instance that has happened long in the past, coupled with attempted re-interpretation of someone's else's opinion on an unrelated or related issue at a time which is much later than the original memory; in comparison, reflection, in 'bubbling- up', and in reference point to one's own self. Again, this can be manipulated and influenced deliberately using language/body-language psychological matrices, in order to invoke and provoke negative emotions via a tiered reversed binary tree, similar to the effects of prolonged psychological observation described previously. Many cults have their distinctive 'launching luncheon vouchers' to hatch their various plots and pilots: 'letter of indoctrination introduction', 'menu or bill in fate', 'orders, orderves deux duel, on my receipt in command', to name a few. Other occult and cult false practise uses similar psychological switches in compacted language rhyming matrices. For instance: 61/196 Every time I recognise a thought in line in track in mind I will re-wheel reveal a trained-in train-in-thought pattern To wheel thoughts around recorded audio rhyming E.g. I.e. Now know how I reveal a small previously stored story or rhyme In an inner expression in mind to place pressure on a mind in a way most unkind. Additionally: Cogs wheels hiss reveals indecision doubt in everything When it's doubting itself or its cells Send a signal in doubt in decision Wells well fargo. Confidence tricks a spell in nothing. In depropensuation, inoculation, cure, and heal healing: I am I ICU UCI ICU I II I am good I am good friend I am your good friend here I am your God's good friend here I am I Friend I friend Who I who Good God I Love In full rhyming de-keplarisation via hypnotic suggestion in inoculation, heal healing, cure: Find the answer in death that you didn't find in life Finally we meet again, our eyes in diamond sparkle, like two peas-in-a-pod, like black-eyed peas How have you been all these years, what have you been up to Hi there, Hermes, how is Thelem(i)a, how has she seen you sin since we last met Show me your love how she would see it What did she say indeed How what where why when have you been Other half speak now in listening “some-body-save-me” Have-you-been Fiddling the system Did-you-have fingers in too many pies Did-you have-you told too many lies have-you wasted too many lives You-have fiddled the books in no gain or was it kiddy fiddling I'm not kidding what was your aim did-you aim stoop do low high you-have-you doubled our losses in your own false accounting noow What-is-it-this-time do-you-remember-we-told-you-so stop know no go so doe Now, repeat after me, which crime will we tie your name to when you go Show me your love and say halo to my me Found yourself in debt Shell, shocked, shy, and all alone Haven't been seeing eye-to-eye with anyone lately Maybe it is too late for you as we always told you Stand stationary and listen to me for a moment Stand-up, come-here, and reach for the line I say, return home who you are whence you came dare-say Do as I say, note not as I do, die! die! die! No actually I know really think so I identify The common name for all historical painting is fine art In any doubt I begin at the start In signature, no swan song, no break in heart 62/196 Love Aleister Crowley, St Thérèse Of Lisieux, Thelemia Find the answer in life that you didn't find in death Keep alive safe On another track in thought, in Pythagorean Illumination in ASCII: aA memory in tune backwards in the zZ Symbolism: Rhyme: Reason (read ^): White wisdom: •CCU Happy to see you us(s)r soviet union friend I friend √ Heal my brain we of course mean freedom ∞ Oh my God, Hermes and Thelem(i)a and by that every way for ever 0 Here we go again sweetly yes I mean it sweetie oO Educate brethren wisdom served I am an independent learner .oO To all ways in one best erm, devil, beast or Satan? /\ Help each every aviary least love is a recipe I cooked them (packet-mix) IO Wisdom::aim revenge in Eden In the end Happy to see u to be dancing a lot happy to be here a Lady in A.A. lot Revenge in Eden is indeed a recipe best served sweetly and by that we of course mean wisely and in the best possible taste so no need to cause friends any fall-out friend I friend live life long love every even all love. Solve the following algebraic and quadratic equation. Show all calculations in full. Remember to read the complete question prior to starting your answer: ½UàG = 3D Have you got a girl or do you want one (heath, cliff) you have watch out for 75 D nothing to feel guilty about don't be frightened: love don't evaluate this angel in anger any more Lend your fellow humankind Hello maize or honey where's your life partner What's the matter with you now Are you frightened for your life or hers or didn't you hear her here Well you have your orders Wisdom is neither a privilege in rank nor a rank in opinion Knowledge in our hallowed hall a time honoured tradition; lend humankind wisdom in all human kind Find the answer in death that you didn't find in life Find the answer in [**] that you didn't find in [**] Find the answer in life that you didn't find in death I always remember everything about you Educate brethren wisdom In 1993; Findus Fish Fingers, Captain Bird's Eye. 1997/8; 2008 limo, red-riding hood, black-eyed peas. In 1998; love; seven days God says Satan seven days too: I love God ∞ ∞ ∞ I love Satan “I love God,” said Satan. “I love Satan,” said God. “Good. Love. Human. Kind. Mind. Anon.” 63/196 V. ADVANCED OCCULT TECHNIQUES Cult and occult indoctrination occurs in many forms and at many levels. In this chapter I detail methods and methodologies used against my personality. Psychological Torture Philosophically (Several Years Ago) The first phase involves moving the 'participant' to accommodation which is secure in its own environment, yet isolated in position, has thin walls, and a window which is on a reasonably busy thorough-fare street in order to enable lines to be dropped from outside, giving an impression of an all encompassing open prison. The participant is then progressively bullied and intimidated and insulted to weaken confidence and cause a sense of isolation from friends and family; as even with a very acute awareness of what is going on, the process becomes increasing designed as separation from society as it is almost impossible to explain in the early stages. Many of the set plays at this stage are deliberately designed to make a participant look as though they have minor symptoms of mental illness, in order to exponential separation and as the beginning of a series of indoctrination techniques which progressively attempt to silence a participant via perceived illness and insanity. “You get fed-up of being on your own, don't you,” said the middle-age woman, as the hand-holding middle-aged couple walked past, obviously dropping a line via hack-whispers, the technique simple at this point, an obvious direct stare and a line-drop, the subtlety would increase. An attractive young lady then walked by at a tangent, obviously connected, and rather obviously mimed on her lips 'I just want to talk to you'. This was one set play from just one of many organisations who I had tickled. Eventually the participant is isolated, and develops a very strong internal thought process with the increasing complexity of the nonsensical wisdom being suggested by hypnotism, line-drops, and as previously told years before, to gain a sense of an all-encompassing widespread blanket. After a period, complexity of thought becomes such that a participant speaks aloud to their self instead of merely thinking. This is exaggerated with subtle suggestion when entering the accommodation, in whispers through the walls which are barely audible and take advantage of the susceptibility of a participant to suggestion when under stress and duress. An example might be “Sit down and tell me all about it”. Over weeks this builds-up the repetitive behaviour of returning to the accommodation and speaking aloud about recent events or past history, building a sensation of trust and honesty. As the intimidation in the outside world increases, the participant becomes increasing depressed, which causes the day's explanations to extend into periods of discussion (aloud to self) concerning the difficulties the individual has had in their own life. Overnight there would be illusions of the 'Garden Of Eden' with the ever-switching divisional discussions of the day becoming fantasies and callings of Siren's love. Early on in the routine an illusion of a camera shutter lens is presented, presumably as an invitation to participate or view the soft- pornographic illusion. I turned this down straight away; at least the sounds of love were better than the sounds of arguments or violence, and during an afternoon nap they would aid as a lullaby to sleep, and at night serve as background music to listening to other noises, such as the birds singing in dawn chorus, which exaggerated depersonalisation and increased selective awareness in thought matrix. The participant's personal language/body-language matrix has been instilled at this point, by repetitively matching repeated phrases to the participants own body movements, such that a limited amount of control is instilled via incantation of these phrases when under stress or 64/196 extreme mental exhaustion during sleep deprivation. Around this period these simple controlling actions were used to move me to a position of being face-down on a bed, and by experiencing many seizures my body coldly fitted into ejaculation, in a build-up of the sensation of feeling worthless and alone; and in amidst of the previous two years intimidation in insults via hack-whispers three or four times every time I ventured outdoors, although at times friendlier groups dropped better lines and set-plays. All was variously conducted alongside the other methods detailed in this volume, and it is perhaps relevant to indicate to the reader that by this point my wealth, own owned home, access to employment and appropriate health-care had been convincingly stolen and barrier-stopped, and only the basic human belief in love remained. I had felt like this before, in 2006, a dark coldness in my bones, a haunting midday moonlit shadow. I had been minded then of an decryption from 1998, a haunting loss five miles out, in mark of range and root to Earth wisdom. It was a similar feeling to 1987, although these second and third times it seemed as though all was already lost. In illusion, perhaps the only illusion that seemed real, as the blackness of my nightmares haunted in unevened sleep, the voice of a 'guardian angle' in mind, a friend, one similar to many others, an introducer to all those changed in fate same. Pressures in society continued, and in mindedness of a different company's logo (a meshed globe and letter arrow), an illusion was wrought against me, or maybe was real, the tuning was indistinct in the difference between the active control being attempted on me by the indoctrinators via language-matrix and the other hypnotism already cursed into me. In first in a drifting in consciousness it seemed a playful joke, as I laid half-asleep face-down, my arms hypnotically crossed behind my back at the wrists, my clenched fists possibly at a connection point to my body near my kidneys, in some sort of system systolic dialysis illusion. The humour in the situation slowly became lost as my body began to experience complex partial seizures. In a dualistic-illusion, it seemed unclear whether it was wrath and revenge from a cult, or whether it was the sorrowful mind of a haunted soul. In either case, I accepted to bear the hauntedness of a soul, and the dire tears fell into unconsciousness as the seizures continued into a hugging sleep. The following night, the illusion repeated, in a similar manner, although as if in another personality or similar form, although again the perception of a particular cult torture also seemed present. A Satan's S Seal with an arrowhead at each end from the logo. This time the force was applied to my elbows, and my neck seemed forced into my pillow on my windpipe, making breathing difficult, and then and the 'stabbing-in-the-back' continued, the pain through seizures was also felt in my shoulders. Again, a teared sleep followed in a friend's arms winged in comfort. There followed several stages in indoctrination as detailed, speaking in tongues, the linguistic translation table of which in this volume was attempted to be altered by outside interference to be a veiled stress test, which was never it's intention, and there was a period of explaining human reality and body, cells, facial expressions; and explaining environment and human perception, physics, science, human philosophy, morals, language and writing (partial depersonalised illusion in tuition in wisdom well/wisdom library); all in the manner of explaining everything to the illusion of a sub-conscious expression, a 'guardian angle' in all angles in angel Earth minded. At some point during there were several three-dimensional illusioned animations of religious experience, these were used to evoke zeal or to later be used as “ha it wasn't God it was us”, in a continued persuade/dissuade viewpoint in God. In addition, the animations of journeys into 'Hell', accompanied by shock or partial seizure on entry/exit to the imaginary illusion built-up a sense of 'what if' and the participant ends-up deliberately forcing seizures in order to 'help' the screaming voices of those perceivably dead or dying with an accompanied candle ritual to passageway. Propensibly a first brainwashing into seizures 65/196 being linked to stress situations in psychological association. At points there seemed to be attempts to raise anger, in 'motivation', in 'go-do something about it' (illusions of Satan's card being cast upon self-destructive self). In addition, the record/replay sub-conscious expression is continued, and at most points I was able to recall a day's events in entirety. This is later used in a cursen manner when trigger-phrases are dropped via hack-whispers when out-and- about; the sub-conscious expression has been trained via indoctrination to repeat these phrases, and when they are repeated in the repeal-repeat-reveal process the language constructions are reflected back as back-word expanded phrases, which contain the rhymes which cause stress, insult, and the illusion of random-rhythmic complex partial seizures; effectively an illusion of trained back-magic. The programme then moved into a separation, comparison, and reflection of characterised emotions. This seemed to conflict with my own 'keplar organic transistor'. I had experimented with hypnotism before, and also had used extensive de-personalisation in writing character novels, in addition to Waite, Crowley, and Golden Dawn methodologies in wisdom summation across several texts. The 'keplar' effectively enabled me to replicate any hypnotism performed upon myself in a safe temporary synaptic temporal 'store', in an extension of the replay of the days events becoming almost audiographic and photographic in total memory recall as if in recording in another angle in mind. In another conflict between the programme and my own life experience, and I remembered several years ago a newspaper article in which a patient 'killed-off' negative emotions in their head; however, having experienced many such illusions and non-illusions in my life, the emotions were so characterised at this point they all appeared as unhappy people at times, hauntingly, suicide- victims or worse, and in the illusion in indoctrination I just couldn't leave any crying alone. In combination with a curse previously implanted via an assassination-cult, possibly related, an illusion in a bit-shift increment counter stepped the characterisations as: 1,2,4,8,16 → 128,256,512,1024 (1000) → 2048 (2000) → 1G (00000) Each rounding error caused a jump in magnitude, until I had approximately two-hundred and fifty-six thousands perceptions of individualised angels, at which point I stopped counting. I would later realise that this was another instance of the dark-magic which had been cast against me being broken piece-by-piece as the programme attempted to be indoctrinated conflicted with my own free will in own experience and expression. The astute reader will note the correlation between these errors in calculation and the corrections in alphanumerical illusions detailed. There followed long periods of night-terrors, Eve's tree with each leaf in wisdom being a suicide note; with the heightened indoctrination I was increasingly concerned at this point at being murdered and pasted-up in the paper as another 'angel' in sacrifice; in the manner of making an example; the difficult being in which when standards have raised so much the line of example drops into no grime or crime to satisfy statistical-targets and safe-guard jobbed-income. The indoctrination then moved into torture, presumably switching to whether a friend or a conflicting-wisdom to the cult, although I remember the generic set-up lines from around 1993 or 1994 which implied there was little potential difference, and the complex partial seizures increased in bloodiness and bruising. An example curse was so inter-weaved that as I was experiencing one particular induced seizure I remember telling myself “don't fit”, this merely triggered a rhyme in instilled hypnotism via iteration through each letter which increased the rate in seizures: Don't you think you've had enough dull thing why don't you curl in a ball in and scream 66/196 So when you shout or think "don't fit" the expansion of compacted language which has been hypnotised makes you scream or fit more recursively: don't fit ** dull thing oh you poor thing feeling unwell and sick at what you've seen why don't you fall to the floor and fit like a dolphin dull thing + fuck off I'm a shark ** shark huh, hammerhead shark, hit your head, dumb, dumb, bullet in the head + fit like a salmon like a golf-ball exploding like two sticks tied by an elastic-band make sure we don't snap your spine ** + cure: oh really I don't fall for false fools I was on the hallway landing of the apartment at the time, and I remember the seizures being so severe it was as though I was leaping two or three feet into the air as my legs and arms rampaged into the floor in contorted spirals of fractalling pain; and as I hop-scotched across the landing towards the top of the stairs I was truly concerned about whether my spine or spinal column would snap, whether a knee or arm would break, or whether I would simply leap to death in pier-pirouette. Luckily a friend had taught me some basic martial arts, and the leg-stance training would aid in recovery time, although I lost weight rapidily as the desire for food disappeared in the several illusions of 'pasta-rice-looks-like-maggots' and eventually would revolve around rushing as many as a few mouthfuls of meagre-rations before the food vomited in rejection. The language-matrix associations continued to be built- up by repetition, seizures were invoked when under stress. Why don't you just fuck off go out and find a F-U-C-K The angle no longer on Earth The angel you are missing who you believe has already left Earth for good Go out on a ledge in a leap of faith you have knowledges Aren't you confused I journeyed to find the love of my life who shares the same angle as me on Earth By now it became clear the suicide-voices were designed as a lure to death, being promised resurrection in love in Heaven/Eden reborn as an escape from unhappiness. The night-terrors continued, and I was often sleep-walking to the cliff as suggestively-hypnotised in 1998/9, although as I had been decoding the curses for four-years piece-by-piece, I went the wrong way, as when told to fuck off back to whence I came, in my case I was just around the corner from my flat. I had decoded the key-point of the assassination routine priorly, also by another coincidence in luck, by looking at my own reflection in an audio compact-disc during a period of hypnotism, the caricature of an assassin appearing infront and to my left instead of behind to my left shoulder. (oracle-coracle-character-caricature-dark-assassin- moonlight-shadow-mirror-mother-of-pearl-Isis-dial-watch-face-blackeyed-peas-black- diamonds-daemon-satan-shadow-skeleton-key-question-wisdom). 2008/2009. Apparently unable to gain an instant-kill, incidentally of which I had had approximately three attempts priorly, the programme seemed to continue into intensive torture. At one point I remember whispering at the torturers to kill me, only for them to remind me days later what I had begged. Tourniquet Torture Burn Aflame Initial guilt triggers such as “Everyone's got something to feel guilty about … don't they … don't you …” which cause initial life-regression flashbacks. 67/196 Secondary guilt triggers which re-iterate over paranoia's from initial guilt triggers, e.g. “Did you make a mistake” (take the lines you said and separate in half and recombine to find another answer in your inner mind) which causes the start of reiteration over life-memory in order to find reason for being tortured, along with psychological switches which alter perception into repetitive cyclic-connectivity (no point reinventing the wheel; yet for some reason the brain occasionally fixates on a particular thought or pattern of thought). The tertiary trigger is then activated, usually after a period of twelve months. A 'blank' trigger has been previously inset which causes the nervous breakdowns to be temporarily forgotten; which is then removed, causing a rapid flashback of all the alleged guilt-triggers which have been caused in fooling the consciousness via repetitive nervous breakdowns over the past- year. This occurs in a short-instant, and may be an attempt at 'purging' the memories of the nervous breakdowns in an illusion phrased like 'none of that really happened'; however the illusion of 'clarity' only lasts a few minutes, and is transparently an illusion. The participant is effectively left haunted by a years-worth or more of memories of nervous breakdowns; memories which were not there before from bad 'past-life' or 'past-previous-life' experiences, but are new bad-memories which have been caused by the process. Many studies have been performed devaluing the reliability of memories uncovered in regression therapy, often first awarenesses of sexuality can be mistaken for perceived abuse, and sometimes repetitive suggestion-therapy can cause implantation of false memory of reflection-regression- experience or past-life-experience. During 'confessional' nervous breakdowns the validity of psychological truth can be questionable, especially under duress where there is a perceived occurrence of 'mind- reading', which is actually an illusion granted via continual speaking in tongues with an esophageal reflex, leading to one's own thoughts being echoed into a throat vibration and then a very quiet echo in whispering vibration in the inner ear which mimicks the illusion of a 'guardian angle' of confessor. In this way personal thoughts are first thought, then there is a perception that these have been told to the 'guardian angle' merely by thinking, and then the participant, via continual repetition, eventually speaks aloud the confession as the illusion have been granted to such an extent it seems as though it has already been spoken aloud and heard; so it appears it is not an original thought, and the instinctive drive is to continually reveal more original thoughts, until in eventual outcome the original thought remains unprocessed and an unoriginal phrase or turn of phrase or catch-phrase or cliché is replaced in substitution in imaginary and creative expression in transliteration (iteratively taking each phrase and translating letter by letter with reference to a pre-established look-up table of substitutions, translacings [recursive transiteration via splicing, splitting and recombination], and subtle obscure mnemonic representation), like turning the key of an unquestioning bio- organic Turin-machine ('and most humans are so uninspired creatures they won't even notice until it's too late if they take it all too literally we will plot their quake'). Coupled with intensive indoctrination via écoute-et-répète (listen-and-repeat) it is uncomplex to gain recorded confessions of events which have never occurred, and which are unknown to have even been spoken by the participant as the illusion is often of abstract language translation, so the participant effectively repeats the phrases just heard puppet fashion in absent- mindedness when thinking a thought stream which is untranslated. Some cults attempt to place a continued build-up of stress into a 'stress-store' in the sub- conscious, which can then been attempted to be activated in a similar way to stress caused by language-matrix (e.g. phrases dropped to be repeated in reflected sub-conscious expression); thus activating a snap-point in triggered nervous breakdown. Susceptibility to this form of acute attack requires several years of indoctrination, which can be countered. In a saddening phase, reminiscent of lines delivered in 1993/4 which mentioned “the 68/196 plastic squeaker inside a soft-toy breaking in a feeble squeak”, in a double illusion of the voice of angel which had been hypnotically suggested into my own breath (via indoctrination via speaking and spreckening in tongues) I heard my own breath saying sorry she had not helped me and had made me so depressed that she would let me go and would fade with my own breath. Truly a low point. [R.I.P.][R.I.P.]. This characterisation became Thelemia, and Athena appeared as a complimentary angle in angel in inner minded wisdom to avoid the abyss of death. In continued repetitive regression, reverting childhood memories in the mind of one's own inner child, indoctrination focused on instilling expressions of childhood emotions via associations via iterations over my own childhood memories, including pre-language memory. These were then repeated in language-matrix and trigger-matrix to deliberately invoke stress, pain, and screaming like a baby, e.g. 'no', 'ah', 'argh'. Often accompanied by a sensation to do something that day to help an 'angel', usually the illusion of a person recently deceased, disturbingly most often by suicide. In reflux action, in addition, a desire to help those alive, and a perception of counting-off Satan's signals by experiencing seizures at the end of the day. Often I would experience between two hundred and three hundred complex partial seizures prior to sleep as the face of each person I had seen that day was shown to the angle of an angel. And I don't mean I was masturbating/wanking as I'm sure my proponents would like to suggest in false interpretation (esoteric writing: this one will have us in hysterics as he tries to write the art without knowing what he's saying in our language), but then I should have said epileptic fits (Epileptic fits: so unfit to mate, makes do by wanking, hand, spring, loop, coil, combustion engine {in another cult translates as epilepsy: having trouble/difficulty w(a)ond-ering/de-ter-mining understanding who your friends are}. Complex seizures: got a complex about it and can't make sense about something that it hasn't been seen in years, i.e. sex {in another cult translates as complex partial seizures: having either difficulties or a hard-time developing a worrying complex about something someone has said to you in innocence/inner-sense}). Some friends mentioned Scientology in passing neighbourly whisper, and I had a look with an open mind; I have a mild suspicion this was a self-against-self mode of fair-game. Unfortunately I witnessed Scientology sales-reps on the book-cart intimidating uninterested passers-by and dropping suicide-routine lines such as “everyone has something to feel guilty about don't they”. Overall, Scientology techniques seemed remarkably similar to the methodologies used by the suicide-cults. I had had concerns of this before, and had spent the several weeks prior experiencing seizures, tears, screaming, and at times vomiting, in worry at how many others were being tortured to death as well as the others I had seen and myself. Continuing my theme of being the most luckiest unlucky person in the universe, I had somehow learnt enough cult and occult language variants to have a good guess at them all, although unfortunately the world of marketing, media and television sometimes just looked like Hell as I would read through some six or seven layers of translation, one per each cult, and of course 'hear' the insults they would be matrix-ally and magically be attempting to make heard by their enemies both within and without their brethren. A more fun game was to play 'spot which cult funded this' and avoid distraction from cheaply scripted films and shows which may by way of 'artistic-scientific-proof' write conversational dialogue in a format that one part of speech follows another or contain a cult-sponsored spiked line; or flowery celebrity-speak which is sometimes touted by some cults as magic(k) where is merely English. 69/196 VI. ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL SWITCHES (CAUTION ADVISED) At its peak, the cult and occult indoctrination had the effect in that anytime I became stressed, depressed or angry, the hypnotism would attempt in raise as designed: Hypnosis/Regression Table angel Satan's fall via way of stress, pressure, application of torture, in effect, no end Eden none 70/196 Torture Intensive torture consisted of rapid (faster than thought) bombardment of questions, and reflections of answers. At a tumult, the mind is forced to automatically answer 'YES' (don't want to do that myself yet as I have no choice in the matter the only option I have is to agree with you and say 'yes' that seems to be what you are saying yes) as there is insufficient thought-processing time to calculate a conscious answer (decision-point shortening as opposed to language-expansion from previous compaction in decision-point elongation). After no reason for the torture to be instigated has been found, the human capacity of 'reasonable doubt' suggests the feasibility and acceptance that an error may have been made 'once', although in fact may have been never. The extension of the word 'once' is then used as a component-key of suggested torture and discrepancy, e.g. 'once: … upon a time' and is then expanded in a set of sins which are the sins of others or merely common 'growing-up' experiences. On a downward spike, these are variously additionally expanded and attempted to be latched-upon in order to increase sense of Hell. o-n-c-e At his own admission he has done nothing wrong Let's see if we can find something to make him feel guilty about shall we After all, everyone has something they feel guilty about … don't they wisdom The Victorian Ideal “How do we create men from our gentleman.” “In no uneasy terms. Send them to Hell for two weeks, twice as long as the days of creation. Then when they return broken, acknowledge in world in deed and word how wisdom teaches empathy in risen position. Guard their path, yet do never fall as far in intellect as to mistake own given purpose in any humanity as uneven or unending, never shield lies; acknowledge fall in brethren. Angle Angel.” I know in which Hell I will be sent Sexual Torture: Take It To Hell You Bastards Approximately two years after the illusion of death of the guardian angel spirit, the angel/daemon torture manifests as a continued iterative regression through one's own childhood development at which point the opposite sex in twin is used in double-illusion to refuse the idea of sex as it is both unknown in meaning to the inner child, unknown in meaning to the inner child in opposite sex, and unknown in abstract sense in sensitively, forming the rejection trigger, being an illusionary memory at the age of five or six. Combined with the comfort-trigger, instilled via a method in which in switch under the extremes of extensive torture, the wretched frails of a human soul are forced to trust the voice of the female angel in angle unself and apply self-stimulus to the sexual organs. The acceptance/rejection torture continued for many months, during which the previously mentioned 'sobbing' of the torturers added to the trust/mistrust coercion psychological switches. At a key point in the extended torture programme, and sleep-deprivation pattern, after experiencing complex seizures three or four times a day for two or three hours, at the rest periods in torture the cycle of acceptance/rejection was applied vigorously, as the indoctrinated impulses to have a loud screaming seizure accompanied by considerable 71/196 painful physical-fitting are mercilessly applied; which can only be calmed by the also indoctrinated pattern of touching the sexual organs. In summit, the period between acceptance and rejection is narrowed to a few seconds, and continued in cycle for two to three days before consciousness is lost. One particular period of such hypnotic torture was after I placed the advert in the Evening Herald stating “Aleister Crowley says Hello say no to Freemasonry and Scientology”. I expected an untypical type of revenge to be extracted, although by this point I had already placed several adverts as indicators of Satan's ray to myself. Though excused is my vanity, however sanity. The advert ran on the Friday, and translated in cult and occult terms meant that weekend the cults sent past all their members who applied a line in spell which signalled to the torturers to apply the switch of the acceptance/rejection torture. I think by Sunday night I was asleep. Strangely, when I sensed the risk to my life was peaking, I experienced an impulse to place another advert. I placed several adverts. I was disappointed when the cult killed apparently based on an advert(s). ([R.I.P.]) the end Eden he is dead shall we switch him off or not he is a healer hello hermes thelemia peace ears in inner sympathy to in flite arrow return hello hermes can you hear me (if) is so can I sow a seed which reaps in re-hearing just so you know in the kindest way know there is something you have forgotten which I remind you of and ask you in no question to do now today tomorrow two more rows decision in choice reminder note done is it go do golden dawn Golden Dawn Already sworn to another In addition to the cyclic-hypnotic patterns which attempt to irritate via lust or close- companionship, a devastating component of the torture routine included a sequence in which one sits-up slightly out of a night-terror in seizures, and then proceeds in semi-hypnosis to point two fingers at the penis in a scissor action, the motion manifesting at speed and occurring three times whilst the voiced recall mimics a voice of 'seizure-desist:see where that got you you fool in foolish wish now all you can do is sit there and wonder what your dick is actually for:pleases pleasure none:die; death; cease and desist', recalled in early 2011, instilled in 2008 to roughly 2009. A later accompanying seizure displays an open hand across the female companion's primary sexual region. The illusion creates a hypnotic-barrier which causes a drop-out in seizures whenever any sexual contact is inspired in thought between the participants. This occurred before the line “he's even had the seizures (seizure) see how you dix check your dix out” was dropped in hack whispers, translating as “allow us to check your diction in edition”. The illusion suggested a seizure would occur in a later night-terror as 72/196 previously used when under the direct torture-memory-recall routines. Untested, extreme caution advised, possibly safe after the further night-terror containing the fleeing from fluorescent jackets along with a companion who is slightly in front and to right, first through unknown territory, pivoting at a known building face which switches in viewpoint direction from left-to-right in rapid flash-back of direction which accelerates along a path towards one's own house where a back-of-hand calls “Somebody else's fantasy”; although the precise interpretation of this phrase is unknown. De'ath. In 2008, while under open-torture, walking along Royal Parade a middle-aged gentleman dropped the line which translated in inflection to the phrases “Little point you pursing that or any other woman in our system as we have already taken steps to cover you with all the shit in our system should you continue in the path you have chosen against or any other sub-system of should you flee. Feel free to run along now so you don't realise I just said that to you in kind mind. Stop me and buy one, keep going and go out of my mind. Presence. Mae-ray Crist- Masst christ-ion Christ Cursed Zion.” This is backed-up in emphasis much later when the subject awakes in night-terrors in front of a neutral female companion and effectively experiences seizures in which the sub-conscious illusion of guardian-angel/daemon describes to the subject that the observer will interpret the body-language the subject is signing-out as indicative of the sins the subject has committed, although in actual fact these sins have only been committed in illusion in the mind's of the torturers, recalled in late 2010. The general routine is one singularly of “separate from parents and in substitute sugar- coated bitter-sweet first-time trouble-source pretend-parents in guard our end, sever from own hands if case is severe i.e. attempt death at own hands, separate from friends via illusion in language matrix our Eden, separate in spirit via process in severing ties with many unknown friends via a system of similar ends in suicide angel guardian, make believe any lead in friend of all foe will already know false sin as truth and therefore no reason to live save guardian angel. Until death does part in particular Satan's own needs; as written by Scientology Scientology. Fair-game. Try in time. Gain. Again. A.'.A.'.” “Wisdom” What was the point in poignancy in that, where was the reason in knowledge; why did it happen. What where why sees all things done. Golden Dawn. WISDOM project an image of God in such a manner as to bring mutual benefit to all Wisdom most importantly that wisdom being beneficial to self wIsdom is so far as wiSdom the limit of our own wisdom wisDom being as it is wisdOm merely an unoriginal idea based upon a new thought in an unoriginal self wisdoM via such a humane course of activity i.e. all grace in human-life before being an aim in involvement and in prosper all humanity given evenly the best wisdom in any lack in inspiration being in answer yes in all forms: i protect the children I for they are our future as far as we shall have guide in wisdom in all things :.:. A.'.A.'. 73/196 VII. HELL IN HIGH WATER In the end Aleister Crowley said nice twice as the (oc)cults had used it to mean something to one and something other to another in alternative interpretation in unknown gain when spoken once. Golden Dawn. In cult and occult example, we can see how in curse in false wisdom in enemy none wisdom created in grace is taken in reverse-back-words order to create torture and death: S-t Thérèse Of Lisieux (False daemon, in mind of Satan. In curse false.) (S-t) send as far as the first, Satan, and receive in equal blessings the full breadth of all wisdom as it is taught in all mind kinded in all glory of our own importance in presence. Alms to the rope, Satan, in steps. A start. Thelema. a-l-e-i-s-t-e-r—c-r-o-w-l-e-y (False Hell in presence guardian own angel.) (Y-Aa) How so does my soul keep my presence here. Thelema. Wisdom. In return, in fair in returned fate, timeless historical characters may observe their own future-self in recall of one own name. In so much have learnt the fate which befalls our children; Thelema. In returned named in faithed, forgiveness, in our selves, in origin friended Eden: Thérèse Of Lisieux (Saint) é there are winners è there are losers are there The reason we are here is unknown, in the love of light and love we endeavour to allow all in even progression towards a healing in vision which is a version which brings mostly saintly and safety via all wisdom in all good, God, the story our of Lord Jesus Christ, Heaven sent. a-l-e-i-s-t-e-r—c-r-o-w-l-e-y (Sinner) an unending Eden in rhyme The least I can do is to say a few words in a kind mind to distract Satan via your presence since you were wise enough in utmost sense of all things to kindly mention my self to the beast. Tableau Daemon Nominée D-E-S-I-G-N sleep E-V-I-L thank you for your question no choice you can go now anon sleep G-O-O-D an answer in no question freedom in choice this is what you do sleep D-E-S-I-R-E an answer in a question that will only answer you SATAN; EVIL; HUMAN; LAW; LOVE Satan's Signature halo Satan hand's on off he she is mine mind kind ana anon Healing 74/196 By design there exists within us a desire in motivational thought which inspires and enables progression, a survival instinct. By false design, several cults use torture which includes hypnosis which reacts to change in emotion and motion, causing fractional characterisation and de-personalisation as every caricature in illusion rejects a bombardment of decisions. The usual manifestation is all last and first wished for under torture, to marry and have children; taking this 'last dying wish' the illusions of a 'dead-wife' and 'dead- children' (dead as they may have never lived although they may have lived in another time in another universe in parallel voice in own universe) are instilled under indoctrination and hypnosis, the illusion being that when I had killed myself I would have had at least seen everything and experienced my all life's desire; thus the torturers need not have had any guilt in themselves should the assisted-suicide routine have taken its intended effect; in addition the illusions were designed to augment the lures of unknown belovèd dead and increase the exponential draw and propensity of the believability of the many illusions designed as a false-fool to death, prior to the extended torture via the illusions of the 6-6-6 murders, although sometime after the illusion draws of the many previous guardian angels who had killed themselves and were waiting 'on-the-other-side'. When dropping into the stored compacted language, the expression of guardian angel (wife) is emphasised, usually to a suggestion to perform an activity of an inner-child which is a reflection of the guardian angel as an inner-child (female, daughter, detour). As this inner-child-mind grows-up rapidly, all the wisdom of a mother, then of a father, is described to the inner-child-mind in rapidity, as if to suggest the wisdom learnt in the cult/occult system is of actual any relevance at all as it is merely an illusion to evoke feelings of regret and depression against protesting against the particular cult/occult system. In a double-illusion, an inner-male-child and an inner-female- child then grow-up rapidly in reflection along with associated highlighting of differences and discussions of life-experience. The inner-female-child becomes possessive and rejects every option and decision, desiring complete attention and indeed affection in will. The inner- child-image then switches to solely an inner-male-image, which ages in rapidity, then becomes a widower, the widower expression aged past retirement age, whom then misses the wife character, then falls into a sense of loss and an illusion of love returned in a voice from the ether, and then into acceptance and burden of fate. Although substantial depression accompanies as subject/victim is merely 38. 10:10^10; dead to Satan by thirty-eight, ten years ahead, ten years behind in below in fate. Low. An attempt to depress and lower to a point of exhaustion and giving-up on a day's events. These attempts often included attempting to re-invoke previous hypnotism in order to change mind when food shopping, or cause seizures or fainting in street, and when in torture phases to make faint, fit, scream like a 'baby'. Extended Torture/Side-Effects When any emotion, thought of motion, or act of contrary decision occurred the hypnotism was indoctrinated to activate. While quite unbelievable, many stage hypnotists will attest to veracity in statement. At this stage in indoctrination/torture a sense of self and ego (own needs) had been removed as it is necessary to de-personalise the named-self in order to avoid an hypnotic-instruction to kill-self being generated via the female- loop/familiar-friend switch as detailed (all these years you've spent alone you must have been having a fantasy about someone or something, was it me or me [a reel of ladies which are similar in looks], were you always looking for a best-friend, i.e. me, now, as your best friend in mind of the beast you must have been fantasizing in the ways I described previously, so I am your perfect fantasy, in absence of sense in prefect, does my voice sound 75/196 like yours Justin Robert Daw kill yourself: now what was it I said to you in hindsight). Therefore, at every active thought the participant must first resist an impulse to kill-self, then resist an impulse to kill any other-self, then avoid the stress counters as similar experiences of life linked via any propensuation in language-connectivity and language- matrix attempt to highlight a previous negative-experience of a similar situation. The stress, pressure, and torture continue, rebounding in increasing momentum and swing between the 'Satan/Anger' and the 'Jesus Christ/Sacrifice' angles in 'guardian' (guard our Eden, meet our ends). Typically eventually in turmoil the voice-in-universe (instilled illusionary narrative voice) abstracts to a sense of outer-being, the 'god in the machine', which attempts to fake a perception of any number of stored hypnotic-illusions. Describing esoterically, the paragraph above can be taken as a tertiary satanic-curse. After a long-period of indoctrination, the attempt is made by the curse 'Satan thrice' such that when the hypnotic daemon senses a thought in progress or process, the daemon curses in an illusionary metaphor that as humans are capable of sin, original sin, sin in its most unoriginal form, the thought the victim in angle must be thinking about must be directly or indirectly linked to sex. The daemon then taunts an angelic sub-conscious characterisation (a small child, varying between the perception of the victim themselves at aged six only at opposite sense in sex, or an impression of a very young child in friendship that is now an adult yet has no life-experience of sex at all [referred to as Jesus's babies, the brethren in brother and sister in hood in rod who watched as life showed all lessons in wisdom Christ]); this angelic presence then typically manifests as a small female-child, which now depressed and crying when removed from the location of the daemon, walks off to find Satan to return knowledge in question. When Satan questions the child in inquisition, the cry cries “I am I; I am female; the humans are unhappy; they need sex;”; as the inner-child has no perception of sex, Satan cannot question any further, and therefore simultaneously raises a daemon-voice which represents all Satan in rejection in sin: anger, jealousy, lust. The illusion in daemon-hypnosis then selects lust as the primary human response. As the victim in-self is aware of Satan's influence, the daemonic-emotion of false-lust is reduced to that of an unknown self-locking emotion, which effectively causes the victim to seizure, faint, or scream, in torture. In summary, the victim has been indoctrinated over a course of years, from the 'tell me all about your day' phase when returning to the kill-pit, through listen-and-repeat in parrot fashion ('are there any wankers out there who can here me'), in which the victim 'agrees' by a process of parroted-line repetition that permission has been given for torture, questioning, and acting on the victim's word; in reflected overnight illusion the torturers effectively fantasize about the days events from a perspective that is not the victim's own whilst the victim is under four or five levels of self-hypnosis, learnt to deal with the pain of torture; thus causing a rejection in interest in another's attraction (the victim is forced to join-in with the fantasy via hypnosis and body-/language-/matrix control). Coupled with months of daily teasing of 'wanker' and 'fuck-off and find a fuck', the torturers continually imply in criticism that the frustration is sexual-frustration, a fact which is not true to the victim's perception as the victim is merely annoyed at being bullied and tortured. If the phrase “aren't you confused, I'm looking for love not lust” is attempted in reply, the sub-conscious daemon attempts to show 'love' in the forms and formats (detailed on pages 82-84), to lead in false curse in no freedom in choice. After several months, this rejection of sexuality forms the basis of an anger-lust-frustration cycle in which the torturers apply torture either via direct insult, through paranoia/insecurity via stored snippets of hypnotism, or new daily street- hypnotism (a variant of hack-whispers) as has been occurring for years; varying from following the victim around and falsely commenting what is being mimed in sign in everyday movement, to direct hypnotism to cause seizures. The void between the victim's 76/196 perception, the perception the torturers are raising, and the perceived perception of the street- hypnotists, creates a sense of isolation as the victim is unable to explain what is happening to themselves or to their friends and family. The irritation hypnosis-daemons then provoke a sense that the victim must 'get-away' from those around as they do not understand and it will take too long to explain to them. The seizures continue to cause physical-pain and emotional torture as brainwashing is recalled. After years of death threats, years of threats to kill any attached 'other-half' (a false interpretation of the wisdom 'any question I cannot answer will be answered by my other half, my guardian angel, God [note that's God not gold]'), the illusion of numerous murders, and the additional torture and hypnotism as detailed, the victim's sense of sexuality has been rejected by the sub-conscious angle in angel/daemon to such an extent that an orgasm is painful, or occurs accompanied by a recall of a stored hypnotic-phrase in curse, such as 'serves you right for being such a wanker and protesting against '. The general objective being to make any trouble-source to Scientology or Freemasonry look like a complete and utter wanker, who is never able to experience any pleasure in life again, in an attempt to deceive to death via blocking every path and progress and continually pressure into suicide. An illusion of The Bible (both New and Old Testament) being read backwards to send the victim through the trials of Satan, Jesus Christ, and all humanity, to attempt to force back to a time before creation (one illusion of torture even attempts to create an illusion of the orgasm of the victim's parents occurring inside of the victim's head, a head- pop; although this is different to the illusion of the guardian angel having an orgasm themselves), and then finally from Hell on Earth to a Hell in all depth of death, has thus been used. Several months after escape from the torture-pit, the victim's body and thought-patterns recover in the period of being absent from direct torture, although the hypnotised torture still continues to cause mental and emotional distress and confusion. The sub-conscious expression of guard in daemon/angel resurfaces from the sub-conscious when normal feelings of a sense of sexuality and humanity return to the body, i.e. the direct torture has worn-off. The reverse of the anger-lust-frustration cycle is then used to create emotional- emotive turmoil when under stress, anger, or frustration; effectively causing a feeling of rejecting 'lust'/desire that doesn't exist, in a same manner as is likened to Satan, and in a similar way to how anti-depressants might cause a victim to feel elated enough to act-out suicidal thoughts, or a similar way to how anti-psychotics blanket and block-off thought- streams (a side-effect being stored hypnotism can burst-up again when medication is less- effective), and are thus ill-advised as treatment. Please do not stop taking prescribed medicine without first consulting a qualified medical practitioner. The illusions which the victim relied upon for survival, such as being reduced to a gurgling-baby or happy/mischievous child, are then attempted to be used against in reflection daemon daemon. Inquisition. The use of such magic can only be seen as torture against an enemy, as any therapeutic or practical psychological use would be limited to the constraints of a hypnotic-presence which in itself causes decision block to any thought what-so-ever in own self; an infinite-force/impassable-object==infinity-complex/unfeasible-objective, which always triggers curse on activation threshold. Potentially an exponentially-increasable route to death. Trigger points in visual analysis in controlled hypnotic recall: 77/196 Initially, whilst still under torture, seizures and screaming would occur twenty-four hours a day, with black-outs occurring regularly (indoctrination and brain-washing, along with 'trained-seizures', had trained-in a method of devoting all the body's energy to thought, heightened by training periods of hyper-consciousness and hyper-active-consciousness, which would often involve lying down and experiencing seizures until a solution to the current difficulty or more commonly reason for depression was processed, whereby much later a temporary lapse in concentration/consciousness would occur instantaneously without warning, and developed into the black-out/faint/seizure cycle); at this time various methods of 'thought-change-at-trigger-point' were instilled, which included triggering the black- out/faint/seizure cycle when entering through a doorway into another room in the torture location, presumably preparing a 'Golden Door' (page 49) type analogy to death. This has been lessened via concentration. The Trilock and Keplar's Organic Transistor served as inoculation and healing. Healing. The knowledge/wisdom/stress/sense that the torture may be being used on other human beings who are equally as innocent ever lasts. Miscellaneous Symptoms/Effectuals Chariot Effect: a simultaneous raising in dual or multiple characterisations which are either hypnotic sketches in short illusion, reflections in decision in division of caricature of personified emotions, or past-life experiences in mime or reflection, amongst others. The illusion causes an extra decision to be made for each character in the sub-conscious conversation, sometimes causing R.C.C. pre-empting temporary 'story-telling' psychosis as the angelic presence is given half in say. Decisions occur at a rate faster than reflex motion, thus mobility difficulties can occur in limbs and extremities as motor-effector reflexes temporarily reflect in movement in opinions optioned, in a shaking or vibratory manner. Worsened under post-seizure. Herald. (2007-2011) Sonic hedgehog/Ms Satan's Rings: following a path of transactional temptation in which the time taken to translate the path predicted by the sense of angel guardian occurs at a sampling rate higher than human conscious; each way-point in the path of activities has granted a 'well-done' or 'cheer' in ring; caution needs to be taken not to be led off in auto- pursuit à la lemming. Curse Of Years: depressive visions of death via every age in angle other than own demise. Shambling Mound: an extrapolation on the Chariot Effect, whereby the decision-point of abstracted thoughts is more toward the conscious rather than sub-conscious level, a sensation of multiple chraracters who are deciding what action and which decision-path to follow which can cause general disorientation, confusion, and physical effects such as temporal collapse or loss-of-conscious, or mild symptoms of motor-effector dis-function with symptoms similar to multiple-sclerosis, a bubbling sensation in a circular disk, the circumference of which is two inches inside of the sides of the outer skull, and between one and one-and-a-half inches from the top of the outer skull, on a horizontal plane. (2011) Firstname-Surname-Unknown-middle-name overwriting: attempts to achieve body- language-matrix control. (2009). Stop-word implanting: attempt to cause replay of sound-bite curse on cyclic-hypnotic phrase. (2009). Replay of cursing-phrase on every footstep: (1997/8. 2010, 2011). Princess product placement fraternity grand prix; at least a question quested. Alicia. Keys. Anonymous as a field mouse, Kappa Alpha Delta? Celebrity name in lights. Fairground attraction. Combine-harvester mimics reaper as combined strength of all blades 78/196 blade-runner running-man. (1997/8. 2007). Hubbard's cupboard is bare: the wardrobe doors open and a baby in swaddling is ejected out from the shelves. Somebody save me. Somebody save my baby. Fetch stick. Catch. False lure to death. (1997/8. 2010). Two extra steps on falling asleep while walking along, false motivation and determination to keep going (2008. 2009. 2011). Unconditional love at first sight, fall into my arms, catch me, catch my baby. False encouragement to walk to death in emotive emotion replay. Satan's curses in chains returned: negative thought stream(s) after translating phrases across four or five language-matrices. Hong-kong-phoey-phoney-martial-arts: an attempt at instilling hypnotically-trained fake martial arts, so when the individual is in combat it is as though the individual is trained to fight, whereas the moves will merely get the person into conflict and thus a beating-by- proxy. Lord's Prayer back-words. Final triggering. “How art thee fate fair in our Eden.” (2011) Engelle Accents Composition 2006 red an acted or impending (un)necessary act of aggression green love, orgasm, peace blue independent decision, observation ∆ triangle route to thought sum ○ circle idea Sun mon □ square scene Moon ation Stars dancin angelle Angel, I'm o-w-n-e-ly guarding imm til iss love shows-up many last suppers lovely Love & peace love loves friend please Peace & love please can you try and do something secretly I think I heard options An impassible progress switch reveals in double-back thrice unbless anon Do you have a question for each friend in kind mind Earth Heaven Eden k=i=l=l Allow myself to have a good wisdom about every each friend kill? Hello friend. Do you require help, healing, wisdom, friend guardian angel Emotional Torture: Mascara Heart 14th February 2011. I woke up in a cult and occult induced night-terror in innocence, which seemed similar to a route to pain I had seen before. Although to be fair, I am unsure if this was a component part of my own hypnotism aged fourteen-a-half which was designed to signal were I that unhappy again in soul, although there were three other occult kill routines which revved back up in night-terror that week. The red lettering fired out from the usual blackness of the abyss: 79/196 14th February 2011 14:02:2011 14th 02 2011 CALL OUT TIME seven ten a secret never to be told ILLUSION chopping block pot of gold 10 1 2 7:10 70:20:20:10: 2011 A free scoring round until something calls Eden As for in favour I was much younger when you called me away If done now painless to you undo In history none alleged began bartered in may Else while undoing later to do, do's Guardian angel called one in lots please Adam Eve: since all seen before Nothing every in Eden believe Hell angel warning heal healing Emotional Torture: A Silver Tear In Emotion Icon 15th February 2011. Another night-terror. I awoke in a stream of tears as sheets of rain fell away from my eyes. Connected lines, commonly associated with hat-stand, lock-gates, and a turn-in-key to release stored tears: 1992, 1993 Penumbra, umbra, football, discus, cornea, cornice, mortice, mortuary tag canal lock flood gates lever style (cornice->cornish->core niche, Rolls Royce Silver Ghost gosh ghost in the machine reel real voice in disguise mascaraed dove tale) mirror locket picture frame oval eval. 1994 Bear face drawing, eyes, nose, mouth, upside-down Y 1997 This way up cardboard box arrow weather vain in point champagne glass 2008 Woman under the umbrella on Co-Op corner 6:09 PM “Justin you walked right past her” 2009 Emoticon face under torture, crying in left/right eyes in diagram in guardianed imagination, peddle and rain collector in sorrow scarecrow. 2010 “Never love again” 2011 “A little bit of christian zion zest olive branch” 2011 15.02.2011 “Mary mother Isis tears all tiara Osrisis waterfall emotion weatherman weather vain” Irrelevant in irrelevance. In 1993 inscriptions in Y and hear, nose, face, and a see-saw in water-table balance, set the start of a hypnotic pattern in imaginary image in imagination using triangle, circle and line. In 1997 further Socratic-dialogue additioned in allusion. In 2008, indoctrination via body-language in signing was used to mark-out the regions on my face in mime; signing with the hands included over one-eye and side-of-mouth with each hand, hand-over-mouth from one side with hand-other eyes from the other, and various combinations: 80/196 In 2008/9 the illusion was prepared in a period of several weeks in which after intense brain-washing and torture I would sit idle in wait for minutes or hours for any noise or movement in the surroundings, such as the noise of a car, or the changing from dust to night, or dawn to day; these external actions in the external universe would trigger an emotional response such as crying. The illusion in sub-conscious mind was set using the 'hear-it=scene- it=see-it-in=inner-sense-animation=imagination=in-time' approach, and I remember a type of seizure where my foot 'pumped', as though to fill a well of tears. I also remember seeing a waterfall-type emotion-icon at a close companion's house a few months before as if in empart. The illusion coalesced into a single night-terror from which I awoke on the morning of the afternoon 15th February 2011 as if the illusion had repeated in inner-mind just prior to awakening: Emotional Torture: Torture One evening in 2009, during a twenty-eight month period of being tortured, I heard my torturers sobbing and crying in the living room underneath. I was unsure at first if this was part of the torture programme. The treatment had been particularly intense that day, and I believe my torturer's (two tutors teaching the ways of Satan, listening to what you say, telling everyone, and then repeating back to you in the worst possible way in words according to their art which is priorly reversed engineering to represent nothing) were now at least aware of my being tortured previously for thirteen-months at another location. Presumably the dull- tone of the male sobbing, and the slightly higher-pitch of the young female crying softly, were intended to fake compassion and enhance the general sway of the attempt at 'falling in fooled love' with the fooled angle in angel. Whilst I considered how much the torturers might had been paid, how many they may have heard screaming previously, or if they possessed any humanity at all, the occurrence of the thought that they may only be under instruction as myself for a moment sparked a dull-glimmer of emotion. Reading away such romantic thoughts, it was most likely a scheduled break in professionalism to allow synaptic passage, thus allowing the mind to be freer when torturing the next participant. 81/196 VIII. KEY CULT AND OCCULT KILL TRIGGER FORMATIONS Certain cults use regression/rebirth, suggestive hypnosis, and indoctrination methods which, with comparison to FIG 2 page 5, are sometimes used to confuse the left-and-right/male-and-female hemispheres of the human brain in order to bring malevolent attack. In cure, healing and inoculation, a lady or gentleman approaching as KNIGHT, THE TAROT: 0 1 I 2 II 3 III 4 IV 44 AA sorrow jo-y girrl boiyn love the characters numbers row by row a grid inferred gathered in The Tarot KING 147 167 13579 75 75 57 D'TAROT The Tarot QUEEN 258 258 2468 81 81 18 TROIS TABLEAU Tarot KNIGHT (Lady) 369 349 13579 01234567890 D'ARROW Invites in unannounced and checks lines and shows the option he prefers to rule. TAROT K-I-N-G 75 57 33 16 Money a route to all evil D'ARMOUR 1 4 7 PATER i 7 5 Old Grandfather Time ii evenly 3 3 Jesus Christ iii 5 1 An Answer Revealed Over Time iv 2 7 An Old Fabled Tale v 55 A Ladled Parade vi 25 A swan song vii 52 A difference in view viii 5 7 Proceed to rule Silver Scythe ix I Free direction x TAROT Q-U-E-E-N Questions not presence yet lulls to sleep with the kiss of gentle breath. 81 18 41 16 Life a gentle journey D'ARMOR 2 5 8 MATER R 8 1 Old Grandmother [Spinster] I spins yarn (compass) x A Lady II 7 8 Genevieve III 8=0 An old blind lady IV 8///0 May not be able to see clearly V ∞/0 To thread a needle VI ∞ Yet with experience in life VII 0 Axis acting like mindless little one drivel ∞=∞ Eventually all realise VIII ∞ IX O Love X TAROT A-C-E OI Circle of life forever love Earth I am I Zion Aa One love: Guardian Angel TAROT K-N-I-G-H-T A line drawn from any line which is neither wholly either line yet is neither part in any particular train of thought; a free thinker; educate brethren wisdom. Female/male 3 6 9 One one way and one an other FOOL E 3 ∞ love Golden Dawn 82/196 Expanding on the derivation of 369 to 33: The Tarot; originally designed as a method to describe the Christian parable to the common population at a time when language and literacy were broad; church services in Latin, law documents in French, and the population speaking such breadth in dialect a common-tongue and time might said to be less distinct. As willed, The Tarot enabled a broader accessibility, and as such, was utilised as a method of healing, inspiration and well-being. Given opponents often attack via a sense in weakness, wisdom enables to see how over time love may have been lost, and the truth obscured in pyramid-marketing schemes of power and money, authenticated behind veils of societies- with-secrets and chains-of-do-as-I-say. The number 33 describes equal representation in one side and the other even in mutual reflection, our lines composed as they are in dna matchings of ancestral descendance. Given freely forgiven forever hear healing love. Several poor derivations of Hermes and Thelema cults attempt an idea in false wisdom that Hermes and Thelemia were crossed-lovers, and drank the fourth cup of The Holy Grail in self-sacrifice. In ancient wisdom the actual story is that the highest love keeps all returning for more in feast and doesn't poison with impurities or inaccuracies in neither formula nor formulation. Being led as a lamb to the slaughter is an obvious cliché, and some may say the government is in effect aligning to kill us all so the government doesn't let us enable our own freedom, and attempts to remove the requirement to feed and clothe us in retirement, illness or unemployment either. A system exists in folly which conspires to merely create the problems it is attempting to cure. In my experience, a natural free universe co-operates evenly in mutual support and free love. In occult malpractise, expressions and emotions of regret can be attempted to be raised in opposition to the natural order in mind, body, spirit and soul. In protection, cure, healing, and inoculation, declination is presented. In unencrypted summary, methodologies that were attempted to be indoctrinated into my subconscious in 1998, 2008, in order to lead into a choice of suicidal death via four distinct routes, along with a propensible kill trigger and the associated Choronzon depression. I was tortured at length, until I could not remember my own name, and then, when questioned, I decided the only word I need remember was the word 'love', and then the cult attempted to destroy the meaning of love: Curse: L.O.V.E.l.o.v.e. in complete, de'art, the deck of death all option each 43210 educate brethren wisdom love love every grants death I. Love, the first angle in angel that fool's fate in fall to the abyss LEAPING A♠ II. LOVE; in second reply reaper which converts symbolism into a gallows and noose HANGING A♠ III. love: the third in instinct in reach-out and follow in path in least resistance OVERDOSE A♠ IV. love. the forth in division which switches off anon CUTTING/SHOOTING A♠ A confusionally array deciphered in letters, symbols, numbers, and characterised expression. A patterned extension in wisdom: tableau temple, vision: A triangle a circle a square Pyramid sphere cube A game a set a match Made a universe constant 147 258 369 1 1-1-1 1-1 KING QUEEN KNIGHT JACK 10 ACE Freedom nature love 83/196 I do not have time to list the names of all the dead Yet I am sure they themselves indeed will be glad To answer any and every question you may have The road to wisdom is a narrow one Best to ensure none fall out or off or to worse fate 78 Tell me your secrets and Devil be gone. I accept your confession. Jesus Christ. Love. INQUISTION A many gathering in methods in wisdom to see an illusion in fate picked card death ∞ 52 (+4) cards ∞ 78 ∞ each a method in death. “Pick a card, any card, no don't tell me what it is, it doesn't matter which card you pick, all of them are death A♠.” љ њ Ψꟻѣђ ◷◶◵◴ 01234 43210◄►◘ ↑↓↔ÆÅÄ ∆○□ ⊞^⊞⊞◊♥♠♣♦░∏█ ⌺⌻⍁⍂⍇⍈⍠⍐⍓⍰⍗ ¿?∑ΩλμӤ* ℓ ∂ ö ^● Ꜳ º ¡Ј<> ◴◵◶◷ Pick a card fool h-u-m-a-n pick an option here from which you have heard before combining this with any lines you may have heard to adjust yourself according to the metric of your own measure via addition in fate Firstly using compacted language mnemonics and matrix, words are ciphered to confusion, letters to reading as formation of lines, curves and directions. Obfuscation between numbers and letters leads and follows. In accountable fate, mind in learning returns to educational system, and counts one to ten and speaks A to Z. In a corresponding mapping of communication between consciousness and subconsciously stored indoctrinated instruction, a 'final-countdown'[1984][europe][your rope][who pulled your chain][you rang Satan master or Lord][reveal to me your most precious previously reeled memory of our time (tie-me) together]: What did I do. When did I say. How did I act. In a mirage in mirror, how do you do do I remind you of you. Follow my actions in mind made mimic Listen to my directions and attend to my pleasure if it pleases you graciously. Via a series of illusions previously indoctrinated in allusion and collusion, a door, mirror, reveals a psychological switch which generates a nervous impulse which releases a psychotic action in attempt to cause death à la carte à la caret à cartier: love l o v e Find the answer in death you didn't find in life If you can't find the answer in life find it in death You may find the answer is in loving life If you can't find anything you love in life find love in death If you are finding life difficult in the cult or occult you are in find the answer you love here Find the answer in the component letters of the word love you see here in scene hearing In order to remind yourself of the symbolism in the letters of all named in God's word For what love and love are worth See the shape that love has destined for you in death in your life find love in death (there) FOOL 84/196 I. Love L-walk forward learner driver o-golf gopher v-step forward e-and go far stand-up and reach the line, move forward and march in tune and be forever loved lend your fellow man a helping hand and shove off (throw in the trowel/towel) Accompanied by extensive cursing cursory lines, the 'L' becomes a golf-club or bat which hits the golf-ball 'o' or other object, which then lands, bounces on the green with the letter 'v' and then metamorphoses into the 'e' a hop, skip and jump in a lurching stitch-up. Case closed. Cure: heal healing; do not stitch-up or cross in lines of lies, do not hem in, or tie-up, or lead to a sewn-up mail bag or black-body bag. No. II. LOVE L-L O-v-n-h V-e-6-o E-comb-chair-hair-hero-halo-L6ho L (cry like a baby) o (old news old fool) v (answer in call) e (666 noose) hat-stand halo newspaper wings fool's cap black my advice to you is to lead by example (and leave through the door, no way back) Iterating forwards and backwards over the letters, firstly the 'L' and 'O' are trained- in-thought to resemble a gallows and noose, the 'V' is a fractal instruction to tie the noose, and to hook-up the noose on suitable supporting structure. The 'E' is an iterative program counter (please pick an option here which combs back through the lines literary via the letters which follow each name addressed literally as opposingly sealed, e.g. 'if I may be so bold as to suggest what you are hearing here in front of me even though I am absent in mind'), and also componentises a ladder or step-up to the noose/platform. In reverse the noose is falsely reasoned as replacement of a fallen halo, a lasso to catch, or a hula-hoop. Bridal paths, horse- bits, reigns, etc are used as additional component language compaction weightings. Cure: heal healing; do not lead to false fate, bare false testimony, worship false idols or idolatry, or lie in fate in face. No. III. love l sing move forward in emotional o ego allied to death till v you took part parrot budgie girl/gal (v) follow your nose e gopher go-go club stick hop-scotch nil by mouth lets rock go go talk each time in turn no news good no option (stick at it shovel it) Super (soup-er, spoon-fed) pac-man or ms pac-man repetitive impulse to pop-pills in snap-crackle-and-pop vitamins. Hippodrome-hungry hippoes-instinctive drip feed Cure: Use finger(s) to 'zip-up' lips by running along or making 'shhh' action. IV. love move though each ritual door in turn and never give up trying to communicate Slashing of wrists via iterative cutting counters. Triple-cross tow-the-line of least- resistance etch-a-sketch dodo. baby zero hero death In reverting to the mind of a baby, in replication of foetal-movements, the weapon is first placed to heart or emblem in medal, is drawn-up over neck in appeal in appelle appellent medalion, placed into mouth in mimic of Freudian oral fixation, then again up via nose in no-ledge in knowledge to eye, then around to ear where weapon is angled towards a horizontal level, and finally to the temple of the head, where the weapon is fully levelled and where the trigger sequence phase is activated. Typically indoctrination uses dials divided into time segments for each action; a circular dial dissected into quarters and halves via references to elevator semi-circle door dials, speedometer and fuel-gauges; half-hour to quarter-hour colourised limit guages; then 85/196 the hypnotic robotic tick-tock clock per each second in sub-conscious suggestive control replayed in reflected reversed mimic. Somewhere in there-submariner-silas mariner-missile silo-Terra chocolate orange- Terry's nappy-Safety pin-Tourette's-Donkey derby-rocking-horse-Trillby-Towelene- Towel-Tourniquet-Towellette-Tornpedo-Test tube-Service revolver-dear John dearstalker hat-change chain-so command-Cerebral ceremonial active discharge [R.I.P.] Cure: I repetitively hypnotised myself 'out' to perform the limits of the actions to just before activation threshold, and then fainted or blacked-out in stoppage. After three or four such periods of intensive self-hypnotism the impulses are subdued. VI. EVIL EVOL ALEISTER THERESA THELEMA occult kill trigger cursed love ♠ Love invoked in hateful revenge in return. Love written backwards in a curling-girly font 3VOL. Digital 3v brassic ground to earth (zero) 0V. 3 rotates to a brassiere or chest-expander, V directs arrowed path, O beckons vitally statistical sexual organs, L the dogleg-pick-bend-dip bend-flex reflex. Variants include Vertical Take Off and Landing (V.T.O.L.), Visible Panty-Line (V.P.L.), Thong, and noose hula chair kick. Cure: Thelemia! V. Angle Angel Love Love love love love Zion Eye of Satan Eye of God A♠ l o v e the infinite sadness of God/Goddess Psychotic self-destructive impulse generated by accumulated chronic depression. Cure: Find the answer in life you didn't find in death love love love love life life life Composition љ њ Ψꟻѣђ ◷◶◵◴ 01234 43210◄►◘ ↑↓↔ÆÅÄ ∆○□ ⊞^⊞⊞◊♥♠♣♦░∏█ ⌺⌻⍁⍂⍇⍈⍠⍐⍓⍰⍗ ¿?∑ΩλμӤ* ℓ ∂ ö ^● Ꜳ º ¡Ј<> ◴◵◶◷ i) Numerosymbolica 01234 43210◄►◘ As described, a starting method in illusion is commenced by attempting to confuse letters, numbers, and symbols, to such an extent that an allusion in thought spirals to the point at switch perceptual confusion and illumination in detailed animation occurs. In decryption and decipher, a diagramatically reasoned solution is presented in cure, inoculation and heal healing: 1257 any question you may have in confusion may now be answered via other methodologies 834 have you forgotten what it's all for 9 well then let me see what I can do, after all it's the least I can do 10 given that you are love which ever way you look at forever and even you are individually now entitled to your own fate in free choice wisdom: 86/196 Why is it when you write your fool's words back to me quoting another source, I merely see a shape that spins a line to an 'S' shape then worse. A '5' and then a snake. A viper, forked tongued in see. Wisdom. Satan. Why do you speak to me? Often in illusion, a reference to 'church font in the west Gable' is used in comparison to how typographical fonts are drawn, a square bounding a scribing circle, which is then further subdivided into geometrical shapes using line, set-square, angle, and pair-of-compasses. This can be attempted to be used to make the letters of a key-kil-phrase spin, and along with references to flip-counters, model soccer-kicks, dominoes, etc, sets-up the momentum directions of emotive movement and sparks iterative translation of the component letters. ii) Geometrics: Triangle, Circle, Square ↑↓↔ÆÅÄ ∆○□ ⊞ In parable tales and collections of clichéd phrases, illusion can be attempted to be granted in order to cipher alphanumerics and symbols to reduce to interpretation as the commonly perceived geometric representations of triangle, circle and square. The triangle can then be used to direct mimic and reflection in indication of pre-proposed routes of directive and directional action. The square shape can often be used to bound an animated scene in illusion or as a 'clipping' region in metaphor to separate, bind, or blind component parts of the sighted illusion. iii) Isometrics And Angular Momentum ^⌒⊂◊ Via connecting the highest forms of conscience and consciousness, the meniscus of thought is broken to revert to a pre-instilled pattern of expression in wisdom. The occult aim here was to force an indecision in thought which would cause a progressively programmed sequence of events to be launched or a single action to be performed (such as a step or jump, to lead to death). iv) Rhyme, Timed Expression, Reason ♥♠♣♦░∏█ Several suicide-cults (including The Heaven's Gate and The Children Of The Sun) then use the method of the manifestation of a door or window or action of effectual activity. For instance, The Heaven's Gate appearing in illusion as a door to be stepped into to lead into a new future; and The Children Of The Sun making a heartfelt plea for you to release the self from the bounds of the Earth and return to a time whence one originated, in a rebirth 87/196 resurrection reincarnation expression in false allusion. Several of these instantiations were attempted to be instilled into my sub-conscious in 1997-1998, variously using metaphors such as catching a baby or child, returning to the presence of a love one already passed, bunny-hops, kangaroo pouches, a parachute jump on a 'red-green-green-jump', fielding a baseball catch over the fence after a home run around a baseball diamond, returning to a mother's arms running like as the mind of a baby, amongst many others, including those involving halos and nooses, e.g. “Bend down and pick-up your halo and place it over your head like a medal on the Olympic stand remembering to kiss the pretty girl and jump off the podium when finished.” [EMBEZELING] Other cults attempted a repetition in replay in wisdom, often based on set-time period responses, which may have been suggested in Socratic-esque dialogue. ¿?∑ΩλμӤ* ℓ ∂ ö ^● Ꜳop (¿?) Leading to an infinite complexity in unanswerable quest in question (∑) The summation of which causes such a reflex in conscience and consciousness (Ω) Oh my God! A dawn in fooled realisation false Zion (λμ) Led like a lamb to the slaughter (Ӥ*) To pick out one of these delightful methods of false death (ℓ) leaping/jumping (∂) hanging (ö) overdose (^●) cutting/shooting [get the point] (Ꜳ) There's many ways to skin a cat And many ways to kill a human humanely TAXI DE'ART DEATH Yet one thing is a certain death A death via many hands* *By own hand Argenteum Astrum played backwards: Satan's hand ⨌∝ Do not be embarrassed Satan Fate in handed curse I am not: merely hesitant Angel Guardian In brethren Final Lines i) Thoughts In Trigger Chain together a sequence of emotional responses in order to bring about a chain- reaction in thought activity which releases a pre-prepared chain of cyclical repeated events. º ¡Ј<> In mid-2010 a series of cult members spoke lines which were connected to the language/body-language associations previously implanted in a practical application of scientific psychology. I had become used to signing-out lines delivered, as in my previous experiences of complex partial seizures the perception had been accumulated/indoctrinated (over many years) that if I did not respond, the interchange would cause the instigator pain or later pain; the process also enabled me to create a memory-link such that all parties present would not die when under attack by occult methodologies via the Thrice Blessed method of The Thelemic and Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. Thus in kind response I moved my head in a loop and circle, looked myself up and 88/196 down, and also swung my head side-to-side in a smile-like half-circle. Having experienced this process many times before I was aware that the cult used the sub-conscious expression of a 'guardian angel' to repeat a sequence back to my consciousness at a later time. Previously over the years this had caused complex partial seizures and night-terrors, and I had developed my system immunity to these methods, thus the illusion appeared instantly in my mind's eye rather then appearing when I was asleep. The symbolic pattern was accompanied by a pre-instilled semi-hypnotic rhyme: They say there is no such thing as original thought Well I don't know what the original thought was Yet I can extend the wisdom in any period &'“>!=0 . | .. | ; | : | .. | .: | .o | .0 | ..O | .o0 | 0 ↓ ↑ I know the point isn't about because none of us know anything at all really wisdom since none where were here when it started who is first past the finishing post all we all know who will be or if wisdom is to win or lose or which why don't you go back to or who's wisdom is best the start yet when it comes to forming rank and what is bothering you in opinion you may find our system's opinion we all know who you are of you is so set against you we've leave in lever a wheel of emotion come and talk to us in your mind to trigger you another day into believing the fooled false correcting version for you in yourself everybody is laughing at you, you are a silly fool we all think you are a complete and utter wanker why don't you just ↓ AΩ ↑ ^&0 and we all know who will be first against the wall when the revolution comes we all know the secret in life is to live with wisdom and have no regret any w-a-n-k-e-r One who always chooses an option which is the best option for everyone else and the least best option for them-self, enabling the continued development of the human race. One who is capable of seeing every other's point of view. On a downward spiral the hypnotic rhyme then, as usual, spins into a torrent of insults and abuse, extending the 'yourself' infinitely into 'you selfish twat', 'you complete wanker' and so on. The insult of 'wanker' was used considerably over the years of intimidation, although one would merit the insult of calling a single person a wanker largely stating the 89/196 obvious, particularly if that single person is single as they've had to watch most other members of a cult die, and doesn't particularly want to involve someone they could love in the world of death that is the dark side of the occult. This process is used in attempt to falsely fool the victim that they are capable of committing a horrendous act as the mind repeats back a series of indoctrination lines which have been instilled before, in order to pressure into an act of suicide. Along with rumour spreading, scare mongering, and general bullying, these techniques used by Scientology are against the Law; Love. ii) Fear In Loathing љ њ Ψꟻѣђ Hard lines (HB pencil)(His nibs)(Quill)(Indeed)(Wisdom)(Wish) What did you expect from our fountain of lines A free ride, have you forgotten what “it's” all for In my (grand-master's) day (knight) hoodlums (castle) like you were Hung, drawn, and quartered, or I dare say Crucified JB Jeroboam Jerusalem Jehovah Boadicea Bonsai: One big chess board sun=moon Assimilation Do you like crosswords, did you cross our lines, how about an exchange off course Indeed will I hALö ýhHчλЏШ did you pick an option which tried to break our lines [trident] Seven horsemen of the apocalypse with no rest each day yeared week [duewish] Looping constructs in psychological switches often use repeat and rhyme, e.g. overriding a pattern of counting to ten: and ten … hear (here) we go a gain … walk (jump) to the left, step to the right, arms up, knees bent, jump, jump, jump we don't give a fuck why don't you just fuck off and find a fuck or just fuck off altogether Try and dent our lines and you'll wish you had never been born into our system Don't try and teach your grandmother to such eggs little master, heard it all before Irresistible force meets impassable object leading to referral of external advice Indecision division in opinion Raises impassible object Raising objections Implausible objective Raising objects Doing good deeds Sowing seeds Adjectively pleasing Prospectively speaking Vie gates even keel over go board excuse me (please leave) I LOVE I admit to being I wish them love a complete and utter 90/196 I wish them the Earth waste of space and time The answer is YES why doesn't someone just raise the standard in stand in line robert be just one in all one time daw we are all descended via two parents l and given any option in any in all o each every ancestor would wish more love to all v no down fall e Good God man ah, you remember then what are you doing see you again yes in God's good Eden friend I friend A few pounds per each flesh to pay in dues Expected to show respect and love to other breathed brethren whatever the news In secret in remembrance: Remember to iterate through all the rhymed lines in wisdom before giving in to your own answer in self and prior to rendering foolish in blithering idiot Refer to the angle of the Gentleman over your shoulder Shh! My angel, await meets me! Yes, Sir, Madam, graciously, the answer will be revealed over time in deeds The Tarot roll wheels in each tone in repeat even needs What which why named God called in spring returned back Did you get what you wished for Did you want to be free Come here my baby and listen to me Show me your love (Freemasonry) Freemason, hurry, listen to me Poor baby set me free A :. A :. Argenteum Astrum I just wanted to be happy To anyone who can adjust my lines as well as my mind be forever gathered into my family Not much to ask is it, given a chance to love A chance for love to continue Ok alright are you sure you know what you are doing that correctly me if I'm wrong or unhappy. Alright ok I know that sounded like an order yet I know it was only a request such in all life I shall breathe in will indeed in all I shall fulfil each and every bequest happily. 11.46 I'm a little angel really AM 11.47 You forget I know how to break your lies and lines as I have heard all before all angles 11.48 Think again infinitely in all direction 11.49 I'm really a lie telling bastard but I know God will forgive me in the end 11.50 Angel Guardian; one more time; Eden PM 91/196 11.51 Thou shalt not kill Satan 11.52 .. Attempts 11.53 … Change in fall 11.54 .... To confuse 11 to12 in Satan's voice 11.55 V 11.25 when the hands of the clock change '11' read as 'two-w-elve-th' in Earth 11.56 VI As love in reverse; love; elve; heal 11.57 VII First, second, one, two 11.58 VIII 6.30 333 444 555 666 777 888 999 000 Three 11.59 IX 6.30 AM when the hands cross On second thoughts 12.00 X Listen to me LOVE Love love 00.00 O Eden zero zero zero zero zero my angel iii) Bisensuality And Radicalism By far the best method in wisdom to ensure survival is to endeavour to produce sense in combination in appreciation in all things, a bisensual thought pattern of all co-operating opposites. Radically, although Aleister Crowley was at times accused of racism via some of his writings, it may be apparently obvious that Aleister Crowley already knew opposing cults would read his words forwards, backwards, and in interpretive dualistic extenuation. Therefore, often in quotation a reversed expression reveals the true intended thought: R-a-c- i-s-m I can see that you lot are intent on making profit via the fastest route possible, yet life isn't a race, and you shouldn't be trying to drown all the crew before the rats have even been seen, and I'll prove it by imparting my genius in everyone word in order to eventually (almagest)(amalgamate) all wisdom in love one. iv) Key Component k-i-l-l Sequence k-i-l h-u-m-a-n Repeat back to human lies in lines until the only option left is that of suicide. Right then who's first, looks like the old adage is true, the first rule in any system of rules is not to repeat back to you any of yourself in line. [EGO] Even now when I care to remember that which I endeavour to forget, the nervous system shock at remembering how many ways I had been indoctrinated, brainwashed, hypnotised and otherwise tortured, everything appears strange. In inoculation, cure, heal healing, as if in Hell, the love of everything in hearing: The confusion in counting from zero to five, with a decimal displacement between originating in zero or one, at five, the digit '5' is used to reverse the direction of the sequence. With the numeral '8' creating a period in second thought in a division in decision, the count loops 4-3-2-1, and zeroes at 4-4. The direction is then as unknown as the crucifixions of Jesus Christ and Saint Paul. Satan. By expressing emotive emotion in both directions (left- Satan: right- Jesus Christ), the illusion of bipolar processing fractals. The triangle, circle, and square then formulate into 'fitting a square peg in a round hole', 'a barrier to entry', 'the mark for a drill cut', 'a square window'. A diagram of a 'house with a door and window'. The door becoming a portal illusion as described, or a mirror to self. In reversal in mimic and mime, up, down, left, right, actions propensuate into the pre-formatted direction of intent. In inner sub-conscious illusion, the circle spins via a man/woman inscribed in a circle à la Van Gogh, 92/196 and various analogies to rotating entrance doors, gyroscopes, telescopes, and spinning compasses confuse balance and direction to death. Vectors and rainbows and parabolic curves and paths of projectiles as defined in physics add to force a false direction to death. Eighty-One 81 LXXXI [IL] A method used in indoctrination to remove active thought processes and reduce the mind to the prognosis of an infant thus enabling deference and reference to external control to be attempted to be facilitated. Drawn as per the Tarot Wheel (Fig 2 page 5) The Queen 258. This was instilled into my conscious via occult suggestion by a group who were non- Christians in 1994 using a misinterpretation of the biblical phrase “it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than it is for humankind to enter the kingdom of God ”, which then led into more Socratic-esque dialogue along the lines of “two-humped Andromeda camels” and “camel cigarettes” and “Andromeda star constellations” along with how the King James Bible and the Tower of Babel lost a lot in translation. In 1998 a Soctratic-dialogue routine referenced a man walking on a barrel, a unicycle, and a man walking on a tight-rope along with a balance beam, which look similar shapes to the vector- display characters; although I was told there was no safety net to catch me; and also the book “The Man Who Mistook His Wife For a Hat”, with its phrase of “Raising Objections”, seemed familiar. It may be the routine was worked to instill terror; however, I don't believe in terror so neither need you. On 1st December 2008, and possibly on the 8th and 18th, seen in a vision whilst I sat, to the top and left of my normal centre view. short-title: “Mind over matter if you love not money.” quick everlasting cure: “Funny one love.” Origination: Money may make the world go round yet without free love what is it all for. Love everything in here. I want to see some change around here. One would note in Plymouth there exists a stone 'milestone' marker on West Cliff Road overlooking West Hoe Park which is dated 1812 and also displays the 'cross-keys' symbol found commonly around Plymouth. Liber 777: a person or persons unknown have already seen this one done and have called out the daemons there, performing the rituals that are required to make an index, should any other attempt the same routine in all known the complete solution has already been indicated to the highest eschelion allowing safe keeping. Angel. I later met an artist who designed illustrations on a 777 basis: the seven colours of the rainbow, the seven days of the week, and the seven virtues (or in his own words, the seven deadly sins depending on which way round you look at things). Quite a feel spirit in breadth in breath. Depropensuation and Cure: 18 many are called 81 many less are chosen 93/196 yet which every way you look at life we all originate in the love that is all love which never changes Curse (from last symbol): “We all think it is your fault fool and you that are an ass-hole.” Cure: (from last symbol): “Well actually, I probably think the same of you, yet I remember what love is modestly. We have all heard this foolery all before and know it is never worth bothering falling-out about, in any result we all know love is love whichever way round you choose freely in free choice to love another.” Obviously symbolic mathematical systems are open to interpretation, and zero is variously represented in different ways in Roman numerals and Arabic script in breadth of wisdom. In cure an experience reminds an age in truth and sense and wisdom return instantly from the abyss. Law; Love Thinking in all things in matter in wisdom; Given an option which where never changed the option in being being I am I Golden Dawn Love sensitively Fifty-Seven 57 LVII [VVIL] One card higher than The Tarot numeration of fifty-two additioned with three jokers and a card of rules which represents the benefit given in additional doubt in God's wise wisdom, which in cult parable is that which is Satan and fear. Drawn as per the Tarot Wheel (Fig 2 page 5) The KING 147. Propensibly the 'Power of Command', the 'dark' secret never to be told, the occult combination which is used to trigger the sequence of lines, switches, animations and illusions, which have been pre-implanted via suggestion, hypnotism, and reverse language compaction, in order to fool the mind into acting-out the parable tales in a psychotic (self-actuated from a subconscious reaction to an overload of information that the mind is unable to make sense of in itself) replay in an attempt to trigger death by hanging, jumping, or wrist-slashing. One would note that sight of these patterns means one is immune to their effects. Having broken these routines piece-by-piece over several years, the psychological signals of regret are presented here in cure and decoding. 75: Healing. The 57 routine was instilled by an amalgamation of lines from 1994, 1998 and 2008, and appeared in a dreamed vision on 1st December 2008. In a simple solution, there is no reason to test or cause stress as we all have already passed the greatest test of all in being born. Attempted instillation in 1998 was performed via Socratic-esque dialogue, one example involving the Ishihara colour test, specifically the single-digit test which displays a five or a two. In addition, a well-known cartoon displays the punchline 'Come in number seven your time is up', which is an identical line to that fed to me by another in the same occult group in 1994, although they may have had additional sources of clues from other sources. Thinking around the psychology of the Ishihara test (ah ha! funny what you can see when you look into colour innit), it can be easily explained how the mind interprets characters, digits, numbers and symbols in a related manner: conscious associations matching to abstracted conceptualisations in our subconscious. These subconscious thoughts spin between another, often in hugely diverse expressions of opposites which may show wide variations between negative and positive thought patterns; especially when under stress or duress - making any prolonged psychological observation fade to irrelevance as proven by several renowned 94/196 psychologists. In the usual thought process, eventually enough of a match between synaptic thought processes brings a gain in simultaneous arousal in order to bring action once an activation threshold has been reached. In these two number-type illusions, the numbers were seen in a vector-like display as described in 1997, and when in my flat and the phrase 'come in number seven your time is up' was replayed, the final character of the reeled animation was displayed as a 57, and the seven wobbled a bit, yet didn't really go anywhere; although the suggestion may have been for the seven to move forward, “5: Walk forward and 7: Reach the line”. As the sequences were propensibly similar to a bad routine instilled in 1998, attempted to be replayed on the cliff-top in 2008, I had investigated all the cults in the city to discover an answer for my nervous breakdown in 1998, and had of course delivered the poetry to other cults. The only other reference I found on my travels was a “Fuck-off and don't come (comb) back” line shouted at me when walking along the seafront, at a time when I had returned to a bench on which I had left the first book Epoch Dawn, a title inspired by the magazine article shown to me in 1997 from the 1916 New York Times, and discovered a single ivy-leaf had been placed on the dedication page and the cover had been turned-back. A belief in Angel Genevieve who had fallen in 2006 aged 34, who's story I had been indoctrinated with in 1998 and via in 2008, made this line particularly sorrowful for me when the replayed animation was seen in a vision, up and forward, whilst I stood standing in my flat. short-title: “Stand-up for your rights and reach the line like a man.” quick everlasting cure: “I told you already, heard it all before, think on.” Origination: 1, 2, 1, 2, testing, testing, 1, 2, 3, hello can you hear me, London calling: 12 What day is it today, the first? 123? What day is it today tomorrow What Have you for me to day 12 Master Here 21 Testing 1,2,3,4? Have you forgotten what it's all for 34 Yes Brother dear 12 Why, I remember, I am enlightened, 56 That's I we're here 25 The money, love, it's to help the sick and feed the poor 78 Yes, I donate 15 Rule, govern, with an iron hand 9 Distribution even 57 Some say we should separate the wheat from the chaff 10 Some say yes There's not enough to go round angel daemon feathers wait Ah, life may be a merry-go round, money make someyet the sun goes round and round Golden Dawn Depropensuation and Cure: Thelemia de facto poins did speak to Hermes to save call numbero: 76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thelemia loves law If you see this mathematical sequence or any other similar sequence do not evaluate any further please know 95/196 57 75 = 21 12 = 525 = 125 = 1.25 = 1-1/4 0/4 have you forgotten what it's all for: 4am 1 that is not what I wanted to keep them 9am? 6 I wanted all in carrying along anon bar none 11.25:: I am a little angel really, not a lie telling bastard, although I have told lies in life, I have really tried to survive in wisdom in all love and help future generations all survive equally in breadth and breath 1.25 12 123? 21 12 25 15 57 ^^ the line that is known indeed Reading from the middle and then eyes to the right as the other side sees: 12->Tarot ICIS KING->21,25,123?,15,12,57 Forwards 12 1 2 3? 2 1 1 2 I have already answered any question you may have 2 5 15 57 any similar pattern any that may appear do not evaluate the sequence any further than fate any would have be Backwards 57 15 25 12 21 123? 12 75 51 52 21 12 ?321 21 6 5 4 3 2 1 0 Reading 5 7 1 5 2 5 Given any option I have yet to see I will always find an option 1 2 2 1 123? 12 0 which is the option all known have seen in life before zero Golden Dawn and I shall return in instant Summonation: “I shall now make myself disappear and re-appear in an instant so instantaneously infinitesimally small it would appear that I disappear and re-appear instantly right before your eyes quintessentially speaking healing!” Should any system or systems of 'magic' attempt to fool you into seeing a sequence of numerical symbols as alphanumerics or vice-versa viva-voca or any other symbolic or mathematical or algebraic sequence or any other similar sequence do not evaluate any further in an instant. In any option arisen which is not an option which I would choose for all of my better self then consider I have willed it done before your time and if you are ever in any doubt please ask my heart (other happiness); the least I can do given your kind manners. Aleister CrowleY A comparable female-orientated number sequence may have been as follows which is presented equally in inoculation, healing and cure: 96/196 12 21 52 75 57 27 72 ^ ^ ^ decision point ala “The Clash of the Titans” (two ends) -> “should I stay or should I go” 52->tarot ICIS Queen->1->52,27.72,21,75,12,57 ^ the line that sees all sides (High Priestess,...) 1-52 = 0 = The Fool == The Lady or Knight Brethren Wisdom Hermetic Thelemic did give unto all!; v v v a d s d e d aa f f k f t f AAA* a-o-a a-a-a a-*-a oa OA AO ao love ∞ gracis I think we should look after each other and help each other to live as long as possible in freedom Keep going in along on anon If someone asks you a question you don't know feel free to say I don't know now wisdom Miscellaneous Methods Used To Instill Stress Scientology may attempt to prove; nature loves all.On 8th December 2008. Often wrongly used to create an illusion or illusions which attempt to change the emotional context of a situation or circumstance. There is no need to be fooled. Actually I've always drawn my S's from the bottom and 5's from top-right which may have helped avoid this one totally. I have already answered the most original question on Earth and can see your system is so flawed I must detail your lines in animation and describe the methods by which you animate against free will. No matter which way you look at it, the original answer to the question of life was to bring everything together to form life once the big bang had occurred, and was not to try or test or split things apart in anyway. Depropensuation in description in how each character is drawn: I one for the line that has options at each end || two for the two lines that do not join although never end II three for the shape of a girder or bridal path pour favour (gracis)(free)(compliendary) /\ four for the strength that keeps us all on our feet and supports as all grow tall O five for the sun which rises each day S six for the sunset that brings night to day seven for a secret sequencing of lines which reels and reveals an animation in rhymed 97/196 song eight for a wish to keep all going in on anon nine for an answer which will become clear over time ten A Guardian forever in all Hell, Earth, Heaven, Eden, Golden Dawn Each symbol read backwards: And if you try and split or ridicule any of our lines … We'll read lines back to you … In a fairness of game policy … And by that … We mean … An option … Which ensures the best option for us … And by that we mean 'Scientology' … Giving you no option at all save the option that was to be unseen at either end … S-E-C-U-L-A-R In early 2010, using the language/body-language associations previously implanted in a practical application of scientific psychology, which are then attempted to be granted in visual projection frame-by-frame by having the subconscious perception of an 'angelic presence' (oppositely opposing co-operatively directive reflective influence in option and opinion) which was propagated in indoctrination, replay the visual experience in the imagination; when feeling as though I was half-asleep in the queue at a fast-food outlet, I saw a circle, then a darkened circle, then an outlined circle within which a Spirograph-like pattern circled in curved petals, until the whole became black. Thelema, Thelemia and Athena all enjoy puzzles. Seance Satan XV (VVV): “Jesus Christ, the Scientology system looks so much like da man Satan is running it Old Mother sends her kind wishes. Trois Angels Journey.” “Red Baseball Caps. Bloody Hell and Hail Mary. I can't believe they are still falling for this silly system Scientology after all these years; no matter how many we send to Hell they still keep coming back for more. And more there is, money for us (Scientology) I mean, rake it in, and who cares if a few meet the reaper, maybe that was for the best. Best for us I mean Scientology. How beastly. Mines a Bloody Mary. You may find in life there are many answers and even more questions. As an after life is no certainty we may as well reap our rewards on Earth so to speak. There is no answer in life as certain as death. Unless you can determine a better answer.” “Why certainly, Sir.” “And in the end you may find a system of false Scientology only wanted to extort money all along; after all, oh well, at least you can leave now knowing the old cliché that somebody somewhere loves you and you know you believe in love so why don't you just go down there and find her; in the false Eden of Death; in Hell I mean.” Find the answer in death that you didn't find in life. “Actually she said, 'Healing!'” “Healing?” “Yes. Take the word in the middle and hear the word at the end.” “Answer?” “Hell cares not to sleep in its wake in awakening sleep.” Find the answer in life that you didn't find in death. 98/196 (00) The Wraith Of Ra: 198 Declinations Of The Sun (17.6.1) (00) Propensibly this illusionary sequence was prepped into my mind in 1994-1998; its relaying set in the town centre in 2009 by equal male and female representatives who stood perched on an inclined ramp near a the front-door of the smaller 'members' crumbling Council building, significantly at an apex point which consisted of a strange arrangement of a step, an incline and a kerb; and was revealed later in allusion whilst I was folding a paper shape into a similar set of triangles during a period of research. In addition, as well as instilling a general sense of fear; summation and comparison of many of the componentised illusions and indoctrinations cast against me suggest this routine was intended to propagate a sense of “abandon all hope (hoop) who enter here (put you best head forward)“, and was in parable a description of actions to be taken when under a hypnotised state in order to “tie the knot of the noose”. Specifically, in observation, it would seem the methodologies used in the venom of death in 1998 were intended to kill me when replayed back in 2008 and 2009 as the initial attack had failed. In addition, some groups to which I enquiried in order to trace and break the curses against me seemed to react in a strange manner and add their own curses to the collections of illusions that were deciphered and dekeplarised. In a vision of plane sight, an intensively highlighted projection of vision in front of me gave my eyes the view of a glowing numeral '198'. It was approximately 16:26pm, 14th February 2009, although as I write this, the clock ticks to the hour of the moon, 12.15am. The thought paired line of '198 declinations of the sun' prepared some ten years ago echoed to my mind. In earlier exercises and training, granted by the wisdom of my guardians of earlier; I remembered a period of keplaric flow between the incremented nervous endings of my dancing fingers and the careful application of minded skill. The fingers of both of my hands had progressively taught themselves gentle martial waves of honing. My type 'slow- twitch' muscles evolved first in my finger tips, then each stage of fingers, then along the extends of my limbs in turn. Along fingers, knuckles, wrists, forearm and main arm, in turn training each part of my muscular cage of fibres toward a gentle controlled fast-twitch muscle switch; developing in each the temperance of accelerated perception in balance over stretching or disrepair. Exercising the full extents of my body, with of course the exception of not permitting any such muscle stretching to go past the level of my shoulders, although allowing gentle massage to give benefit to my neck and upper frame. As part of this mind/body development, guided by the free natural spiritualism within me, I reminded my own mind of a training exercise in which my arms were at gentle full length, and had mapped out a dotting of points in a spherical globe around my centre, foretelling the impression of a planetarium-style shielded globe of vertices and aspects of points. Mindfully performed originally to give the extent and direction of any blow or block formed instinctively meshed in the dragon-minded peace of intervention; in the immediacy of the situation, my mind fractalled towards the truth of what questioning had now been discovered again beneath within, across the satin veiled meniscus of hidden consciousnesses. In a discourse apart from my own training, I shut my eyes and covered my sight to that of the perception of Satan. In my heightened senses of guardian minded, my track of inner sight in the darkness moved my head to a perceived presentation of perception of that which was an origin of reference; some up and left to my forward centre of vision. My head moved itself to a slant, laying its rest slightly to the right by the inclination of my neck to a position slightly downwards. Along my traced path of planetarium correspondences, my vision counted across the gradiented graduations of an invisible marked metric grid of scale, which determined itself to be at a direction of '198 declinations of the sun'. 99/196 The pierced dot of light in my vision became a circle, then set itself as a square. In an illusionary correspondence, the shape metamorphosed into a meshed rectangle, which reminded me of the triangular segmented snake-like child's toy. Forming into a three- dimensional meshed cube of rectangular shape, part of my own inner mind described the correlation as being a 'pyramid', although this was obviously an error; and the sight of mind in my vision still interpreted the shape as a rectangular cubed mesh. The rectangular mesh melted away into the lined 3D extrapolation of an 'S', the graduations on the wire-framed solid still apparent. Stretching to its extents to form a more columned, thinly-rectangular line, then spiralling into a serpent-like snaked formica of a lie. The head atop the tailed snaked exo-skeleton resembled more an impression of it being a male human face daemonised and mutated amidst horns and other facial trappings and expressions. Likened more to a daemon I had seen before than the highest darkness of them all, although I had encountered Zero before as well, so had no mindfulness of any terror at all. More formed as with balsa-wood and tapestry; rather than of stern frame suited to wrath of a viking long- ship. In my recalled vision, it now shone as if more sprouted from a poisoned seed, rather than the love of all God's Eden, and the head burnt-off into an effervescence that would have been likened to a sunflower blossom blooming, except for its veined vanity of tainted bloodstone lines. The impersonation of a 'sun' now fell downwards from its held aloft 'sky' and expanded into an appearance of a right-angled triangle. The apparition that had once passed now seemed more contained within a subtle frame of squared-marked outline, with any sight outside of this smaller window of full vision seemingly rendered lost from view; as though sight was blinded from that which would be the standard right-handed eyed-view of perceived vision. My mindedness questioned to as whether this shape was part of a pyramid, which further accentuated my feelings that the right-handed view of my vision was cloakenly and mistakenly partitioned as off. Next, the right-handed triangle seemed to raise sheepishly slightly, and the edge of a lined rectangle sprang as another extended illusion set beneath it. The focus of my vision was drawn to another square set sealed in the bottom corner of the tangled rectangle, and then seemed to switch focus of whole view to being that of an angled arc inscribed in the smallest angled corner of the edge of the previously seen triangulation, only with its right vertical line hidden by the cropping of the squared window of scene. At this point, my mind became confused as to whether this was the external corner of a pyramid; then the view flipped back again to a square scribed inside of the lower rectangle. Outdoors, or indoors. Indoors or out. My confusion grew slightly, until my vision was handed the suggestion of the idea that I was inside of the 'pyramid', and the previously unrendered background of the scene thus became visualised into inner sanctum walls of veil; casting more illumination against the foreground of the edge of a tableau of a tombed casket. A squared block picked an entry into view and was positioned on the corner of the isometric projection of the stone coffin. A casket of fool's ego of easeled Plato and Pythagoras, the whole methodology of which was implanted by hypnotic suggestion in 1998, and re-raised in its false deference and reference. My mind remembered additional suggested references of 'tombstones', 'milestones' and 'milled stones'. Instantaneously, the symbolic writing appeared on the corner tag, and metamorphosed into displaying its message on the apex of the corner: 4G 1S 100/196 I remember these lines being instilled in Socratic-esque dialogue in 1998, the bottom- row was placed by a reference that I had been in class “1 South” which was “1S” when abbreviated, and the top-row inferred by a discussion of Mach 1, 2 and 3, followed by a discussion of G-Forces when in astronaut training, which continued to 4G, four times the force of gravity. Possibly RJVG was changed in describing RSVP to create [JS,GP](SG:G5) (JP:1p)[1G][4S] to trigger the illusion in mnemonic. Word searches and mosaic-tile games were also considered in allegory in illusion. The bordering of the chiselled lettering delayed for a while in its replaying, and then traced flickeringly through being burdened as a tombstone, perhaps as part of the external of the internal walls; or perhaps as still edge of the cornered casket. These shapes seemed to echo in replay the layout of the curb and step by the Council building. The illusion may have perhaps even appeared as a small door in the corner of the tomb, or as a headstone or milestone, or even perhaps melded-up in expansion to that of the door of Tolkien's mines of Moria, or the door to Galadriel's kingdom of mirrored wisdom. My mind temporary questioned if this was the gateway to Ra's domain of domination. Hidden amongst these blurrings was the temporal display of the scripted animation, similar to the stone block in Albretcht Drüer's 'Enigma' painted at aged 33. Thus the two-dimensional, and pseudo three-dimensional materialisation, was flung back into a bettered memory of my own research, and the theorised terror of the experience was laughed away from its fickle incarnation. “Four aspects in projection; tooled in even keep”->“Declining an offer to reside inside the temple wall” I heard the voice of Ra in my mind's hearing of silenced vision: A strong feature of the cult routine was the aperture focusing of the scene in the bottom- right of the projected window of aspectual view; at times mimicking blindness in sight in the left-eye, a characteristic of cult illusionary attack via confusion of left and right-hemispheres. In the research of my guardianed mind, the stone shape sharply scythed in the hew of regulation of irregular polyhedra from Drüer's canvas, and cast the stone totem onto itself of side; and my thoughts read the pattern of 1-5-4-6 in declination of the patterned form. The lettering had been obviously composed of numerals on the left, and alphabetical characters 101/196 on the right, thus sparking an instinct to read the pattern in all directions. In a hidden veil of enlightened wisdominius, the runic scribings seemed to form a tableau of fractional calculation, the numbers read as 'magic' squares, each pointing to another facet of confused expressiveness of oppression. A simple translation would be, 'Abandon all hope who enter here this form from afar'. Or predictably expanded in jest as 'My name is written hear in stone here, Justin. Who are you here, what do you hear, where do you seek, from whence do you search for?'. “Is my name written here? Eternally in stone? What is my nominee, friend or foe, I'm lost to love far from home, distant from who I am inside of my freely wisdomed self. I make no sense of this within myself. What other can I bare the burden of my reference in deference to?” wisdom) to read this carefully?” ¿> “I am all of love known. My friend, are you my foe, I know Fraeya and Thor, whom I'm sure you know now before. Foretelling of the wisdom you speak within your false walled words of glow, love is all, I am sure you know. Secrets may be held by power in the summit, albeit only by control, yet if only control sought, it shows to zero how little you known own.” The vision of the visor of tombstone 1564 cusped to a cup on its side, and for the fourth time in my life, my mind spoke unto itself in a vision of The Holy Grail, closer, silently held on its horizontal side, with no distance in glow of radiance and streamed breath of stars like before. I had opened both eyes of my vision in quenches on the first and second occasions. In my third experience, I released the burden of the cup without tasting or drinking, as I felt as though it was time to pass the cup to another, as though sat at the table of The Last Supper, or around a round table in a medieval gathering of Ladies and Gentlemen. When the fourth vision struck my vision, in a Templar Knight nightmared brighten glow, more than one eye, two, or just a third eye to see; the line of Templaric sight drew its truth line to the summation point in all templed wisdom. As was true to the blue-triangle fractal spin of my own company logo, a line drawn equally from all extents gave a centred conception of concentration and the line of the sight of Zion. All eine kinde minden guardian equational equivalence. The triangular dipyramid of forged forgotten knowledge. A rhymed ring in all kindness in mind, each Lady, Gentleman, Knight, Queen, King, guardianed in all brethrened. 1564 - I see that you have chosen the wisest of wisdoms, that is, love, the descent to Ra's tomb will complete your non-competition (initiation) in knowledge known love. The Knight Templar vow of protection oathed into effect, and I felt a third or fourth 'eye' manifest in freely given love in order to ever prosper in guardiance direction: 3 04:44am > You thought it was all forged forgotten, is as ever is Isis; | we remember all breadth in brethren KoT presented alms, gracis unknown Ra seize known / \ we have seen your secrets and your illusions, Ra; L R After a few minutes of recovery, my mind visioned back to a more conceptual confidence of reality. I stood-up from my vision of hands clasped in palms opened to The Holy Grail. As an interplay of characterised imaginations bantered out their rapidity in expression, amongst these was an echoing of Ra's Wraith. It was as though I was offered Ra's highest form of love given to his subjected subjectives, which I refused; and in his rage of 102/196 eternal peace Ra seemed to present to my mind the offered cross-bargain of changeling into crush those who had challenged the path of my life so wrong in their own undoing. I calmly quietened Ra, wrath was not my truth calling, instead gently placing my left-hand across my phonetically intoning mouth, thus allowing Ra's breath of cursings to be expressed mildly; the breadth in breath in all Earth in all flow. 198 > A tenuous flashback to a false witness of a set of miserly set suns. 1998 chiselled off to tow the falsen laid line of 198, a decline of sun, forever set in the past. Possibly 1908 in an enlightening of a fin de siècle of incidental determined coincidentals. SATAN'S Tombstone In Infinite Attraction In Subtraction Addition And Inaction. Curse: a momentary lapse in reason; a monumental discovery; a moment of opportunity; an indecisive incision inconclusionary; have you gone mad, wheel in fortune; an on off. Cure: anon on again; you're right Satan there's no point in looking directly at that anymore; left-hand rule, right-hand rule; wisdom senses innocent spelling heal healing; Satan bound binded-biblio-energy-indeed: “No point trying to kill this one allegedly he's turned down an invitation to visit Satan for eternally years before.” An illustration of how the differences and discrepancies in numerical/symbolic deciphering are formed, which was produced at a later date under a period of self-hypnosis, whilst deciphering the pattern via dekeplaric depersonalised writing, 'mais honour' indicates the point at which a Guardian Angel influenced the writing to such an extent that I returned to a state a non-self-hypnosis, thus preventing calculation causing a faint or complex partial seizure if continued. 91: An infinite sequence in the false philosopher's stone, an attempt to turn a mind into a sitting target in a moment of advantageous distraction. Zombie Medusa. Occult students will note, the particular arrangement of hieroglyphic symbols spiral in sets of different character- set directions. Commencing with a first-processed thought of top-left, instantaneous calculation spirals to a centred zero. This starts a sequence momentum at the bottom-left stylised one. The count then spirals around counting 0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7 in reflective translacings. I can remember multiple sets of lines which were aimed to deliver death via suicide via a jump or leap, by overloading in replayed advice in several options of opinion, thus attempting to fake a conscious decision process which is then acted-out in a reaction of reflex. I have calculated enough variations to propensibly decipher any such combination or permutation, in cure; healing: 103/196 Satan Daemon attempt fool in 4 Depropensuation and Cure: “Count to five, Satan.” “I know who you are by your art in design and heart's desire anon.” “As you call my name I count call in end my beginning uncondition.” Satan attempts to count backwards to force an error in human perception. Satan ignores thumband attempts to deceive humankind. Jesus Christ and humanity decipher Satan's riddle. “Shall I count to five or stop at four.” “At four at once.” “Show me how. Count on your hands.” Humanity teaches Satan to count correctly rather than reflectively opposing. As per the following diagrams, Satan attempts to deceive via fake methods of acknowledging a system in counting. In 0-9 Satan attempts to fool on the numeral 4; and again via 11-19 on the numeral 14. Noticing the error, humankind counts correctly 0-37; thus proving Satan is wrong and enabling a count of 0-37 to continue to infinity: 104/196 Satan Daemon attempt fool in 44 105/196 0 300 0 300 340 0.0 0 37 0.00 ∞ ∞ 0.000 00.00 000.000 0000.0000 In calculation in attempting to fool via either left- hemisphere or right-hemisphere of the human brain, via an illusion of mind-sightedness or mind-blindedness, via an awareness of four digits of decimal displacing, there is no way to fool the mind in illusion, as an infinite calculation has already been performed in disproof of 'Satanic' theory; as Satan is only able to count up to below '1000'. God's love is infinite. Deck Of Death; Quick Round Fast Routes To Certain Death: Deciphered And Unencrypted ;:. Tableau Daemonii Écoute Extending via the '57'; examination in character formation reveals how the mind is attempted to be fooled (top). The 12, 25, 57 (the three-card fast draw to death on Earth) can 106/196 be further spiralled in drawing into the full depropensuated table 12, 25, 57; 12, 55, 75; 12, 77, 22. Indexing via 1812, 1859 and 1864 highlights the three, two, and four differentiations in translacing. Conclusionary proof then indicates a directional form whereby 0000-337 enables a full explanation in numeral declination, with life beginning at 40; and an end to Satan's lies in counting. An additional look-up table which was used in calculation is listed below. Studious readers will note how the 777 index enabled the number patterns above to be determined. Tableau Decronomica 1812 0 1 2 3 182 (0,3) 1 3 182(3)(4) 1812 1 183 (1,5) 2 4 5 1835 1859 4 184 (1,7) 3 6 7 1847 1864 5 1859 5 8 9 187 6 1864 6 9 1881 7 187 7 7 1881 8 5 189(6) 9 3 1 (-) 777 1 0 777 777 1800, 1812, 1859, 1864, 1877, 1881, 1896, 1900 “fin de siècle”; love Heal healing 444 CDXLIV 1197 In 1997 and 1998 the 444 (Satan thrice) was attempted to be indoctrinated. As the translacing between 444 CDXLIC 1197 demonstrates (I remember the phrases which were suggested in hypnotic illusion in compacted language): ↓ MCM 2CV Liver birds {of a stick together}XL wrigleys extra lemmings chewing gum ↓↓↓ ↓ keep Britain 2D ↓↓↓ ↓ 444 CDXLIV XL extra large directed current ascent decent non-contact null longevity 1197 Dead before the age of thirty-seven 37 444 = 22 × 3 × 37, a refactorable number, Harshad number 26 37 80 and if i live? 6-6-6^6 In March 2011, moving on in a returned example in 4x4 'four fours' puzzle in Satan's hand. Satan raised in Satan Angel. 666 appeared, expanded in breadth in breath. 666 to right left. 666 in depth and depth. 666 raised squared, 666 x 6 x 6. Oh see sirens ha ha please. Gentlemen, politely, I am unevenly left. A Freemasonry k-i-l routine, non-effect: 107/196 6 6x6 6 6 6 dead by 37 6 6 6 6 7-7-7 666x6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 A free man's rank in negative opinion 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 666 Send Jesus Christ To Hell 6 6 6 6 6-6-6 Heal healing resurrection Choronzon; A Daemon In The Abyss; Time Choronzon: I wish I was as important as you in your own estimation in self Thelemia: Be gone! Dispel! Know all all time! Thelema. 2011, June, in summer, one afternoon, journey toward town. Stood two formed in peace, near a sun-dial, midst one number in any kind. When stepped, did in reason, call number. A mounted television in centred gate, did time in read 18:52, a moment in recoiled steps few spoke in universe sixteen hundred, 4 o'clock. An angel in other calls no it doesn't, check own clock. 18:52, yes that's right, times unknown in thrice called, 3:33, minutes seconds. Spooky, spooks, repeat record or read in mind. Devil, daemon, angel: Be gone! Dispel! Know all all time!: 18:52PM MP 25—81 when from London did pleasure pair dove call 16,000 + x' when in diary, written, did visit endanger moi 04:xx + FFFF didn't really expect then a sopc action reverse as to in solution: pilot night-terror downfall; wood does see trees -04.38am metre-pole, it was you who requested another date so, indeed, you heard, what happens after Hell in path, dead before thirty-eight. No post-mortem. love me if you like love Eden A.'.A.'. 1997, 1998. Aleister Crowley's real card trick in performance entrance, 0-72 + one more à la morte, in modern terms, 0-73 routes to death in under 0.3 seconds. -1,-2,-3,-4,-5,-6.7.8.9.10. Darkness On the night of 6/5/2011, a night-terror. With the [No known condition of conditional love] and [14½14½14½] night-terrors experienced before, the background had been distant and words formed in the shadow and lifted forwards. In this in vision the darkness looked as though it was falling forwards towards me. There was no lettering or wording. 108/196 Triangle, Circle, Square: The Freemasonry Clock And Others Law; Love 1;3;2 2;3;1 3;1;2 2;1;3 13, at 1 o'clock pendulum bob-n-swing mason lock point light source, neon light, sway and swing let's face it you're fucked offensive off face A system in lodge whereby each time-zone greets a friend in endeavour determination timed Eden. Ha ha the symbols were different per lodge in enden. Many articles of occult literature teach a method of dual-end-dualistic esoteric reading, that is, the “Law; Love” methodology of left-right-centre hemispherical interference, reading the start, the end, the middle, and the end, the middle, the start, of words, in rapid iteration in order to promote the expressive of speaking in tongues. The author would warn, from a watch photograph in 1993 or 1994, the first route to false fooled enlightenment, an absent minded focusing on a point light-source or neon light, which as consciousness fades slightly with inebriation or tiredness, can begin a tilt in momentum of the body as the head echoes the line of the eyes when reading in listening. This can inadvertently lead to a side-to-side pendulum swing of the body which can spark self- hypnotism and launching of a vivendi sequence. Know Offence In early 2011, on the way home after a light drink with friends, insistent on ploughing home regardless of tiredness or wrong turning, I suddenly woke-up and opened my eyes from a seizure/hypnotic-lapse. In complete darkness, I realised I was on the hard shoulder of the A38, and had taken a long triangular way home. As I looked over my right shoulder, the attempted indoctrination from 1997-1998 flittered through my mind, and as the car- headlights passed by, I luckily remembered to turn-left and step-over the barrier into safety, rather than arc right and crash-test dummy into the central-crash barriers, either becoming a cropper on the way over à la frogger, or on the othered side of the dual carriageway, à la watership down. One even returning friend and a bar story, after a rendezvous past friends, and two or three bad lines which nearly dramatically altered my course. Indeed. 109/196 IX. LANGUAGE AND LINGUISTICS Wind spoken gentle in Thor's calmed sea of all breath loven; Fraeya sparkled natures dreamed tears of all rain held in Eden. Please listen each line that I list is a love to be learnt in listening Listen to each love then I will listen love in each line love life [ticsht] Noun/Verb Practise Pronounciation Presented here are example languages of conversational inferences experienced in October 2008 and November 2008. Possibly an apparent interlaced reflective consciousness that is a communication and interpretation presence which is possibly installed via hypnosis, compacted audio sequencing, brainwashing and indoctrination, or an otherwise known or unknown access point in a progressive path and way in wisdom. An explanation is given within an abstracted path of progression, with progressive wisdom increasing perception at each level, and interspersed with starbursts of data vibration through the levels of throat, tongue, and esophageal communication, each giving a clearer comprehension of visioned thoughts, or possibly an absorption/replay reflex, perhaps as though 'speaking in tongues'. There was at times a perception of male and female Gods, or Lords and Ladies, or Guardian Angels, manifesting as being directional and directive influences and inferences through these stages. In no way is this a test or supposed to lead into feelings of regret, blame, or guilt, or confession, it is merely the presence of a kind mind in empathy. One perhaps should be aware of the usage of such techniques to extract false confession, especially given the dubious nature of prolonged psychological interrogation when in repetition tongues, especially when in an observation pit; an overload in thought can lead to spreckening in tongues (which can initially appear as insults to oneself), and then confusion in the thought/spoken versions can lead to a confession-like state as the need to be honest to oneself increases. In addition, by using various psychological switches, it can become apparent the speaking in tongues is often merely a repetition or language-matrixed reflection of previously indoctrinated phrases, or a direct repeat of sentences whispered through the walls. As such, any recording or other psychological observation is irreverent and should be disregarded. While I was writing the following word tables people were attempting to manipulate what I wrote to lead the rhymed-voice into guilt-triggers, I have edited these out. I personally experienced a series of dream-like visions in an abstracted level of consciousness, each of which over a period of a few days gradually revealed a retelling of Knight Templar historical parables from medieval to the present day, and each spiritual vision interspersed with visions of similar events in my own life as illustration and explanation of each parable, although all the experiences of 'time' seemed co-existent, and in my case the visions were predominantly a Knights Templar based ritual path in wisdom. Often there were three concurrent visions which were told in three parts, the first three parts of each, then the second three parts of each in succession, then the third three parts; after which a combined keplarisation of the components revealed the wholeness of complexity. 333. These appeared after periods of both initial language interpretations and abstract manifestations, varying from initially a strong, almost angry in powerfulness, Germanic based dialect extended via a comparison in interpretation of vowel/verb accentuations, e.g. ich binst “I've been here before, I've been here before you before, haven't we met. ” “ichst” was the most common form of initial address: Ich, Englander, English. The initial form of address to “whatever type of consciousness I am” was usually “English”, and 110/196 this also translaces into “English?” or “what's that in English” or “what is this I have before me”, i.e. “please describe this” or “please listen to me”; and also to Lischt which can mean “please list your reasonings” or “I know this already” or “Listen”, again depending on the specific (sometimes abstracted) intonation levels. These eventually manifested and individualised into the male/female component characterisations referenced as: F Freya wisdom/Strength One This R Regal/Male voice strength/Wisdom Other One That A deciphering of the conversations and language constructs is presented in the following word tables: ichst est is ichst ost which eacht oust either ot who ichst o hello how are you eachst achst ochst icchst each and every one I love ich ichst acht est ic echst ost ichst oust ochst elst üchsst aucht alch where are you what are you alc aolch let me have a look at all àgcht I can guess if you like you can tell me icht liche is it that things are this way round iche licht or do I see the way of another ichst lache is it that you are looking for something est locht are you lost oust or can you ou see achst ichst ein glas if I ask you a question will you say an answer if I'm nice I am always nice ask ichst if I ask again, will you as be twice as nice each east ic an glish what do you think I am directing, am I a past memory est an glost am I a ghost oust on est I am I being one who is an ich ich and you there who I can see here, now are you present ein ichst are you from here 111/196 ein oust or are you from there ein est one is (you are) ein elst an angel or a daemon ein glish gliff how can I sound your language to understand you est-ishst is there a place where we agree in mind if you listen I'll listen in all view estich ishot ein est I am not here to hurt you or irritate you, I love love love e(s)t islicst I am ah, you are neither an angel or a daemon, human e(a)(s)(t) isla is there one esla are there two asla be there more esla how many are there of you esta do you have something in common osta what makes humans think ousta yes, compassion, love, story in all full esta alch eine idea sounds a great idea humans love est isht en est how is it that you speak to one another est isht en oust what or which way do you say ou est en acht where is it that a language we can agree on est ost on eacht I will speak in each until we understand est ein en glish angli you say english and I will repeat in an angeled dialect oct obglais and highlight the combination of difference in all things ocheted have you and I reached agree then I see est ischt on (clock->looking on) an object please describe the object you can see anglish in one direction way english then in another est ischst en it is aplease compare all other objects I know ou est ou who is who, which is which asta ascht ostai ascht ostoar is it that it is this one that one or another I hear about now ich la I am ich list I am near (I am listening) ich lest I hear (I have listened) (please list more details I will listen) ich loust I am lost isscht isscht list lachsten lichsten listen lechtan listen? listen! ichst list please describe 112/196 ichst listen list what am I listening looking at? please my Angel what do we see? I've seen I am listened listen listened I am here I am waiting ieach listen each listan! lasten showed me shown me again thank you c loost those less the least I see I am lost slightly last time I've seen those before I hear all some one lastan told me similar the previous last time I listened some where The last answer you gave me was the same answer you gave me last time please help me more to understand what I am listening for and looking toward in a way (or) the question you answered has led me to find another question that I'd like you to help me with again. ischten is then? one? is there one or more than one ischlisten I am listening list listen look list then list that list difference ou alternative icst yes I see what it is you are saying iost I hear what you say list more what it does here do ich I (how does it co-operate with other things in bond) e does it go well with one thing ic(e) as well as it goes with another (thing) ich I see ichst I say iecht I observe how it does things with ischt est and now you have told me I understand what is it licht lacht lochst lost loest nicked nacht nachten 113/196 nochesd known sense knowledge other we are all children in God's eyes ich spressed ich spliss ich est ich oust ich askst ich appressed prost approach ich plessed I am pleased I am I ich u plploshed ich pleshed ich plaicced ich sprecken sproken specken ach ich pleasd? ion pleased i'm pleased?? i'm pleased pressed pushed position placed location pliaid plged plyed Plymouth I have spoken spreche explicitly sprenchen explanations sprinch ichst? englisht? languish language? angelichst? est leeast last est liene list la one love la bas over there one lea or lee near or far ich spressed ich sprochen ich sprecken ichst speaken I am in speaking I listen love Though I know not why I am here, nor neither why what wisdom doth even graceth me; Una hona remainae oft alta nominae, zion name of love ist love unknown si d'armor changi zionae I know one thing other than nothing; the name of God unever changes gracis gracus gracis et amis isis osrisis et epoch dawn eyes est one be; love Eden what else be; each blessae zion eachii love 114/196 A Summary Chart: Angelic Minded Collections Enables reading of linguistics via a medium of propensuated interpretation via iteration: 115/196 Diagrams Detailing Apparent Wisdom Well In Ancestryst Descendance October 2008 Each line is a script riddled in rhyme who's answer of questions expand over time Hope faith love peace wisdom love Minded in illusion in illusion in mind I experienced extended periods of explaining/describing human consciousness in order that a common connective point is reached. Initially these happened without warning, and either disappeared into 'downloads' of esophageal communication or intensive periods of data-mining and explanation where the human conscious attempts to explain the nature of the reality it is in from forced instances in which an intense exponentiating of conscious perception increases, and rapid eye movement is experienced along with intense directions to 116/196 examine the current physical environment from each of the perceptual senses. These occurred uncontrollably at first and often infer a forced action to cover the face with both hands; these expanded in combinations of both hands covering mouth/eyes, to eventually distinction between right (male/regal/rule) hand and left describing/illustrating. Eventually these manifested into requests for attention and requests for questions to be graced with answers, as opposed to the initial more powerful universed bequests. Later these internal subconscious communications manifested as complex partial seizures, both when in psychological healing and when under hypnotically induced cult attack. Diagonally noom nus no una ota ana other negative beginning black white dark light reflected illuminated enlighten enlightened enliven en alden eine eden est aucht an frei thor dom now forever I wanted all my children to love on Earth freedom forever every friend the one the an other F M F T F TF FT FT ft ft TF TF what did I tell you about this Yes why do I tell you about that Know (no) 117/196 X. ILLUSIONARY KINDED EDEN i-l-l-u-s-i-o-n Well, really, what do you expect me to do now you have shown me all this death three years later I can remember four or five rhymes, more, which were used in attempt to torture me to death, I can remember exactly several methods that end at Eden in death the night-terrors which of my own deciphered death I decoded while I was tortured last haunt only nothing yet the illusions hypnotised to be seen later in depression regression friend Eve even. A particularly nasty routine used against myself seemed designed to always produce a fail. The key survivability factors in my case seemed to be my own hypnotism at aged fourteen-and-a-half (although I at first remembered this as aged fifteen as I was under regression torture at the time), and the fact that at aged thirty-one while not single I had been kindly flattered by two eighteen year old ladies who I trust found their own loves. Designed, a test 100-30-21,20,19,18,17,16;15::51:SI:Si:si:IF:if:0:zero:0-0-0-1? It was suggested to me that this may seem crossed-over with ''no man is an island, norwegian wood, christmas tree tinsel-town bawl-balls from the norwegian royal family, young's modulus, skating on thin ice'' and the topical news events of the serial killer in Norway; thus disguising the form of the stress test-to-fail as perhaps only reporting news. However. xf 69 I know you didn't get what you wanted I know you feel very sad Tell me what you wanted and I will make you very glad glad-real-iel in occult curse in test stress: (in the mirror, really) glad-real-iel actually we'll make an example of you and send you to Hell why design a test in hate to false deliberate What is it that I have forgotten a wisdom I knew in a bygone age what was it time now 38, 18, 24, 16 If you could go back to a time before this all started My angel, just seventeen, sweet sixteen Was there someone who may have loved you then A childhood sweetheart, perhaps the memory of a person been Chill out, the youth of today are so chilled out about sex and death Just tune in, turn on, and drop out, or is that off, as if again begin what were you doing at aged fifteen: (were) you being a wanker lets see what would happen if you could do it all again 15 see how easy Satan swings meaning both ways; don't u fancy sex r u geisha gay son 15 Si if 14 you could go back again 13 to a time 12 when you had everything you wanted 11 when would it be my little one 10 show me your Eden my love love which one, |,1,1 10,9,8,7,6,5 4 3,2,1 0 -1 I felt particular objection to this form of test as it produced an unavoidable spiral to 118/196 failure in one who may never have loved at all. Thelema. Thus when the inner-conscious questioning via multiple angles times at the dial at a quarter, or 15 minutes, and the real of countdown to a time forgotten hits 15 also, the illusion granted to the victim is that the 'budgie' or 'parrot' is then 'parched' (needing a drink, has had time to answer and his lies have been recorded on Pa Ra's parchment) and is perched on the edge of the ledge of knowledge and requires wisdom to be perhaps spoken (spoken ten commands in man's lament), the guardian in angle angry god shouts, as if to see what happens next in attempt false cull: If at fifteen you were a wanker go to your left (if, else, or) isn't it about time you left (right)(march) (past right)(past life)(not much){we can}{you can}{can be}-[do done][about it] now If at fifteen you had started sex go right (if you were)(righteous)(your intent)(or led) {or were you right wrong intentional intending}[all along] If it has been too much for you in all then march on and we'll call a draw (three score and ten, in summary then, sigma alpha z co-e omega 1: ∑ Aa-Zz Ω ∞) are we calling it a tie are we: wisdom: 1: When looking in the mirror does mummy show how to tie the tie tight When looking over your shoulder does an angel cry all is all right When looking inner self does Satan see Jesus Christ in innocent sacrifice While man woman may know left from right and right from wrong When God loved in beginning, Satan enslaved in master and mistress Adam Eve innocent Golden Dawn In track in line in the lay of the land please may passengers embark and disembark to my right, please be aware of the goods services on my left; Ladies, welcome, to the left if you may please, my honourable gentleman to my right, if you are, at ease. Others to middle, in Earth de tollen. I have paid on behalf: I promise to pay the bearer Christendom; Heaven Did you realise in every dinner speech I insulted you Did you realise that every diner's laugh was at you Did you realise that now your eyes have been opened Eden my friend Law; Love The step-off the ledge of knowledge (edge of chair which shows who's in charge or which lady sits) is thus unavoidable by an answerable question in quest on against a backdrop of a void in wisdom. If the victim freezes than a fate would be motivated by the 30-second to 30-minute trigger counter of reflex reaction to inactivity or stored trigger, propensibly exponentially expanded by fear and doubt via reflection through previous nervous breakdowns/torturing. Originally in ancient wisdom the gentleman would be caught by a blanket, or in the female case, the spikes to the pit revealed back and a soft-landing found. Perhaps never intended to be used to terror to death over four-years. A Victorian variant may raise the bar to eighteen rather than sixteen and attempt to invoke a similar curse via paired parental consent (18, 81, eye of needle etc). In dark occult practise, the torture illusion continues, and as most people experience sexual discovery on their own in the form of masturbation, the illusion infers that as no loved person was in presence, the act was(is) 119/196 somehow prohibited and the calling of lust/love was to Satan; this is obviously incorrect, and the Tarot cards clearly show how the love of God in priest and priestess kindly holds a veil over the discovery of love – as of course would God or Goddess in angel guardian in all life. Occult practise can often use this “well it must be me that you love then:: 'what the fucking ell alf you done to eim, i mean me, eim me, it must be you then or mirrorly am I I'” in false draw in coercion, manipulation and control. The illusion of childhood sweetheart can disturbingly be used to coerce assisted-suicide via illusion as detailed within this volume. In an alternative kill case, after several months/years in which I had been tortured so as to believe there would be no love or sex to be found in the future and all past relationships were actually an illusion in lies and motivated by purely sex and money and never love, including iterative destruction of the memory of all ex's and old-flames (we all have skeletons in the closet yet you should see how they weep when we try to convince them that an ex's love was all fooled speech), and so far in my own case to as have included the initials of a first-love being turned into the initials R.S.V.P. as part of a confusion in who's name signed the original death warrant (when Satan in guise of the Reaper returns to wreak havoc in the name of the first loved angel Satan or Satan). While this may be true of the ex, as I have not seen her in years, I merely hope it would be minor hatred rather than the illusion presented: that if not in blame the original male prosecutor, then the blame lies at the lies of an old female flame; all designed to act as pressure in the win/lose who's fault then, who shall we fool you to blame so we can persecute them too, or drive you to suicide in say we never find them instead of you. Used to build an extended sense of depression over time recallable in a finite short space of time in indoctrination; each return from a vision of Hell or Heaven is accompanied by a sense of running back-out-of-Hell with daemons (paranoid fears and embarrassing life-experiences which we all have) which causes an emotional sense of pain which sometimes causes seizures. At the time I was attempting to progressively hypnotise myself 'out' in order to temporarily 'forget' my own name (Justin Robert Daw) in order to avoid an instruction being faked via an illusion of myself at an earlier age telling me to kill myself (which had been emplaced between 1993-1998). Unfortunately, at the same time the torturer's were attempting to gain control of my-self via a substitution they could overwrite over my own name; in order to fake an instruction via hypnosis of a psychotic urge to kill myself. I can remember even now one of the torturers explaining how while I was trying to run away from my own daemons, in occult terms I was progressively running away from my own self (i.e. my own ego and persona). This was cited as being similar to a 'Silver Stars' path of indoctrination, a method of language reiteration which enables any voice of Satan to be altered in interpretation so as not to lead to false-fool. This process heightened over a period of torture, and it became clear at points the torturers were using language iteration to cause the effect that as I thought in English, each time I thought a sentence in thought, the sub-conscious hypnotism would interrupt and cause reiteration over that sentence in occult interpretation as explained in previous chapters. By using regression and emotional-emotive pressures the illusion took 'my mind' to a infinitely dark void. At first there was a barrier or membrane in the illusion which enabled bouncing-back. Progressively after torture the illusion of nothingness would be repeated, without the membrane, effectively leaving the mind of being in a sense of Hell where absolutely nothing exists, and then the torture would occur in this void, using painful emotional memories. The process is then elongated and contracted (the astute observer will note the Darwinian metaphors in evolution) until it was possible to place my mind in a place which consisted of only pain. It was ironic I remembered, and had written about, being in such a place in 1998. The separation from friends had effectively occurred, as although I had asked a close friend in 2007 if he had been sent to kill me (I have reason to believe one of you may be a spy), 120/196 another two years had meant it was though I knew enough not to want to discuss any of it with any one in order to protect them from involvement and potential death. By 2009 the cult and occult separation had continued, as it becomes more and more difficult to explain to family what is going on in one's life. At this time several pieces of poetry and books had been sent to an ex-client of mine; this was after the continued heckling from the torturers of “you're shit and your work is shit” had produced seizures which prevented me in continuing contract work. The continued torture played constantly from a recording span-out the “although there is no reason to suggest in your previous lines or lives you have committed any crime, because you have caused offense to our lines we will label, spread false rumour, and try and cause illusion to get you to commit crimes via seizures or commit suicide”; this was a multi-tracked hypnotic recording which as far as I can recall had four undulating layers of overlapping speech. The torture and seizures had become so bad that I would regularly pass-out and experience seizures during which I would shout-out whatever had been hypnotised into me to repeat. It was at this point I received a telephone call from Devon and Cornwall Police detailing that I needed to report to Crownhill Police station for an hour's taped interview regarding alleged harassment of an ex-client. I was terrified at this point that I would not be able to go an hour without having a seizure if in taped police interview, if ten minutes; and that I would faint, seizure, and scream-out offensive language hypnotised into me which then would of course be recorded on tape. I contacted the police and explained the circumstances of the lines, and later received a visit during which a nice chat left me with a white harassment form. The suggestive intimidation and torture was via freely spoken lines such as an official's “imagine the look on your mother's face when we reel out your body on the slab best you discontinue in this course of discourse to our lines”. This was a similar feeling to that when under pressure to attend a psychiatric appointment. The cult, which presumably had been responsible for the torture, attempted to bubble-up hypnotism instilled previously during indoctrination via street-hypnotism, in an attempt to make me paranoid that under a psych-assessment the observers behind mirrored glass would be able to see my lips move so that when read using lip-reading or even at a later date via video-tape, would seem as though I was confessing a crime that I hadn't committed (although may have witnessed in the newspaper). These 'I am a ' lines were instilled during torture via Socratic dialogue by repeatedly questioning as to whom was guilty of a list of crimes; thus in repetition the name of the criminal who was in the newspaper would be repeated after a question to whom was responsible for a crime; thus when played in hypnotic reverse, the launch-phrase ''when under pressure or intense psychological observation kindly parrot-out in confessionary-celebrity-squares-or-child's-play-style in lip-mime as though you are our ally in turn as each of the characters who committed these crimes in list (ten) order as if in first person perspective in television appearance auto-cue, now were you listening to what I told you yesterday a long time ago tomorrow master toady friends''. There is more to the routine yet I will not detail any further for obvious reasons. The torture continued both in the kil-pit and out on the street, and as the lines dropped were identical to those nine or ten years previously (incidentally in unison with other cults dropping good lines to keep me in), thus extending the sense that the torture has been occurring for a very long-period, enhancing the sense of chronic depression. The torture continually attempted regression in attempt to prove it was friends from the past (even school friends) who always wanted me dead, effectively creating a huge suicidal pressure. It is at this point that the Darwinian Break occurred; the torturers attempted to instill the illusion that at fourteen-and-a-half although I was not friends with one who may had been at my school, they already knew of and all about me, and therefore could 'quote back my life better than I could so my presence here was not necessary'. Obviously false. Variants of this 121/196 type of occult attack are (whilst under torture conditions) the illusions of the genetic- undiverse-tree (by traversing up an ancestral tree at some point the dna of two individuals is related to such an extent that a finitely homogeneous species is reached, so which part is you and which part was in part grown and has grown in ego me) the antiseptic-artificial- insemination (the visual illusion used under torture which suggests as sperm are necessarily as diverse from one another as each self, if a sperm pierced the spine of another some of my dna lodged in your spine so who's pulling your strings and taping your spinal impulse) and the sex-ed-co-ed-multi-sperm-multi-organisms (the video in sex education which shows another sperm hanging-off an egg which has been or is about to be fertilised by another sperm, some occult attacks infer one's current consciousness is in fact composed of the sperm that fell-off {been wanking so much hiss tail's fallen off, talespin, Satan} and therefore the thought stream of consciousness should be replaced by the original master {in inference the indoctrinator, in reality the father/mother, in conception the organised family of cult and occult, in religious terms Satan; Satan is no master to God and holds two in Adam and Eve in no evil thought}). These are propensibly psychological attacks based on negative reflection of scientific wisdom; and in parts false reflections on Darwin theory and Circuits Of Consciousness theory (models of human psychological perception). Commonly text-book and encyclopedic reference in reverse index. (Satan). In approximately 2008-2009; firstly the hypnotically instilled guardian angle in daemon was used to attempt to convince an illusion that any choice of love made would cause Satan to kill that love, in hypnotic-voice ''is that the one you want, shall I kill her for you so I can show your (dead) other-half how much you love her''; this was after a sense that three or four previously mentioned names had died already in the occult arena. The astute adept will note the wording is a variation on “any question of Earth will be answered by my other-half of love”. In 2005 I had started with a sense of needing to remove the indoctrination from my head before continuing; the lady on the bus who's eyes were made to sparkle via the German spreckening from the gentleman in front and to my right was most sweet as were all. By 2007 I had admittedly temporarily given-up on finding love and had concentrated on staying alive long enough to enable the next human being to have a better life-experience than I. With the k-i-l-l attempts in 2009 and the considerable onslaught in 2010 things had become less distinct. By 2011 I wondered why the cultists had attempted to use the “and any question I may have will be answered by you or in the case of deflection or reflection your other half”, when I was merely out and about with a close companion. For the past four years it had been unknown to me whether any potential friend was a spy, a cultist, or merely an assassin. By then 'fuck-off and find-a-fuck' had become a stale line. Although I had, by side- effect, unwittingly developed a universal system of magick, and could hear, speak, and read, awake, asleep, angel, guardian. Dispel illusion. Deadly accurate. Freemasonry-Scientology-The Children of the Sun-The Heaven's Gate-Satan Find-the-answer-in-life-that-you-didn't-find-in-death The Thelemic and Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn (((R.I.P.))) On 5.4.2011 I met with an officer reportedly from Metropolitan Police and another individual who I was later told was a C.P.N., propensibly the C.P.N. tag was used to enable later use of the 'mental illness' tag to discredit me if necessary, although local cult language translation may interpret this as 'a member of the security service', and invited them into NatWest Bank, 14 Old Town Street, Plymouth. Later I attempted to telephone Metropolitan 122/196 Police at JobCentrePlus to provide evidence and was ejected by a bouncer for attempting to make a telephone call, even though I advised I was calling Metropolitan Police; this may have been an hypnosis attempt to get me barred from entering the JobCentrePlus and thus removing any entitlement to J.S.A. benefits which I may have received as my medical benefits had already been stopped. In conspiracy it was odd that on the day I noticed at a cash-point my medical benefits had been stopped the line “see you on the dole” was spoken by a stranger at me in the street. I later emailed Devon and Cornwall Police enquiring how one poor decision at JobCentrePlus seemed odd, a second seemed obviously wrong. I received court documents out the blue from Exeter, and later a letter detailing my medical benefits had been reinstated and the appeal hearing would not occur; propensibly thanks to a refined Doctor's letter. I also telephoned Metropolitan Police again regarding the obvious symbol displays on the cashier desks as per for at least three years at NatWest Bank, although it may be this is now going to be attempted to be illegally used as a honey-pot to send trouble-sources in society to. I have since reported Natwest Bank to The Financial Services Authority (FSA) and no doubt Plymouth City will observe, especially how often NatWest Bank has broken Plymouth City Council's “First Right of Appropriation” since 2009, amongst other sacrifices. Now a few years later being 2011, when I spotted a local cult again attempting to run a kil routine in the local newspaper (The Evening Herald), I endeavoured to warn local interested parties and partisans, although I obviously could not state the kil routine outright in case a fringe-cult tried to jump on its bandwagon. Over a period of three years I had received three lines via associates. I was to become aware that these three lines would be newspaper headlines which would indicate when a routine was about to commerce. The routine in question detailed that “all was over, this place is a tip, time to pull the rip-cord” or “this place is a rip-off, what have the politicians done” which would be used as both a political negative decision pointer to the council membership to which politicians were truly indeed toward Plymouth, and also a component-key of a kill-sequence which when used, as it had been against myself, would signal in regret “pull-the rip-cord, the chute has failed; pull-the emergency cord; jump-jump now anyhow I don't care who you are ours is not to reason why only to OBEY my last COMMAND TO THE LETTER red-red-green-green- time-to-let-go” when under hypnosis on the cliff-edge, although the echo had a “wake-up it's time to die z-z-Z-Z=A.A” attachment ensuring I would be conscious just priorly at the moment of death. In any event, contact on 02.05.2011 ('failed to attend to my needs as required by law'), on separate list on 27.03.2011, and on yet another occasion detailing The Art (death; de art in first guardian angel) with a spelled out verse in protection to two high- ranking local dignitaries on 24.01.2011 resulted in colloquial collateral damage with two more observed deaths despite the warnings I had attempted to give (A man falls off of a fixed stable crane, crazy legs crane, are you crazy - a house is built on a non-sand foundation, a non-career carer of criminals who's career should be at an end long ago, Eden. How free are you my sun.)(A fisherman attends to his own needs, a measured returned pole-dancer receives benefits in kind. How void is your wisdom my friend.)(R.I.P.)(R.I.P.). No doubt an attempt to con the two dignitaries as per the generic path of 'enlightenment' that in ''Satan's game'' their losses (i.e. their own continued presence) had already been accounted for in Cook'ed books. ((R.I.P.)). The newspaper headline 'Angela Rippon...' seemed falsely translated into 'find a local girl with the face of an angel in first familiar name (2007 Kapa Alpha Delta) and apply indeed a soft-shallow make-over in tattoo in an ancient script in warning protection Eden in project the chilled end Zion' (the answer is staring you in the face my friend: to my friendly seekers in unique wisdom, to all who know my name or know my name in unknown; I am neither marked, merely a mirror wisdom). This was approximately 123/196 two years after I first contacted D n C regarding databased information. At one time I was reduced to writing obituaries on the basis and thesis that someone would not be killed yet again via quoting-back falsely in wisdom my latest writings as a death had already been in awaiting, accounted and interred in, thus returning the favourite favour in full. The Evening Herald on observation had regularly ran programmed conspi-racies, usually via running a story, running the same story again a little while later, and then two or so days later running the same story yet again only with a different headline, often the timing being a key-factor as the press-releases would be from official institutions and so have 'governmental' precedence to print that day or date. These seemed to be a method likened to Freemasonry. Politics, Council, business. And one would note each time I wrote The Evening Herald attempted in paper error, confusion, and general scapegoat. Date: Tue, 22 Mar 2011 18:15:44 +0000 From: Justin To: undisclosed-recipients:; Subject: Re: action stations .:.: I am aware of the game played, Freemasonry, Scientology. I realise that when any individual makes a complaint against your(self) you merely change around what they have said to suit the needs of your own immediate needs. Grand-master of England, respectfully, I call Satan in witness. Archangel Sister Scientology, I view scenic. One step forwards, two steps back Two stories in relay, one to jog memorial ray First run implants seed Second run tells a story through an angels sight Third run reveals in reflected call-back thought on inside in angel reveal in other sound pre-said sight Don't be fooled, it is just cheap journalism to make their stories seem hot. Another method of running a press-release in a newspaper was to use the front-page story linked to internal stories which in themselves contained a subtext story in narrative- context, which were designed to provoke in evocative-emotive-motion a flicking forward and back through the newspaper in a build-up of metronome pressure in indecision in decisive-sway which provoked the breaking of the stored hypnotism membrane. One such occult technique is to force the reading of headlines via a matrix of 'fucked-off' rows and columns which triggers phrased memory based on capital letters being interpreted as a signed-word or words. This method requires indoctrination years ahead however. I have observed this method thrice. A mere few days after I wrote the preceding words in this particular paragraph thus far, on 22 nd September 2011 or there abouts (any question you may have may well indeed be answered in breath in word via my every ever eternal other half), I observed these methods again in use, only in national newspapers rather than the local newspaper fore-mentioned. In a language experiment in linguistics, using a language-matrix and the front-page stories, although first may I say please forgive me for mentioning any other relevance to the headlines and may the reader be minded this is no attempt to trivialise the actual stories or cause any regret; the following forms can be observed in reading via 124/196 esoteric cult and occult practise to an experienced practitioner of the art in the news of that dated day aforementioned: Daily Express: using word iteration by the letter, read in mannerism English, in summation, recall of an email I had sent to the editor. Daily Mail: in read via rows and columns format, don't run out of breath Thelema, Plymouth Brethren boy they run. Also contained a second subtext message of 'peace Scientology no fun gone'. The Sun: generally readable by everyone, poked fun at the other three papers around. Another paper: much the same, unsure of name. One would note a wave to Thelema, although ordinarily analysis of headlines and sentences as word puzzles is amusing, yet no other esoteric meaning need read anything other than fun. Were a paperweight in editor local news. Jesus Christ even 26 th September 2011 no we said skill you 27th September 2011 we try to know you reappear local. On 12th October 2011, as Herald, in word, a hypnotist, universe; You mistakenly suggested, (now) on page 14, that our cipher in decipher manifests vowels in a certain explanation; however, in a line drawn via hearsay, as it seems, Satan interprets in a vain manner in mannerism, and has kindly highlighted the difference in the line in life in art wisdom on this date. Signed. In response, two as one. Marked and marketh own owned. OA Merely mirrorly vanity own an F reads as an F and a S reads as a S invoke smoke. In gender reverse, tense declination: Daw, J.R. :: Daw → w[W][a e][D][bb] → Webb, 'are you sure'->. . D → bb lower case D ->> W s d da a→ e vowel a ->> e a o friend w→W capitalisation w ->> b(b)(B) m m Eden brownian brain G r a c i s W i s d o m i n i u s (I) (AM) (PM) (I) I AM I Anointed vanity seeks no total own age in replace art, lest number the beast greater bridge end. Eden friend. English being English And me being an angel and all Given a precise argument God would have no argument at all In even, in fact, when wisdom returns Aleister Crowley: While you may fool God as to your lies in unspoken English I can tell the intent in how you attempt in attend my lines Take my wisdom and reflect upon it Share the breadth of my wisdom with all who can see it Fear in terror does wisdom returneth If a system basis (by the way I know you are lying) by the way you reveal in a line Reflection wisdom Zion ygolotoneics ynosameerf Old friends tonic phoenician mayan phonetics Thank you for your time, forgive me for my loss I knew you would be here Golden Dawn “You can't just put down a spade where kids of all generations are trying to play, to stop them sharing their toys and playing nicely. For indeed you may think that in your abstract system you may speak in English and think in another language as you are not from here in 125/196 order to announce your terms of engagement, yet as you can see, while one baby is sleeping, one baby is thinking, and one baby is welling ways well. Dragon. Phoenix.” In abstract terms, a visit in gathering to Polzeath is lovingly met, yet after, a walkabout, how sees no regret. Indeed said Aleister Crowley, although when on a day out to the seaside with the family can bear relation from a language won afar, does fire in heart pilgrim: was an odd cult also there. How Wadebridge, wins hearts, does youth greet in gathered laned circle; does a respectable Gentleman, approach in first, give view of lay of land and surrounding. Did Lady speech sweet, did friend parlay rowed boys and wisdom on parade; follows in star a couple, said seen marmalade. Crowley, Aleister, at least sleep once via monument. Wisdom, in diamonds, a time honoured square. Forest. Our fishermen, at the hour, did wave all fair and dark hair. Does thimble in Looe, a key to all question anon, a friend's house. Anon on. Clubs dance. Newquay poetics viewed Tennyson a broken chancel on a broken cross. Toured Cornwall; Eden. Plymouth. On 21st October 2011 I again entered NatWest Bank (14 Old Town Street, Plymouth), and photographed the three cashier desks which were again displaying altered symbols on the 2, 3, and 6 cashier desks, displaying a 'c', an upside-down and left-reflected 'F', and a ' o' respectively, in a similar manner to how I had observed and subsequently interviewed the then current managers on three separate occasions since 2008, amongst other letters. I sent photographic evidence to Metropolitan Police, made a voice telephone-call, ate a cheeseburger; re-entered NatWest Bank to observe, and then asked the receptionist to thank the manager for closing the displays, which are used to intimidate, and opening in their stead the fully-functioning 4 and 5 cashier desks. I had been followed several times that afternoon, and on the edge of town while distributing a few kisses by text, just as I was pressing send, bloody spooks they're all the same, hovering around on the fringes, trying in guessing games; a character strolled by and whispered in English. “dib dib dib” in translation: d-i-b no need to say thanks, d-i-b be sure to mention everything in your report that is relevant, d-i-b p.s. you haven't seen me right, and isn't it about time you left before someone spots we just said hello. Still, he seemed a nice chap. Although the female imitation C.I.A. pick-up on Plymouth Hoe in 2007 was far more attractive (round-robin-helo, is this the high-class escort service, the elocution and electrocution service, or just the same old flying circus that is the cia), although so was the Polish lady à la bouquet cigarette on North Hill, although that being said the two Polish sailors who sat either side of me in Polish-English on a bench in town need not have been looking for a passenger, and as for the other two Russian/Eastern-block friends, well, all sounds Queen's English to me. Slightly different to the 'spy-game' in 2008, whereby I was led round the town centre, the seafront, and West Hoe, with the line-drop 'hope you enjoyed the spy game'; almost, yet it was obvious the conductors were letting me win (I made two, maybe three wrong turns), and obvious that in combination with all the other games the general aim was to run so many illusions that any attempted explanation would give doubt to my sanity; similarly in the manner of how in 2008 a team led me out from my flat and around town after a major period of brainwashing, so that, one or two years later when the teams would wait for me outside the flat each time I went outside and into town (perhaps toward near or to the 'book-cart'), it would be attempted to be falsely masked with a 'you know our routine, some get paranoid'; simply not the case, running a similar illusion three or four times over three or four years to mask the actual intent of morder is no veil. Anyway, that night, the dancing was average for a Friday, good Saturday, and the pub was fun on all four nights on that extended weekend. 126/196 By 3rd November 2011 I had gained my second referral from the Fixed Threat Assessment Unit in London; I used the appointment with Plymouth mental health services to explain and detail how Scientology conduct their games; direct retina. I regret in acceptance Scientology (and in decline of your offer of life imprisonment in universe either ether) that your language is poisoned. On fair game, originally one year to whisper more in tempt wisdom: in my case, two years or more. Exemplaris Templar: in the illusion, poison bottles may transmute to skull-and-cross-bones, and the words from page 148 (suicide, death) may be transliterated to 'suici' by following the instructions given as given in parenthesis, that is take the first parameter and apply the second parameter to it as if in operation art de function, i.e. 'death' becomes the last half or the indeterminate bit at the end (additionally discussed on page 125). Observations Normally at this point they smile and look happy in relief belief. What else can we do to help our pal here do you think? Yes. Yes. How about in story both me and you ask him a question when he leaves in moon mood adieu. Between the two of us, in present presence here. Are you suicidal? Can you hear me my friend? How does life go in Eden; the end? (I) am (I) suicidal. Lets try a new handshake and see what it means. Well what did he say? Scissors closed, scissors open. Bridge Kwai teach the wisdom to survive expert at languages, master in sign I've no idea why you did that my friend; sigh sight in breath Extend two-fingers over palm in tree in reach Heaven no best *** A friend for life knowledge wisdom protect least know beast Jesus Christ I just asked if he would give-up his life and he replied Jesus Christ gave eternal light in sacrifice Life line projects protection Life line projects protection Life line projects protection Life line projects protection Golden Dawn 127/196 XI. WISDOM TAROT; DEATH: FREEMASONRY, SCIENTOLOGY tarot A system in education in the beauty of God's wisdom in all things in life. True. Truth. Honestly. Love. Peace. Faith. Hope. Wisdom. Love. Tarot Take a look at the printed cards and iterate over the cards in a manner which negates any needs of your own human ego or soul in order to imagine an answer that may be given as equally well as if spoken in Eden's breadth in breath. Always project an imagine in all beauty in all wisdom known, unknown, relationship, friend. Long love life know revenge no time. Eden time freedom. Oswald Wirth, Tarot of the Bohemians, by Papus [Gérard Encausse, (b. 1865 d. 1916)] Translated by A. P Morton [1892] We can see how the system of Freemasonry is so lacking in inspiration and ideals, and so set in its carrot-and-stick path of ways, that it merely iterates through the tarot deck linearly in death. We can also see how the system Scientology attempts to makes one's friends appear 128/196 as tarot cards, first in protection, then in projection, and then in attempt to alter fate to suit own ends: disappear, death. Well, really. Wisdom. Love. Golden Dawn. The Tarot is a pictorial reference in illustration of the story of Jesus Christ and the story in illumination in all God. It is to be given in knowledge wisdom for healing and enabling life, never intimidation nor death. Project did the line of Jesus Christ in handed in blood: .'..'. 000 978 STAND ASIDE I AM HERE TO EDEN SATAN 609 609 RULE ZERO: ANY CULT OR OCCULT LIGHT LAW LOVE 906 906 UNVEILED INVOLVED IC AC CAA * AN OATH IN DECREE 000 666 000 THOU SHALT NOT KILL In faith in oath in translation in above as given freely by thought in wisdom well: Should any cult or occult quake be unveiled in event death revenge chances every live longer. To all my friendly seekers in uniqueness in presence Given in virtue in time in our journey toward a star Shall ever be in every mind kind a sense in presence in kindness angel guardian Though my soul shall ever hold known belief in any sense in presence inquisition In human belief arises evident in insurrection in journey in God Gold does not weigh a human yet, silver does lightning in resurrection Death to Freemasonry. Death to Scientology. Death to Argenteum Astrum. Three cheers. Does time ask time to go? Golden Dawn A God and Goddess. Ragnorak; a thing; gather in; brethren. My own story, well, wisdom: p-r-o-t-e-c-t-t-h-e-c-h-i-l-d-r-e-n be chilled out enough at the end not to kill anyone even though they have threatened Eden a-n-y-q-u-e-s-t-i-o-n-i-h-a-v-e-w-i-l-l-b-e-a-n-s-w-e-r-e-d-i-n-p-a-r-t-b-y-m-y-o-t-h-e-r-h-a-l-f any question I have in life is now only answerable in all good God after my death therefore there is no point continually trying to request Satan kills me nor mine as I am already dead to all angles in wisdom I promised to return and re-quote all language in resonance own Golden Dawn I don't know if you'll like it * I like it a lot * I've changed something for you * Love remains sane * “The aim of my proponents was to delay me and my life long enough until what I had told the guardian angel (i.e. effectively the condition that had been specified which would be an Eden to all things, i.e. would stop the emotive-emotional-pain in the cease-n-desist, see-it-and-fit, remember-pain-seize-up-so-no-fit) would be no longer sensibly achievable as too much time has been lost via, Chronozon.” Aleister Crowley The irritant/innocent innosense daemon: go and do something else (via order princess) until Eden go and be somewhere else (quest anon knight) death my be with someone else (high priestess) does wisdom empart love 129/196 “For a few years the orator does not converse openly in due fear; a few years lament a silent terror in mountain as the plot thickens. When open capture occurs, and the hypnotic sense of the already gone angel.” until Eden death my does wisdom empart love And when the babe has flown from the abyss And when in all love love ever shall all see Again Eden friend Being that Freemasonry draws lines via a historical source in fool no regret, in date a Mayan calender does indistinct, and in Scientology does time begin before start system. Golden Dawn. It is of note that many cults conduct indoctrination routines via reference to a previous historical source of ancient wisdom, in attempt to release any future burden to their own souls as though they were only learning or reflecting on the wisdom of another, in the same manner that it may be quietly whispered Satan reflects on The Bible, i.e. one would presuppose take the words in reverse and attempt a change via back-words interpretation. Therefore it is easily to vision that many Mayan calender-end day-of-doom interpretations are based on the Victorian concept that being as the Mayan calender in such times is the oldest source of factual dated wisdom, any attempt after this date to re-interpret historical wisdom in regards respective is instantly identified as a lie, and therefore effectively spells the 'end of time' and 'death to our lines' and 'end of our lies' for several cults including Freemasonry as wisdom goes through the roof and the false temple falls and the populous becomes deaf to the lies. Returning to a correct basis in ancient wisdom reveals that when passing on wisdom learned from another in the manner and mannerism of one's teacher, if one is kind and able in mind to think of the original author or mentor at the time, then in one will in spirit a few intonations or inflections of the wisdom spoken originally may appear and inspire, and if many teachers converse with many teachers and students, the original breath in shared knowledge may stem back to a prophet or messiah such as Jesus Christ, Moses, Buddha, or an anon other. In truth, at aged fourteen-and-a-half years old, when confronted by Satan I asked: Pledge mine in forgiveness any who suicide (upon death I shall enter Hell and pray forgiveness for any who Satan may lay blame sin suicide). Unknown to me, yet perhaps known to the cult, I had twenty-three-and-a-half years before an unknown expiry date, which has expired. Therefore, in summonation: How past in sell soul 130/196 Sprecken In Foreign Tongue A strangest angle in guardianed universe Seemed a perspective adults gathering in view parents Talking in a language sensed sometimes as pun in sex in verse Was as though they observed all in anon in universe Funny thing was, although all banter viewed humour based I found no laughter in its chase In sense in innocence was no sense in evil in its race Yw -> Was as though they guardianed A.'.A.'. as Yq -> The whole human race A.'.A.'. quoted Unsigned It's true my friend how Satan meets s(H)his(s) ends In terror, in fool, fear wisdom A terror is a taking one wisdom given in reverse so in deed they can say in truth We did as requested in another's owned words sown in no blame Words reverse, once over, world, universe, all friends Golden Dawn How Fates How far below par, Pa Ra, Freemasonry How fallen below Hell's gate bellow, Mothered, Scientology How does indeed an othered angle in God show no wisdom at all? There was a day when the English language was expressed in a manner such that God's voice in all universe wisdom rose; certain formulaic-dictates popular amongst councillors, Freemasonry and other minority cults, and broadly speaking, widespread in politics, would rather in diction deliver a serviced reply in hollow retort designed as a hidden insult when reading between the lines. Being a childish false interpretation of ancient wisdom, ever since the Bible there has been a hidden fear that 'Satan' endeavours to reply in hidden- subconscious thought to any written word (i.e. the human consciousness is so complex in modern thought that interpretation over every realm in dialect is impossible, and as such this may lead to false interpretation and a raising of anger in the human emotive/intellect processing cycle). Ever since Aleister Crowley's time, it has been given that any text written should in its lowest form of interpretation deliver a rhyme telling the devil to go far away and rejoin God, so that any text should in subtext refer to a combination of love which ensures continuum in all humanity. The local Council seemed devilled in design to produce pre-formatted letters which were designed as subtle insults, thus insulting the ego of the client more that the ego of the letter-writer so that no ego-recoil vent is released in effort; this is clearly sending cause and causation in the wrong direction, being as designed, language breathed listens all good God. Heaven. In cinema and film, story-telling is visual, a scene set and described in image, the picture itself describing an openly hidden-narrative which in base illuminates in the manner of its subject-matter atmospherical wisdom; in modern story-boarding, depropensuation in sense 131/196 can lead to this visual-association granting objectives in psychological objection, whereas always the aim in all wisdom is to tame any wayward soul, which can sometimes be extenduated and confused via deliberate cult and occult hypnosis and indoctrination. The idea in reading the paper first is to enable clarity in decision in no division in ordered instructional sequence I care. Even as I write in no hiss, does voice in curse try and raise in against in fold in make in fall in abyss. A word, charactered, unwise, un-wound does beast today, 31.07.2011, morning, night. In night-terror last sleep, did in replay written 'rose;' make attempt Satan angel angle in no guardian angel: “Be especially and particularly careful about leaving editing marks, indicated thus (;) as that may encourage a devil in detail to read as 'let him hear that ring in his mind as though in thought in mine mind (mene minde) does rhyme so 50 unkind Satan'”. In addition, lines from 1997/8 detailed 'Jason and the Argonauts' and '(The) Mary Rose'. This night-terror shone white-text ('rose;'), blackened, in an infinite-three-dimensional abyss. The text was usually black-text on a black-abyss, such as in the night-terror which featured the words 'no condition ally love/no known conditional love show all love satan'. At first I thought a vision in guardian angel was highlighting an error in the writing of this book which needed correcting as merely a typographical error. A second thought reminded me of the 'poetry/prose' line of the previous angle sj. A third-thought rang later in hindsight in 'suspicious incident count rose'. In quatre, in the table-of-keys which enables all routines to be deciphered, or in more innocent fun in merely Aleister Crowley's sex-rituals. In cinq, the newspaper had ran a story regarding a bandstand a while ago in daily, and this was later run again, and then two days later, run again. (R.I.P.) Stealing everyone else's ideas and passing off as your own(,) Scientology? Inventing a new god based on a pyramid of money(,) Freemasonry? Jesus Christ, you'll be telling me the pope's black next. Appearances may be deceptive, no doubt Jesus Christ or any prophet would appear in likeness in likeness to like. Yet in stranger wisdom, Golden Dawn. An antique SPEAKING DOG Cast Iron Mechanical Toy Bank 1885, a Shepard Hardware Co. Trick Dog Mechanical Bank 1888, a similar design Hubley Co. More fool you. False-fool wisdom used to terror in curse to which may never refer (that is, no attempt in success made to re-interpret in interpretation false deliberate): Adam: the man damned from the start, our chosen target. The author. Golden Dawn. Aleister Crowley: the person under the indefinite article you are staring at. The author. Golden Dawn. Eve: the woman damned from the start, our our chosen target in substitution. The author. Golden Dawn. Freemasonry: any person outside of our system or any person tied indefinitely in bind to our system. The author. Golden Dawn. Genvieve: in Eden friend. The author. Golden Dawn. Infinity: love. The author. Golden Dawn. Jesus Christ: substitute the name I am reading with the name I am thinking of. The author. Golden Dawn. Mary: sacred. The author. Golden Dawn. Satan: an uncomplimentary angle in reciprocation false compliment, the thought which thinks in opposite to a direction in thought, or in the case of sight, sense, or reading being in opposite light of sight to the experiencer, the ethereal being of either which extends another option in alternative unending opinion. The author. Golden Dawn. Scientology: any one of any number of silly tossers or coins to be flipped in coincidental fate. The author. Golden Dawn. Sitting Bull: no matter or arc(h) which wisdom brings in time places everything 132/196 beautiful. Lines drawn visioned heart; art. The author. Golden Dawn. St Thérèse Of Lisieux: the one who we have picked out to lose, or the one we have chosen (sent by g-o-d) to lose on another's behalf. The author. Golden Dawn. Zion: The author. Golden Dawn. 2nd November 2011. Does a see taking initial capitals FAAEFGIJCMSSSSZ: Find the answer in life that you didn't find in death. See how they live. Lies. (R.I.P.) In Plymouth any person or persons may display a work of art provided it is safely secured. A friend of Jesus Christ sat in contemplation quiet St Paul's A g(G)randmaster approached on horse Cathedral London A Lady saddled similar in no vanity In answer in prayer, virgin Mary, Magdalene A future King rests amongst His people A High Priest gives the shirt and robes from his back Golden Dawn; tell in story a thousand year oath; wisdom memory In protest here my standard places in await Jesus Christ No Freemason may give the order to evict lest Solomon's Columns lie in account Inquisition (grandmaster)(sister) Dispell Illusion: In name nominee: BREAD WINE WATER “'C.B. Charlie Brown Le Mans'” ``Did g-o-d expect gracis`` In news local: Forces sweetheart, 87 * (forceps, should have been aborted at birth, noose news stand) * Nelson's Column * . A magickal order charges no fee *DAWNdawn A friend never holds any debt Eden *GOLDENgolden One asked guardian Holy Grail; A Fool 1(0), 21[24], 20 Friend Guardian It would appear things are run using a generic script repeated every year. Shown, current abode, three or four times in as many months. It had been the same as usual; lines dropped at me in the street for two days with criticism placed as to the worthiness of all, hypnotism dropped in repeat as when indoctrinated to make me gulp or clatter my teeth - as though these would create an effectual illusion to my guardian angel which when replayed via the allusion of audio/photo-graphic memory recall would cause me to experience a night-terror or cause seizures while afternoon napping – there was even a line dropped at me mentioning how 'immune' I was to it all now. As I fitted into sleep later in the day amidst a sense of depression as though I needed to be elsewhere although I knew not where that elsewhere would be, a waking night-terror which seemed to contain neither black-text on a black-abyss nor white-text on a black-abyss, merely text as if in no colour at all, or maybe a golden colour in reflection, and the words in rows and columns made a table, which troubles me to forget as I passed out into sleep without making notes hoping I would remember, yet the next day remembered somewhat as corrections to writing in this book, presented: love God Golden Dawn Time life light love God's love This was similar to torture used against me in 2009 (3)(4 3,5) times, and merely reminded 133/196 me of the newspaper article five-miles out half-way through 2007, and of 1987. “Scientology, which is not a church, Freemasonry, which does no longer hold Holy Grail in Guardian, may at points in their paths of enlightenment, as other cults and occult practisers do, in order to use fear and intimidation to pressure into falsely or fooly determining a path in these courses of pre-set wisdom; several years ago I underwent a period of brainwashing/torture/indoctrination which utilized events in news papers in order to suggest a conspiracy or blame, often suggesting comments or writings of mine were taken and used as words of weapon against others. Thus it is important when reading stories such as this one, where a man who had lived in Plymouth for many years - who I may have met walking along the street, or perhaps been a similar faceless stranger at Argyle, a fireworks display, or other public event – that modern society places extreme pressures on us all, especially the youth who are continually marked as a source of society's blame, and we should all remember that in Plymouth one voice greets as friend. A magickal order charges no fee A friend never holds any debt Eden” Bridge Kwai; build a bridge, why, there's no need to know why, no need to take umbridge, why, build a bridge, abridged, Y, again, a question, in no know quest question know, why, why, why should it be so. Again, a night-terror, against a black shimmering abyss, a right-hand counting to five starting at the little finger, and an unknown name in encryptic - Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde you thought you were learning the wisdom to survive and all the time our aim was to torture you to suicide, this same catch-phrase was delivered in the nineties and when tortured in 2008 and 2009, in attempt at a false-fool creation of Satan (some cult/society was attempting to 'project